Some Good Metaphysical Reading.

Bringers of the Dawn - which is by the Pleiadians and Barbara Marciniak

 The Teachings of Don Juan

A Separate Reality

Journey to Ixtlan

Tales of Power

From Tales of Power there is talk of The Nagual and The Tonal:
For comparison read these next two links:
                 
                                     The Nagual (Right brain) and The Tonal (Left Brain)
                                      Articles: My Stroke of Insight - Jill Bolte Taylor
                                  
                                      Excerpt from book My Stroke of Insight by Jill Bolte Taylor


The Second Ring of Power

The Eagles Gift

The Fire From Within

The Power of Silence

The Art of Dreaming

The Active Side of Infinity


Gnostic Parallels in the Writings of Carlos Castaneda

Possession and Predation

The Archons


Carlos Castaneda's Don Juan's Teachings File


The Holographic Universe.




My Stroke of Insight Video - 18:42 min. long.

From Right Brain Nagual to Left Brain Tonal...

This is an excerpt out of Dr. Jill Bolte Taylor's book "My Stroke of Insight"
and in this she explains, what to me sounds like, the holographic picture.

For example, would there really not be any physical body at all, then it is only the illusion of the body through the hologram which was created by "all of us." The beings of the Universe who are us, have all put into it through the manipulation of thoughts about principles in every different reality. So this physical body is created by the illusion of all those pictures that are made up from the hologram which we have all placed together.

Such as the Matrix...the vibrations of energy being put into mathematical and geometrical order, would be the beginning of the holographic reality, which eventually became a physical body through the additions of holograms within holograms until this physical reality is the result. Meanwhile, back at the ranch, it's only an illusion of being physical. And once we figure this out, then we may step out of the illusion and be on our way.


....."As I lifted my leg to step into the tub, I held on to the wall for support. It seemed odd that I could sense the inner activities of my brain as it adjusted and readjusted all of the opposing muscle groups in my lower extremities to prevent me from falling over. My perception of these automatic body responses was no longer an exercise in intellectual conceptualization. Instead, I was momentarily privy to a precise and experiential understanding of how hard the fifty trillion cells in my brain and body were working in perfect unison to maintain the flexibility and integrity of my physical form. Through the eyes of an avid enthusiast of the magnificence of the human design, I witnessed with awe the autonomic functioning of my nervous system as it calculated and recalculated every joint angle."
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The Predator's Pact

Understanding The Matrix.

Here are some videos and lyrics by Turmion Kätilöt and Koyi K Utho to give you an idea of what I'm hinting at here:


Turmion Kätilöt - Lepositeet with english subtitle


Koyi K Utho - Freakman


Freakman

Its a borning a freak under mechanic control
Disturbing mad heads against the truth
The Freakman is unscarred
Cause the system is shattered

Insomnia from nightmares and scare to dream again
Nightmares that alienate every nerve of my brain
I wish to scape from this prison
The cell inside my enemies

The Freakman is unscarred
Disturbing mad heads against the truth
The Freakman is unscarred
Cause the system is shattered

I extirpate my wind with hatred to break down
now I cant wait for it
I wish to scape from this prison
The cell inside my enemies

The Freakman is unscarred
Disturbing mad heads against the truth
The Freakman is unscarred
Cause the system is shattered

Now I wish to scape
Because nothing grows inside me

Just let me breath
I want to reborn
Its all I need
Just let me be
I want to return
Its all I need
Just let me breath
I want to reborn
I need it
Because I always have
A reason to hurt me

Its a borning a freak under mechanic control
Disturbing mad heads against the truth
The Freakman is unscarred
Cause the system is shattered
Like me



KOYI K UTHO - EMBRYO

An experimental test in the laboratories prove
Scientist who architects creating life in a test tube
Genetic miracles everywheregestated in vitro
Determinated specimen controlled by the gen.

You are just an experiment
An embryo like us

Recognize another facist level
You are not naturally selected
Your mind extrated out of your conscience
Life is not yours

Anthropomorphic being absorbed by the system
Unacknowledged piece, you are a part of the creature
They control your mind and your needs
slaver
They control your mind
They control your needs

Recognize another facist level
You are not naturally selected
Your mind extrated out of your conscience
Life is not yours

You are just an experiment
An embryo like us

Anthropomorphic being absorbed by the system
Unacknowledged piece, you are a part of the creature
They control your mind and your needs
slaver
They control your mind
They control your needs


 Koyi K Utho - Demential State 

Underneath the sun that occults the light
Demential state inlimited
Deep dreams turn the sanity into madness

Look at the light that nobody sees
Reflecting another mentality
Bad frequencies transfix the mindless

Darkness
Darkness
Back of the darkness
Mindless

Tribal principal of sacrifice
Applied to rescue conformity
Sophisticated nauseating pathology
Extirpate the germ that condemns
Forget the myth of the idols
Our existence is not an icon
Purify the agony of the madness
Forget the myth of the idols
Our existence is not an icon

Purify the agony of the madness
Cured by the violence of the amorphous
Morbid act of self-annulment
Mental death
Deformed member

I was blinded
By a false shine
I can see you
But you can't see me
Underneath the sun that occults the light
Demential state unlimited
Deep dreams turn the sanity into madness



Experimental Ape
by Koyi K Utho


Scientific Gangsters
Medical Test
Dissection Of Personality
Animal Stress In The Cell
Dose Morphine Injection
To Paralyze The Pain
Secret Laboratory, State Privacy, Technocratic Elite
Knowledge´s Dark When The Man Ignores The Reason
Hipothesis Of Death

Find the Unknow
Domain The Apetite For
Escape Of Ourselves Decadence
Fall, Fall, Falling Deep
x2

Genetic Messenger
Logic Sequences
Math Treatment To Posses Your Soul
Anomalous Conception Of Freedom
Perverse Visions
That Mute Your Words
Advance Lines That Remorse
The flux of creation
Generic Extintion
Reborn From The Scum

Find the Unknow
Domain The Apetite For
Escape Of Ourselves Decadence
Fall, Fall, Falling Deep

Find the Unknow
Domain The Apetite For
Escape Of Ourselves Decadence
Fall x4

Progress, Process, Project.
To Get Apes Until The Last Corner
x2

Inhumation as The Real Thechnique to inoculate
Execration Is The Aim Of The State
To Prostate You

Resist The Live Invention Of A New God
Dominate The Secret Of The Existence
Reanimate In Superior Concience Level
Plane To Converse Into Your Own Saviour
Run The Exsistence x2

Progress, Process, Project.x3
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The Predator's Pact

'Sorcery' Shamanism.

The teachings here remind me of what Gurdjieff taught, when he said to observe one's self...it is similar to stopping the flow of time. Once you stop the flow of time you end up in the space dimension. The space dimension has a truer view of what is...at the same time, once you get to the space dimension then you must stop that flow as well, because you need to go back inside from where all the exterior activity occurs from.

Time is like what you see right now. A distorted reality. When you go to space, you see differently. Like this for example. Stand outside in the dark and look up at the stars. Recognize that you are like a magnet stuck on the earth. When you tilt your head up, you are actually going into an outer direction compared to the top to bottom one that you see from your eyes out of your body while standing looking up at the stars. It's really not standing on top of the earth looking up above. In the place where I stand I look out sideways from the surface of the planet to the star I will go and visit. When I lift off from Earth, I move in a sideways direction would I to be looking at the map of Earth from the usual way in which we view it from North South East and West. Hence, it's not at top and a bottom unless of course you're standing at the North pole. Here is the excerpt of the introduction to this interesting work.


 Carlos Castaneda's... "Don Juan's Teachings"


Introduction


(taken from introduction in Journey To Ixtlan, and, as I explain in the forward , done in the style I've used throughout this compilation: put into the form of being as though it were delivered from don Juan to each of us.)

The basic premise of sorcery for a sorcerer is that the world of everyday life is not real, or out there, as we believe it is. For a sorcerer, reality, or the world we all know, is only a description.

For the sake of validating this premise I will concentrate the best of my efforts into leading you into a genuine conviction that what you hold in mind as the world at hand is merely a description of the world; a description that has been pounded into you from the moment you were born.

Everyone who comes into contact with a child is a teacher who incessantly describes the world to him, until the moment when the child is capable of perceiving the world as it is described. We have no memory of that portentous moment, simply because none of us could possibly have had any point of reference to compare it to anything else. From that moment on, however, the child is a member . He knows the description of the world; and his membership becomes full-fledged, perhaps, when he is capable of making all the proper perceptual interpretations which, by conforming to that description, validate it.

The reality of our day-to-day life, then, consists of an endless flow of perceptual interpretations which we, the individuals who share a specific membership, have learned to make in common.

The idea that the perceptual interpretations that make up the world have a flow is congruous with the fact that they run uninterruptedly and are rarely, if ever, open to question. In fact the reality of the world we know is so taken for granted that the basic premise of sorcery, that our reality is merely one of many descriptions, can hardly be taken as a serious proposition.

Fortunately for you, I'm not concerned at all with whether or not you can take my proposition seriously, and thus I will proceed to elucidate my points, in spite of your opposition, your disbelief, and your inability to understand what I am saying. Thus, as a teacher of sorcery, my endeavor is to describe the world to you. Your difficulty in grasping my concepts and methods will stem from the fact that the units of my description are alien and incompatible with those of your own.

I am teaching you how to see as opposed to merely looking , and stopping the world is the first step to seeing .
Stopping the world is not a cryptic metaphor that really doesn't mean anything. And its scope and importance as one of the main propositions of my knowledge should not be misjudged.

I am teaching you how to stop the world . Nothing will work, however, if you are very stubborn. Be less stubborn, and you will probably stop the world with any of the techniques I teach you. Everything I will tell you to do is a technique for stopping the world .

The sorcerer's description of the world is perceivable. But our insistence on holding on to our standard version of reality renders us almost deaf and blind to it. I'm going to give you what I call "techniques for stopping the world."

When you begin this teaching, there is another reality, that is to say, there is a sorcery description of the world, which you do not know. As a sorcerer and a teacher, I am teaching you that description. What I am doing with you consists, therefore, in setting up that unknown reality by unfolding its description, adding increasingly more complex parts as you go along.

In order to arrive at seeing one first has to stop the world . Stopping the world is indeed an appropriate rendition of certain states of awareness in which the reality of everyday life is altered because the flow of interpretation, which ordinarily runs uninterruptedly, has been stopped by a set of circumstances alien to that flow. In this case the set of circumstances alien to our normal flow of interpretations is the sorcery description of the world. The precondition for stopping the world is that one has to be convinced; in other words, one has to learn the new description in a total sense, for the purpose of pitting it against the old one, and in that way break the dogmatic certainty, which we all share, that the validity of our perceptions, or our reality of the world, is not to be questioned.

After stopping the world the next step is seeing . By that I mean what could be categorized as responding to the perceptual solicitations of a world outside the description we have learned to call reality.

All these steps can only be understood in terms of the description to which they belong; a description that I'm endeavoring to give you. Let, then, this teaching be the source of entrance into that description.
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The Predator's Pact

From Abduction Accounts, to the Archons, Predators, The Evil Magician, and Aliens.

UFOs, Aliens, and the Question of Contact - 1 of 8



This series of videos brings together a sensible attitude toward what is going on
right under our eyes. It shows us reality is not something we are seeing
clearly and we need to become aware and informed about what is really
going on. We need to join together, not be separated by little things or
large things. The time is now to stop, look, and listen.

Here are excerpts from out of this video.


-Don Juan Matus, in "The Active Side of Infinity" by Carlos Castaneda.

"By playing on our self-reflection, which is the only point of awareness
left to us, the predators create flares of awareness that they proceed to
consume in a ruthless predatory fashion. They give us inane problems that
force those flares of awareness to rise, and in this manner they keep us
alive in order for them to be fed with the energetic flare of our pseudo
concerns.

What I'm saying is that what we have against us is not a simple predator.
It is very smart, and organized. It follows a methodical system to render us
useless."


-John Lash

"In Gnostic psychology, the noetic science of the Mystery Schools,
Archons are an alien force that intrudes subliminally upon the human
mind and deviates our intelligence away from its proper and sane
applications. Working through telepathy and suggestion, the Archons
attempt to deviate us from our proper course of evolution. Their most
successful technique is to use religious ideology to insinuate their way of
thinking and, in effect, substitute their mind-set for ours. According to the
Gnostics, Judeo-Christian Salvationism is the primary ploy of the Archons,
an alien implant.

In the Gnostic view of human society, the Archons are alien forces that act
through authoritarian systems, including belief-systems, in ways that
cause human beings to turn against their innate potential and violate the
symbiosis of nature.

Because the Archons need human complicity to gain power over
humankind, anyone who assists them can be considered a kind of Archon,
an accessory. How do humans assist the Archons? One way is by accepting
the mental programs of the Archons -that is, adopting the alien
intelligence as though it were human-based- and implementing those
programs by actually enforcing them in society. Another way is by
actively or passively conforming to the agendas so proposed and imposed."



The story of the archons is similar to what Don Juan talked about in "The
Active Side of Infinity" by Carlos Castaneda.

"Ah, that's the universe at large," don Juan said, "incommensurable,
nonlinear, outside the realm of syntax. The sorcerers of ancient Mexico
were the first ones to see those fleeting shadows, so they followed them
around. They saw them as you're seeing them, and they saw them as
energy that flows in the universe. And they did discover something
transcendental.

They discovered that we have a companion for life. We have a predator
that came from the depths of the cosmos and took over the rule of our
lives. Human beings are its prisoners. The predator is our lord and master.
It has rendered us docile, helpless. When we want to protest, it suppresses
our protest. When we want to act independently, it demands that we don't
do so.

You have arrived, by your effort alone, to what the shamans of ancient
Mexico called the topic of all topics. I have been beating around the bush
all this time, insinuating to you that something is holding us prisoner.
Indeed we are held prisoner! This was an energetic fact for the sorcerers of
ancient Mexico."

"Why has this predator taken over in the fashion that you're describing,
don Juan?" I asked. "There must be a logical explanation."

"There is an explanation," don Juan replied, "which is the simplest
explanation in the world. They took over because we are food for them,
and they squeeze us mercilessly because we are their sustenance. Just as we
rear chickens in chicken coops, the predators rear us in human coops.
Therefore, their food is always available to them."

"No, no, no, no," I heard myself saying. "This is absurd, don Juan. What
you're saying is something monstrous. It simply can't be true, for sorcerers
or for average men, or for anyone."

"Why not?" don Juan asked calmly. "Why not? Because it infuriates you?"

"Yes, it infuriates me," I retorted. "Those claims are monstrous!"

"I want to appeal to your analytical mind," don Juan said. "Think for a
moment, and tell me how you would explain the contradiction between
the intelligence of man the engineer and the stupidity of his systems of
beliefs, or the stupidity of his contradictory behavior. Sorcerers believe
that the predators have given us our systems of beliefs, our ideas of good
and evil, our social mores. They are the ones who set up our hopes and
expectations and dreams of success or failure. They have given us
covetousness, greed and cowardice. It is the predators who make us
complacent, routinary, and egomaniacal."

"But how can they do this, don Juan?" I asked, somehow angered further by
what he was saying. "Do they whisper all that in our ears while we are
asleep?"

"No, they don't do it that way. That's idiotic!" don Juan said, smiling. "They
are infinitely more efficient and organized than that. In order to keep us
obedient and meek and weak, the predators engaged themselves in a
stupendous maneuver -stupendous, of course, from the point of view of a
fighting strategist. A horrendous maneuver from the point of view of those
who suffer it. They gave us their mind! Do you hear me? The predators
gave us their mind, which becomes our mind. The predators' mind is
baroque, contradictory, morose, filled with the fear of being discovered
any minute now.

I know that even though you have never suffered hunger...you have food
anxiety, which is none other than the anxiety of the predator who fears that
any moment now its maneuver is going to be uncovered and food is going
to be denied. Through the mind, which, after all, is their mind, the
predators inject into the lives of human beings whatever is convenient for
them. And they ensure, in this manner, a degree of security to act as a
buffer against their fear."


"Illusion, thinking it is reality...
                                   takes reality for illusion.
                                                           -B. Mouravieff


"It's no wonder that truth is stranger than fiction.
                                   Fiction has to make sense.
                                                            - Mark Twain.



-Scott Mandeleker

"In the end, we return to the question, just how much do you love truth?
Do you really love truth or are you just curious? Do you love it enough to
rebuild your understanding to conform to a reality that doesn't fit your
current beliefs, and doesn't feel 120% happy? Do you love truth enough to
continue seeking even when it hurts, when it reveals aspects of yourself (or
human society, or the universe) that are shocking, complex and disturbing,
or humbling, glorious and amazing -or even, when truth is far beyond
human mind itself? Just how much do we love truth? It's a good question
to ask ourselves, I think."



-G.I. Gurdjieff, "In Search of the Miraculous" by P.D. Ouspensky.

"There is an Eastern tale which speaks about a very rich magician who had
a great many sheep. But at the same time this magician was very mean. He
did not want to hire shepherds, nor did he want to erect a fence about the
pasture where his sheep were grazing. The sheep consequently often
wandered into the forest, fell into ravines, and so on, and above all they
ran away, for they knew that the magician wanted their flesh and skins and
this they did not like.

At last the magician found a remedy. He hypnotized his sheep and
suggested to them first of all that they were immortal and that no harm
was being done to them when they were skinned, that, on the contrary, it
would be very good for them and even pleasant; secondly he suggested that
the magician was a good master who loved his flock so much that he was
ready to do anything in the world for them; and in the third place he
suggested to them that when anything at all were going to happen to them
it was not going to happen just then, at any rate not that day, and therefore
they had no need to think about it. Further the magician suggested to his
sheep that they were not sheep at all; to some of them he suggested that
they were lions, to others that they were eagles, to others that they were
men, and to others that they were magicians.

And after this all his cares and worries about the sheep came to an end.
They never ran away again but quietly awaited the time when the
magician would require their flesh and skins. This tale is a very good
illustration of man's position."



-Elton Turner, abductee and husband of Dr. Karla Turner.

"I believe that our very thoughts and consequently, our behavior as a race
of sentient beings are being underminded through the power of insinuation
and the implantation of controlling devices in our bodies by non-human
(most of the time) entities. This is truly the most effective way to invade
and conquer. I do not trust such creatures no matter what I have been told
about their altruistic motives.

We, as a race have never been free to discover our own true identity.
Every social advance we attempt is thwarted by some maniac who springs
up with almost divine grace to lead us into madness... Every major
religion has managed to find an excuse in its teachings to destroy
non-believing fellow human beings. A part of me shudders every time I
hear of yet another killing based on 2000-year-old hatreds.

What law allows us to continue with such atrocities? What influence
keeps such hatred and fears alive? Why are we abductees so afraid to ask
for help from our own society? We have been invaded -but I do not yet
believe that the battle is over. Invasion with sticks, knives, or guns is a
human reality, not necessarily a universal one. There are very
sophisticated mechanisms being used in the invasion of our world. Why
should our invaders use pointed sticks against us when they can get us to
sharpen sticks and use them against each other?

Can there be a more successful military campaign than one in which no
shot is (apparently) fired and in which the conquered populace gladly and
openly welcomes their enslavers? We are being programmed mentally and
socially to accept our invaders as saviors, not a conquering force...

The researcher asked me whether I personally knew of harm that has come
to anyone at the hands of, or because of, the aliens. Yes, harm has come.
My early youth was damaged severely by the unconscious knowledge that
I was being used by some non-human agency. It took me 40 years to
recognize that the fears which guided me daily were not of my own
making and that the rebellion I constantly felt was engendered by my
contempt for the powerful invisible agents that forced me to do things that
I knew were wrong, even as I was doing them.

For example, I did not want to marry the person who became my first
wife, yet I had no control over the decision. Before we were married, we
were jointly abducted and subjected to severe programming. The results
brought no happiness to either of us. We both starved for love and
companionship, even though we tried with all our might to find them. My
son was also one of their subjects, and is miserable and lost. He is an
artistic person with so many unknowable fears that he is paralyzed.

I know of abductees MURDERED by mutilations (reports of which are
suppressed immediately and completely), by cancers that no physician has
ever seen before, and by madness that has led to suicide. In  my opinion,
these acts were not caused by "brothers" of any sort.

I do not believe that all is lost, however. I have felt a guiding hand that
helped me to discover happiness and inner peace amid all this chaos and
misery. What I have come to understand is that, that hand is only there
when I take responsibility for my own happiness and do something about
whatever is bothering me...

It is time that we think hard about ourselves and what we have on this gem
of the universe, our home - our planet. There are laws governing the
actions of our invaders, rules guiding their actions and patterns of
behavior we can discover when we will make a concerted effort to discern
them.

We humans have something valuable that is desirable to, and usable by the
alien forces acting on us. I feel it is time we take back that which is ours,
that we use all our resources to discover the laws that govern reality and
become the beings that we intrinsically know we are."


UFOs, Aliens, and the Question of Contact - 1 of 8

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The Predator's Pact

Don Juan's Teachings

"You think everything in the world is simple to understand because everything you do is a routine that is simple to understand? You have to have an unbending intent in order to become a man of knowledge."


        -Don Juan.


 A SEPARATE REALITY


You think about yourself too much and that gives you a strange fatigue that makes you shut off the world around you and cling to your arguments.

A light and amenable disposition is needed in order to withstand the impact and the strangeness of the knowledge I am teaching you. Feeling important makes one heavy, clumsy, and vain. To be a man of knowledge one needs to be light and fluid.

One has to reduce to a minimum all that is unnecessary in one's life.

Once you decide something put all your petty fears away. Your decision should vanquish them. I will tell you time and time again, the most effective way to live is as a warrior. Worry and think before you make any decision, but once you make it, be on your way free from worries or thoughts; there will be a million other decisions still awaiting you. That's the warrior's way.
A warrior thinks of his death when things become unclear. The idea of death is the only thing that tempers our spirit.

To be a warrior you have to be crystal clear.

My acts are sincere but they are only the acts of an actor because everything I do is controlled folly. Everything I do in regard to myself and my fellow men is folly, because nothing matters.
Certain things in your life matter to you because they're important; your acts are certainly important to you, but for me, not a single thing is important any longer, neither my acts nor the acts of any of my fellow men. I go on living though, because I have my will . Because I have tempered my will throughout my life until it's neat and wholesome and now it doesn't matter to me that nothing matters. My will controls the folly of my life.
Once a man learns to see he finds himself alone in the world with nothing but folly. Your acts, as well as the acts of your fellow men in general, appear to be important to you because you have learned to think they are important.
We learn to think about everything, and then we train our eyes to look as we think about the things we look at. We look at ourselves already thinking that we are important. And therefore we've got to feel important! But then when a man learns to see , he realizes that he can no longer think about the things he looks at, and if he cannot think about what he looks at everything becomes unimportant. Everything is equal and therefore unimportant.
We need to look with our eyes to laugh. When our eyes see , everything is so equal that nothing is funny. My laughter, as well as everything I do is real but it also is controlled folly because it is useless; it changes nothing and yet I still do it.
One must always choose the path with heart in order to be at one's best, perhaps so one can always laugh.

You don't understand me now because of your habit of thinking as you look and thinking as you think. By "thinking" I mean the constant idea that we have of everything in the world. Seeing dispels that habit and until you learn to see you will not really understand what I mean.

Our lot as men is to learn. I have learned to see and I tell you that nothing really matters. A man of knowledge lives by acting, not by thinking about acting, nor by thinking about what he will think when he has finished acting. A man of knowledge chooses a path with heart and follows it; and then he looks and rejoices and laughs; and then he sees and knows. He knows that his life will be over altogether too soon; he knows that he, as well as everybody else, is not going anywhere; he knows, because he sees , that nothing is more important than anything else. In other words, a man of knowledge has no honor, no dignity, no family, no name, no country, but only life to be lived, and under these circumstances his only tie to his fellow men is his controlled folly. Thus a man of knowledge endeavors, and sweats, and puffs, and if one looks at him he is just like any ordinary man, except that the folly of his life is under control.

Nothing being more important than anything else, a man of knowledge chooses any act, and acts it out as if it matters to him. His controlled folly makes him say that what he does matters and makes him act as if it did, and yet he knows that it doesn't; so when he fulfills his acts he retreats in peace, and whether his acts were good or bad, or worked or didn't, is in no way part of his concern.

You think about your acts, therefore you have to believe your acts are as important as you think they are, when in reality nothing of what one does is important. Nothing! But then if nothing really matters, as you ask me, how can I go on living? It would be simple to die; that's what you say and believe, because you're thinking about life, just as you're thinking now what seeing would be like. You want me to describe it to you so you can begin to think about it, the way you do with everything else. In the case of seeing , however, thinking is not the issue at all, so I cannot tell you what it is like to see . Now you want me to describe the reasons for my controlled folly and I can only tell you that controlled folly is very much like seeing ; it is something you cannot think about.

Our lot as men is to learn and, as I've said, one goes to knowledge as one goes to war; with fear, with respect, aware that one is going to war, and with absolute confidence in oneself. Put your trust in yourself. There's no emptiness in the life of a man of knowledge, everything is filled to the brim and everything is equal. For me there is no victory, or defeat, or emptiness. Everything is filled to the brim and everything is equal and my struggle is worth my while.

In order to become a man of knowledge one must be a warrior. One must strive without giving up, without a complaint, without flinching, until one sees , only to realize then that nothing matters. You're too concerned with liking people or with being liked yourself. A man of knowledge likes, that's all. He likes whatever or whoever he wants, but he uses his controlled folly to be unconcerned about it.

My controlled folly applies only to myself and to the acts I perform while in the company of my fellow men.

You must talk to the plants you're going to pick before you pick them. In order to see the plants you must talk to them personally, you must get to know them individually; then the plants can tell you anything you care to know about them.
You fail to understand that I am not joking. When a sorcerer attempts to see , he attempts to gain power.
You think everything in the world is simple to understand because everything you do is a routine that is simple to understand.

You have to have an unbending intent in order to become a man of knowledge.

A warrior takes responsibility for his acts; for the most trivial of his acts. He waits patiently, knowing that he is waiting, and knowing what he is waiting for. That is the warrior's way.

What makes us unhappy is to want. Yet if we would learn to cut our wants to nothing, the smallest thing we'd get would be a true gift. To be poor or wanting is only a thought; and so is to hate, or to be hungry, or to be in pain. They are only thoughts for me now, I have accomplished that feat. The power to do that is all we have, mind you, to oppose the forces of our lives; without that power we are dregs, dust in the wind.

It is up to us as single individuals to oppose the forces of our lives. Only a warrior can survive. A warrior knows that he is waiting and what he is waiting for; and while he waits he wants nothing and thus whatever little thing he gets is more than he can take. If he needs to eat he finds a way, because he is not hungry; if something hurts his body he finds a way to stop it, because he is not in pain. To be hungry or to be in pain means that the man has abandoned himself and is no longer a warrior; and the forces of his hunger and pain will destroy him.

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The countless paths one traverses in one's life are all equal. Oppressors and oppressed meet at the end, and the only thing that prevails is that life was altogether too short for both.

You must act like a warrior. One learns to act like a warrior by acting, not by talking. A warrior has only his will and his patience and with them he builds anything he wants. You have no more time for retreats or for regrets. You only have time to live like a warrior and work for patience and will .

Will is something very special. It happens mysteriously. There is no real way of telling how one uses it, except that the results of using the will are astounding. Perhaps the first thing that one should do is to know that one can develop the will . A warrior knows that and proceeds to wait for it.

A warrior knows that he is waiting and knows what he is waiting for. It is very difficult, if not impossible, for the average man to know what he is waiting for. A warrior, however, has no problems; he knows that he is waiting for his will .

Will is something very clear and powerful which can direct our acts. Will is something a man uses, for instance, to win a battle which he, by all calculations, should lose. It is not what we call courage. Courage is something else. Men of courage are dependable men, noble men perennially surrounded by people who flock around them and admire them; yet very few men of courage have will . Usually they are fearless men who are given to performing daring common-sense acts; most of the time a courageous man is also fearsome and feared. Will , on the other hand, has to do with astonishing feats that defy our common sense. You may say that it is a kind of control.

Will is not what one calls "will power." Denying oneself certain things with "will power," is an indulgence and I don't recommend anything of the kind. The indulgence of denying is by far the worst; it forces us to believe we are doing great things, when in effect we are only fixed within ourselves.

Will is a power. And since it is a power it has to be controlled and tuned and that takes time. When I was your age I was as impulsive as you. Yet I have changed. Our will operates in spite of our indulgence. For example your will is already opening your gap, little by little.

There is a gap in us; like the soft spot on the head of a child which closes with age, this gap opens as one develops one's will . It's an opening. It allows a space for the will to shoot out, like an arrow. What a sorcerer calls will is a power within ourselves. It is not a thought, or an object, or a wish. An act of "will power" is not will because such an act needs thinking and wishing. Will is what can make you succeed when your thoughts tell you that you're defeated. Will is a force which is the true link between men and the world.

The world is whatever we perceive, in any manner we may choose to perceive. Perceiving the world entails a process of apprehending whatever presents itself to us. This particular perceiving is done with our senses and with our will . Will is a relation between ourselves and the perceived world.

What the average man calls will is character and strong disposition. What a sorcerer calls will is a force that comes from within and attaches itself to the world out there. One can perceive the world with the senses as well as with the will .

An average man can "grab" the things of the world only with his hands, or his senses, but a sorcerer can grab them also with his will . I cannot really describe how it is done, but you yourself, for instance, cannot describe to me how you hear. It happens that I am also capable of hearing, so we can talk about what we hear, but not about how we hear. A sorcerer uses his will to perceive the world. That perceiving, however, is not like hearing. When we look at the world or when we hear it, we have the impression that it is out there and that it is real. When we perceive the world with our will we know that the world is not as "out there" or as "real" as we think.

Will is a force, a power. Seeing is not a force, but rather a way of getting through things. A sorcerer may have a very strong will and yet he may not see ; which means that only a man of knowledge perceives the world with his senses and with his will and also with his seeing .

Now you know you are waiting for your will . You still don't know what it is, or how it could happen to you. So watch carefully everything you do. The very thing that could help you develop your will is amidst all the little things you do.
 

This is the dream I had back in 2004.


Wednesday, February 11th, 2004
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10:42 pm - ...I had a dream...

I had a weird dream last night. There was a HUGE black alien aircraft slowly moving through the twilight sky. It was pure black and very, very long. Looked like a ship moving through the sky but it wasn't shaped like that. Instead it was a long, flat rectangular shape with two long tongs on the end of it that looked like pipes that were sticking straight out on each side of the rectangles end. I saw an elegantly seated alien draped on the side of the structure. It looked so confident, and I could see its long pale grey arm leaning on the craft and its slender fingers dangling over it. It looked astonishingly vibrant. Like the creatures mind was alive and it showed all over its surface.

I was there on the ground in the middle of the street with a couple of friends. About 30 meters ahead of us was a skinny and tiny grey alien that was on a child's bike. For some reason this little alien got extremely angry at one of my friends, and it got off its bike, dropping it on the street and began walking over toward us. It was a terrifying sight. You could see the invisible rays of rage around its head, like a heat wave over the road in summer-time. Its anger just emanated so strongly that you could see...the huge terror in it! I had to glance at it because it was so powerful and too frightening to look at directly. I wasn't scared enough though to run from it. I just stood there and so did my two friends. It came right up to us, with its dark and terrifying facial expression and it seemed to project some kind of thoughts but they were too unclear to understand. So it turned on its heel when it got up close to us and went back to its bicycle. It kept on trying to get onto the bike, but it seems to be that it got SO angry it flung its head around looked at us, dropped the bike again and came at us AGAIN! It did it three times. We were all scared. Maybe we were so frightened we couldn't move. Maybe that's why we stood there, frozen.

These creatures I saw were not at all like us. They emanated an internal world out-wards. Whereas we humans with our white fleshy skin did not emanate anything. To compare it would be to say that we were innocents while they were supremely intelligent.
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Goliath at the Coach & Horses.

 
     The night was brilliant.
    It had nothing to do with the people's thoughts, it had everything to do with their meaning. Timothy picked me up and we went to the local steak house, the Keg. It was daunting, there were many people about wandering, enjoying the intersting weekend. We felt, both of us, we could go on all night with this kind of weather. So we walked in and ordered a meal. The crowd of beings who were already there enjoying their meal or finishing the last parts of it, were all together in on it, the plan. Happy as we all could be, there was more to happiness than meets the eye. Tim and I ended up at the Coach and Horses down below the Loop, which we first went to visit, the Loop...and so when I heard the voices of angels coming from down stairs, I told Tim about it and he said ok, let's go down there. It was one of the most fun times I had. The band is called GoLiath. They are as good as Kintra. Wow. I really enjoyed this day. Thank you. Everyone.


Mwah!

Band: GOLIATH-- Album: Funweiser-- Song: Get Ripped

(I love, love, LOVE the screaming at the end of this video. Ah! It's music itself!
I'm so glad I bought the cd. Now I can listen to it all the time.)

A Note: Yes, I am moving to the heavier metal music, why? Because of their skill. Some would call this kind of music devil music, but I tell ya, it's brilliant music, as, it takes dedication and great skill to create and perform, consistently, this style of music. It's not based on literal movements of sound, it's based on spiritual movement. When you immerse yourself into this music you begin to become a part of the skillful sounds. Your spirit moves with every skillful maneuver the band moves in and they move in minute acts from one sound to another, where you never know the next step would you to be listening from the surface, yet from the center of gravity within you, it is so easy to flow with these skillful sounds. Uh! I love it! There was such a brotherhood of love last night. These beings know the true value of it. The music is not in the words, the words are in the music. Phenomenally excellent.

Find Goliath:  myspace.com/goliath519

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Out of Body Experiences - Near Death Experiences

What really are near-death-experiences?

Enlightened Master Sheds Light On Near Death Experience.

Living Enlightened Master, Acharya Shree Yogeesh sheds light on the topic of Near Death Experiences.
Many have experienced near death experiences during surgery, operations, or even in accidents. People may experience white light, or a vision of God or Jesus, and when they return they believe that guru, or Christ, is the only way to live.

Near Death experiences are real to the person, however, the visions they see reflect the beliefs and ideologies of that persons mind.

When a person experiences a near death experience and believe in Jesus, they will see Jesus. When they believe in a Guru, they will see that spiritual guru.

The True near death experience is when soul realizes itself and others. That soul does not need a body to feel, hear, touch, and see. This is the true near death experience. The others are mostly false, because they are still trapped by the mind.

Would it be for anything, hopefully those that experience being close to death, will become better in society.


How To Wake Up And Free Yourself:
                                               
1. Awakening the Soul: Diksha - True Spiritual Initiation

2. Surrender your Ego: The True Spiritual Initiation Diksha

3. Seekers are Different: The True Spiritual Initiation

Truth is Bitter: People are not ready to hear the Truth, Spirituality & Enlightenment

Being Spiritual Today in our Current Society - Spirituality Enlightenment
          
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Codex VI, Number 5. Of The Nag Hammadi Library.

Plato, Republic 588A-589B

Translated by James Brashler

"Since we have come to this point in a discussion, let us again take up the first things that were said to us. And we will find that he says, 'Good is he who has been done injustice completely. He is glorified justly.' Is not this how he was reproached?"

"This is certainly the fitting way!"

And I said, "Now then, we have spoken because he said that he who does injustice and he who does justice each has a force."

''How then?"

"He said, 'An image that has no likeness is the rationality of soul,' so that he who said these things will understand. He [...] or not? We [...] is for me. But all [...] who told them [...] ruler, these now have become natural creatures - even Chimaera and Cerberus and all the rest that were mentioned. They all came down and they cast off forms and images. And they all became a single image. It was said, 'Work now!' Certainly it is a single image that became the image of a complex beast with many heads. Some days indeed it is like the image of a wild beast. Then it is able to cast off the first image. And all these hard and difficult forms emanate from it with effort, since these are formed now with arrogance. And also all the rest that are like them are formed now through the word. For now it is a single image. For the image of the lion is the one thing and the image of the man is another. [...] single [...] is the [...] of [...] join. And this [...] much more complex than the first. And the second is small."

"It has been formed."

"Now then, join them to each other and make them a single one - for they are three - so that they grow together, and all are in a single image outside of the image of the man just like him who is unable to see the things inside him. But what is outside only is what he sees. And it is apparent what creature his image is in and that he was formed in a human image.

"And I spoke to him who said that there is profit in the doing of injustice for the man. He who does injustice truly does not profit nor does he benefit. But what is profitable for him is this: that he cast down every image of the evil beast and trample them along with the images of the lion. But the man is in weakness in this regard. And all the things that he does are weak. As a result he is drawn to the place where he spends time with them. [...]. And he [...] to him in[...]. But he brings about [...] enmity [...]. And with strife they devour each other among themselves. Yes, all these things he said to everyone who praises the doing of injustice."

"Then is it not profitable for him who speaks justly?"

"And if he does these things and speaks in them, within the man they take hold firmly. Therefore especially he strives to take care of them and he nourishes them just like the farmer nourishes his produce daily. And the wild beasts keep it from growing.

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How To Acquire Knowledge Of Seemingly Impossible To Know Things?

How to get the answer to something seemingly impossible to know? For example, looking at the leatherbound codices of the Nag Hammadi Library find, we see they look rather modern.

Whence did those writings come from then?

For instance, why do I not find that type of writing anywhere earlier than the last 1 A.D.? One after death. Death of whom? Would our calender start at the point of the death of some guy named Jesus, well then why would I not find works of this sort before this Jesus character came to Earth and left. So what are these codices when they talk about the most significant part of existence, the beginning? Who really left these there, sealed in a jar? Who really wrote this 'literature' taken such good care of by those preservers?


It sometimes becomes confusing. The Pleiadians who ever they are, have told us, the use of the intellect over-much is not good. O.k. So let's take it to the intelligence part then. We'll use the intelligence instead. Therefore, would this be something to know about, it would find its way into the knowledge of a person who desires to know. Would one not have any interest in it, there could be a gold mind just under their house and they be not interested in it...not a problem. Those who are though, when you find a gold mine under your house, you dig into it and begin to use that part for the necessary piece of existence...which says, once you know, you must use it.

Wherefore. Chain linkin it doesn't work. This living language library is free. It goes where ever it desires to be. It shows itelf to whom ever desires to see. It is all there for the knowing. Tis beautiful. The question may be answered, even though not to the satisfaction of my ego.
Lol!
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Trimorphic Protennoia

I think this is the most beautiful thing I have ever read. The first paragraph brings ecstatic thoughts and feelings...it is so perfect. The rest of the Sacred Scripture can be read by clicking on the title link.



Trimorphic Protennoia
Translated by John D. Turner


I am Protennoia, the Thought that dwells in the Light. I am the movement that dwells in the All, she in whom the All takes its stand, the first-born among those who came to be, she who exists before the All. She (Protennoia) is called by three names, although she dwells alone, since she is perfect. I am invisible within the Thought of the Invisible One. I am revealed in the immeasurable, ineffable (things). I am incomprehensible, dwelling in the incomprehensible. I move in every creature.

I am the life of my Epinoia that dwells within every Power and every eternal movement, and (in) invisible Lights and within the Archons and Angels and Demons, and every soul dwelling in Tartaros, and (in) every material soul. I dwell in those who came to be. I move in everyone and I delve into them all. I walk uprightly, and those who sleep, I awaken. And I am the sight of those who dwell in sleep.

I am the Invisible One within the All. It is I who counsel those who are hidden, since I know the All that exists in it. I am numberless beyond everyone. I am immeasurable, ineffable, yet whenever I wish, I shall reveal myself of my own accord. I am the head of the All. I exist before the All, and I am the All, since I exist in everyone.

I am a Voice speaking softly. I exist from the first. I dwell within the Silence that surrounds every one of them. And it is the hidden Voice that dwells within my, within the incomprehensible, immeasurable Thought, within the immeasurable Silence.

I descended to the midst of the underworld, and I shone down upon the darkness. It is I who poured forth the water. It is I who am hidden within radiant waters. I am the one who gradually put forth the All by my Thought. It is I who am laden with the Voice. It is through me that Gnosis comes forth. I dwell in the ineffable and unknowable ones. I am perception and knowledge, uttering a Voice by means of thought. I am the real Voice. I cry out in everyone, and they recognize it (the voice), since a seed indwells them. I am the Thought of the Father, and through me proceeded the Voice, that is, the knowledge of the everlasting things. I exist as Thought for the All -- being joined to the unknowable and incomprehensible Thought -- I revealed myself -- yes, I -- among all those who recognize me. For it is I who am joined with everyone by virtue of the hidden Thought and an exalted <Voice>, even a Voice from the invisible Thought. And it is immeasurable, since it dwells in the Immeasurable One. It is a mystery; it is unrestrainable by the Incomprehensible One. It is invisible to all those who are visible in the All. It is a Light dwelling in Light.

It is we also who alone have separated from the visible world, since we are saved by the hidden wisdom, by means of the ineffable, immeasurable Voice. And he who is hidden within us pays the tributes of his fruit to the Water of Life.

Then the Son who is perfect in every respect -- that is, the Word who originated through that Voice; who proceeded from the height; who has within him the Name; who is a Light -- he revealed the everlasting things, and all the unknowns were known. And those things difficult to interpet and secret, he revealed. And as for those who dwell in Silence with the First Thought, he preached to them. And he revealed himself to those who dwell in darkness, and he showed himself to those who dwell in the abyss, and to those who dwell in the hidden treasuries, he told ineffable mysteries, and he taught unrepeatable doctrines to all those who became Sons of the Light.

Now the Voice that originated from my Thought exists as three permanences: the Father, the Mother, the Son. Existing perceptibly as Speech, it (Voice) has within it a Word endowed with every <glory>, and it has three masculinities, three powers, and three names. They exist in the manner of Three ... -- which are quadrangels -- secretly within a silence of the Ineffable One.

It is he alone who came to be, that is, the Christ. And, as for me, I anointed him as the glory of the Invisible Spirit, with goodness. Now the Three, I established alone in eternal glory over the Aeons in the Living Water, that is, the glory that surrounds him who first came forth to the Light of those exalted Aeons, and it is in glorious Light that he firmly perseveres. And he stood in his own Light that surrounds him, that is, the Eye of the Light that gloriously shines on me. He perpetuated the Father of all Aeons, who am I, the Thought of the Father, Protennoia, that is, Barbelo, the perfect Glory, and the immeasurable Invisible One who is hidden. I am the Image of the Invisible Spirit, and it is through me that the All took shape, and (I am) the Mother (as well as) the Light which she appointed as Virgin, she who is called 'Meirothea', the incomprehensible Womb, the unrestrainable and immeasurable Voice.

Then the Perfect Son revealed himself to his Aeons, who originated through him, and he revealed them and glorified them, and gave them thrones, and stood in the glory with which he glorified himself. They blessed the Perfect Son, the Christ, the only-begotten God. And they gave glory, saying, "He is! He is! The Son of God! The Son of God! It is he who is! The Aeon of Aeons, beholding the Aeons which he begot. For thou hast begotten by thine own desire! Therefore we glorify thee: ma mo o o o eia ei on ei! The Aeon of Aeons! The Aeon which he gave!"

Then, moreover, the God who was begotten gave them (the Aeons) a power of life on which they might rely, and he established them. The first Aeon he established over the first: Armedon, Nousanios, Armozel; the second he established over the second Aeon: Phaionios, Ainios, Oroiael; the third over the third Aeon: Mellephaneus, Loios, Daveithai; the fourth over the fourth: Mousanios, Amethes, Eleleth. Now those Aeons were begotten by the God who was begotten - the Christ - and these Aeons received as well as gave glory. They were the first to appear, exalted in their thought, and each Aeon gave myriads of glories within great untraceable lights, and they all together blessed the perfect Son, the God who was begotten.

Then there came forth a word from the great Light Eleleth, and said, "I am king! Who belongs to Chaos and who belongs to the underworld?" And at that instant, his Light appeared, radiant, endowed with the Epinoia. The Powers of the Powers did not entreat him, and likewise immediately there appeared the great Demon who rules over the lowest part of the underworld and Chaos. He has neither form nor perfection, but, on the contrary, possesses the form of the glory of those begotten in the darkness. Now he is called 'Saklas', that is, 'Samael', 'Yaltabaoth', he who had taken power; who had snatched it away from the innocent one (Sophia); who had earlier overpowered her who is the Light`s Epinoia* who had descended, her from whom he had come forth from originally.

Now when the Epinoia of the Light realized that he (Yaltabaoth) had begged him (the Light) for another order, even though he was lower than she, she said, "Give me another order, so that you may become for me a dwelling place, lest I dwell in disorder forever." And the order of the entire house of glory was agreed upon her word. A blessing was brought for her and the higher order released it to her.

And the great Demon began to produce aeons in the likeness of the real Aeons, except that he produced them out of his own power.

Then I too revealed my Voice secretly, saying, "Cease! Desist, (you) who tread on matter; for behold, I am coming down to the world of mortals for the sake of my portion that was in that place from the time when the innocent Sophia was conquered, she who descended, so that I might thwart their aim which the one revealed by her appoints." And all were disturbed, each one who dwells in the house of the ignorant light, and the abyss trembled. And the Archigenetor of ignorance reigned over Chaos and the underworld, and produced a man in my likeness. But he neither knew that that one would become for him a sentence of dissolution, nor does he recognize the power in him.

But now I have come down and reached down to Chaos. And I was with my own who were in that place. I am hidden within them, empowering them, giving them shape. And from the first day until the day when I will grant mighty glory to those who are mine, I will reveal myself to those who have heard my mysteries, that is, the Sons of the Light.

I am their Father, and I shall tell you a mystery, ineffable and indivulgeable by any mouth: Every bond I loosed from you, and the chains of the demons of the underworld I broke, these things which are bound on my members, restraining them. And the high walls of darkness I overthrew, and the secure gates of those pitiless ones I broke, and I smashed their bars. And the evil force, and the one who beats you, and the one who hinders you, and the tyrant, and the adversary, and the one who is King, and the present enemy, indeed all these I explained to those who are mine, who are the Sons of the Light, in order that they might nullify them all, and be saved from all those bonds, and enter into the place where they were at first.

I am the first one who descended on account of my portion which remains, that is, the Spirit that dwells in the soul, which originated from the Water of Life, and out of the immersion of the mysteries. And I spoke, I, together with the Archons and Authorities. For I had gone down below their language, and I spoke my mysteries to my own - a hidden mystery - and the bonds and eternal oblivion were nullified. And I bore fruit in them, that is, the Thought of the unchanging Aeon, and my house, and their Father. And I went down to those who were mine from the first, and I reached them and broke the first strands that enslaved them. Then everyone of those within me shone, and I prepared a pattern for those ineffable Lights that are within me. Amen.

*Excerpt taken from another site, to describe the word "Epinoia."

Tremolina

Reply #12 posted 04/20/13 8:25pm

The topic here is not just of a material, nor just a spiritual, but also of a psychological nature, of the psyche, the soul, the mind, the heart of any human being.

For further understanding of the subject matter at hand, as well as to clear it up for those who don't know much about it, it may be sensible reasoning to first consider that:

Epinoia (Greek) = Thinking on a thing; by extension of meaning, the power of thought, inventiveness; a purpose, design. In Gnosticism, a name of the first passive aeon or spiritual entity forming part of a cosmic hierarchy (Sophia)

As for Pronoia: Pronoia can be defined as the opposite of "paranoia." A person suffering from paranoia suspects that persons or entities (e.g. governments/deities) conspire against them. A person enjoying pronoia feels that the world around them conspires to do them good.

Pronoia in a religious context means Providence or Divine Providence — the wise and benevolent provision for all our needs by God. It literally means foreknowledge (pro = fore; noia = knowledge).

Pronoia is so important and essential to the ancient religion that the latter might even be called Providentialism.

The principle of pronoia is that there is a plan and purpose or end (telos) to all creation, and in this plan man plays a central part. The universe assists one who is aligned with the will of God, the creator and governor of the universe:

"All things work together for good to them that love God." (Romans 8:28)

This principle is found in the works of Plato, Aristotle — and especially the Stoics, for whom happiness and virtue was considered to life "according to Nature"; note that Nature here is more than what we ordinarily call "nature" (flora and fauna, weather, etc.) — but includes all created things, the entire universe (visible and invisible).

Obviously if an all-powerful and all-benevolent God controls everthing, then we can trust God and the universe to supply for our needs; and to do so much more effectively that we can for ourselves:

"Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding." (Proverbs 3:5)

The opposite of humble trust in Providence is egoism. Egoistic striving and control is the one thing that most surely separates us from the plan of Providence:

"Father, into thy hands I commend my spirit." (Luke 23:46; cf. Psalms 31:5).

The Key To True Power - Know Thyself.

I've been working on this for a few years. First I needed to read everything I could find in order to get knowledge. Then when I got what that was, written 'out' there, I needed to go in here, within my own store of knowledge to look at what I am reading on the outside of myself, which others had put out to be shared. And through my internal system I could put it all straight.

So this is it. The story of Sophia when she created that god who she called Yaldabaoth. The thing we are dealing with here are symbols which when delved deeply within, we can comprehend the lesson, the message, the keys which are there to be found.

Alright, first of all...I found that what happened there, works for everyone individually. When she first created him she told him to stay and wait there for her, since she was going out to reach the Mother. And what that means, is when you are first brought into life, when first you are 'born' into a form, the thing you must do is to stay where you are at in order to get to know thyself. Know yourself first before you get up and go. Because when you don't wait and stay to get to know thyself first, then you are missing all of the parts which are meant to be there to help you live your life properly, fully, abundantly.

You see, Yaldabaoth jumped away. He didn't stay. Hence, he didn't have the proper knowledge of himself. He had all kinds of holes in his thinking and feeling...which, would he have stayed, those things would not be holes but they would be a whole.

So what happened to those beings, like say for example, the Lizard beings who are full of fear and who think they need negative energy, well that is the same thing they did. There are some Lizard beings though who didn't jump and run...so there are some whole beings out there. The majority of them, soon as they were created, hatched, what-not, they didn't wait and stick around until they knew who they were. Instead they dashed off into the 'circle' or 'group' of others who also did not wait. Hence you have a very unstable foundation. That's why it is easy to destroy groups who are all stuck together. It's so simple to destroy what they think is strong, because they see on the surface some bi i i i ig group, and they're deceived thinking it is their strength. Hah, ha ha. It is an illusion. You can find one being all by themself who has stayed, waited, found out who they were as soon as they were born, before they proceeded on...and you will find that THAT ONE BEING is stronger than all the groups put together in any realm who have run away from finding out who they really are.

Hence, Yaldabaoth was the teacher of lies, for out of his fear all kinds of imperceptions occurred in his mind, and he didn't have the correct foundation on which to straighten those thoughts, hence he crookedly proceeded, and hid the truth the best way he could because he thought of the truth as an enemy at this point. Whereas would he have stayed and got to know his true self, the whole inner being, then he would have been following what he learned about himself, which would be the truth that is in every being. And then this horrible mess haha, with all kinds of beings going off and running away from their own true self, and creating a hell of a lot of mess, that now needs to be cleaned up, wouldn't have occurred.

Would they have stayed until they knew themselves for who they truly are, they too would have had a much easier and fuller existence, with the treasures within their own self nurturing themselves instead of going out and raiding planets for gold and other resources...since all this is to be found within your own treasure store which IS like a fountain gushing, never ceasing, constantly flowing, out of the glory of the first principle, one's own self. Would they not have scrammed as fast as they could from themselves to go running to their destruction, I.E., those groups of insufficiency which they think is their haven, (Hahaha. The most ludicrous thing!) well they now would be living the wealth and prosperity of who they are meant to be. But they only see their surface scaly or what-not type of flesh in their own material realm...instead of the heart of who they really are. So, learn.

That is what ignorance is. When one does not know their true self. That then is what ego is...the exterior separated from the self...a very shallow and ignorant thing. Hence why Sophia would call him "the blind god."




Therefore, what one must do now, is to go back, into their private inner self, away from all the others and find out who they are. You must use your common sense and stay yourself to the place until you know who you are. Would you to listen to your insecure self, the ego, then you would go off running like some madman and attaching yourself to a group of beings who are similar to your ignorance about your true self, and that would be self defeating. Like I told you, it is very easy to destroy a group no matter how large it is, when that is the principle...that no one who has found themself needs any one else, as, they are a whole. They may communicate and share their treasure with whomever they please or with everyone who could to recieve and give...there is no destroying of that kind. Those are indestructible because they are anchored into the divine center from where all things originate. So! You won't see an intelligent person going after one of those to have a fight. You will see an intelligent being with a chisel having fun destroying a group of beings from their 'security' post, hahaha. There is kindness though. When one loves all other beings, the only reason one would to chisel away at, to destroy a group, would be to help them understand that missing principle in their knowings. They need to learn they must go back from that place where they first were born and find out who they are. Then when they have that needed knowledge, they can move out of that place and go anywhere they please and be completely powerful beings.

There you are beings. Know thyself.  One more time. You will hear it always until it is a part of your knowledge. Something that gets taken care of before you proceed to do anything else.

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The Predator's Pact