What you Will.
Therefore, when you believe in death, you allow yourself to be abducted through this holographic process into 'lost' worlds where the 'bad' aliens use you as 'slaves,' in a manner of speaking, because there are no bad aliens and there are no slaves. It is an experience to find knowledge of yourself and your environment, is all. So, would you to desire death, have it. At the same time, don't expect everyone desires it or is going through the same thing. There are infinite realities all going on at the same time.
In this video Peggy Kane talks about some veeeeeery interesting things. Come see.