The MIND of MAN

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Here is my composition that I put together when everything clicked, became in cinq. The lightbulb moment that gave me a deep comprehension of this subject.



The Mind of Man

     This entire letter deals with the subject of the Mind of Man. I have been searching and researching for years to find information and knowledge that makes sense to me. Finally, when I found the text by 'Cosmic Awareness' about the Reptilian Brain, it all fit together and made sense. Anyone who reads these excerpts will see just as I have seen, the pieces of the puzzle come together and bring understanding.

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     The first time I heard about this was through the author Carlos Castaneda's books. He was a student of anthropology when he met Don Juan Matus, a Yaqui shaman, 'man of knowledge.' Carlos became an apprentice of Don Juan where he was taught all the secrets of Toltec 'naguals' (sorcerers, shamans). Since Carlos was spending so much time with Don Juan in learning, he was not making any money, so Don Juan suggested to Carlos that he write a book about his experiences with him. He did, and became famous overnight. His first book being written in 1968. So he kept writing about his experiences.

There are twelve books and this excerpt is taken from the last book he wrote, "The Active Side of Infinity."

This excerpt was taken from a website where the person took all of Don Juan's teachings and isolated them from Carlos Castaneda's comments. (http://library.kisps.net/Carlos%20Castaneda%20%20-%20don%20Juan's%20Teachings.pdf )

Carlos wrote all his books in dialogue form. If you want to read the original dialogue of this book you can find it at Internet Archive.

It is under the chapter called "MudShadows."   (http://archive.org/stream/CarlosCastaneda/CarlosCastaneda1999-TheActiveSideOfInfinity_djvu.txt )


The Active Side of Infinity:

    ~ "Every one of us human beings has two minds. One is totally ours, and it is like a faint voice that always brings us order, directness, purpose. The other mind is a foreign installation. It brings us conflict, self-assertion, doubts, hopelessness: it's ourselves as the me-me center of the world." 

~ "We are not naturally petty and contradictory. Our pettiness and contradictions are rather the result of a transcendental conflict that afflicts every one of us, but of which only sorcerers are painfully and hopelessly aware: the conflict of our two minds! One is our true mind, the product of all our life experiences, the one that rarely speaks because it has been defeated and relegated to obscurity. The other, the mind we use daily for everything we do, is a foreign installation. To resolve the conflict of the two minds is a matter of intending it. Sorcerers beckon intent by voicing the word intent loud and clear. Intent is a force that exists in the universe. When sorcerers beckon intent, it comes to them and sets up the path for attainment, which means that sorcerers always accomplish what they set out to do.

Intent can be called, of course, for anything, but sorcerers have found out the hard way that intent comes to them only for something that is abstract. That's the safety valve for sorcerers; otherwise they would be unbearable. Beckoning intent to resolve the conflict of your two minds, or to hear the voice of your true mind, is not a petty or arbitrary matter. Quite the contrary; it is ethereal and abstract, and yet as vital to you as anything can be."
  
~ "Listen to your inner voice. Don't listen to the superficial voice that makes you angry. Listen to that deeper voice that is going to guide you from now on, the voice that is laughing. Listen to it! And laugh with it. Laugh! Laugh!" 

~ "I've told you already, we have two minds, and only one of them is truly ours." ... "In the case of the recapitulation, the secret option that only sorcerers take is to choose to enhance their true minds. Any haunting memory of your recollections can come only from your true mind. The other mind that we all have and share is, I would say, a cheap model: economy strength, one size fits all. But this is a subject that we will discuss later. What is at stake now is the advent of a disintegrating force. But not a force that is disintegrating you; I don't mean it that way. It is disintegrating what the sorcerers call the foreign installation, which exists in you and in every other human being. The effect of the force that is descending on you, which is disintegrating the foreign installation, is that it pulls sorcerers out of their syntax."

~ "The sorcerers of ancient Mexico acting as a group, tried their best to buttress the impact of this disintegrating force. In our day, we have no means of acting as a group so we must brace ourselves to face in solitude a force that will sweep us away from language, for there is no way to describe adequately what is going on. Sorcerers face the unknown in the most common incidents one can imagine. When they are confronted with it, and cannot interpret what they are perceiving, they have to rely on an outside source for direction. I've called that source infinity, or the voice of the spirit. If sorcerers don't try to be rational about what can't be rationalized, the spirit unerringly tells them what's what. Infinity is a force that has a voice and is conscious of itself. Consequently, I have prepared you to be ready to listen to that voice and act efficiently always, but without antecedents, using as little as possible the railings of the a priori."

~ "There's nothing gentle about sorcerers or sorcery. The first time that infinity descends on you it may be a total takeover of your faculties. Insofar as the speed of your visions is concerned, you yourself will have to learn to adjust it. For some sorcerers, that's the job of a lifetime. Energy may appear to you as if it were being projected onto a movie screen. Whether or not you understand what's projected is another matter. In order to make an accurate interpretation you need experience. My recommendation is that you shouldn't be bashful, and you should begin now. Your true mind is emerging, and it has nothing to do with the mind that is a foreign installation. Let your true mind adjust the speed. Be silent, and don't fret, no matter what happens. Anyway, infinity chooses. The warrior-traveler simply acquiesces to that choice. But above all, don't be overwhelmed by the event because you cannot describe it. It is an event beyond the syntax of our language."

~ "You already know that there exists in the universe a perennial force, which the sorcerers of ancient Mexico called the dark sea of awareness. While they were at the maximum of their perceiving power, they saw something that made them shake in their boots. They saw that the dark sea of awareness is responsible not only for the awareness of organisms, but also for the awareness of entities that don't have an organism. The old shamans discovered that the entire universe is composed of twin forces, forces that are at the same time opposed and complementary to each other. It is inescapable that our world is a twin world. Its opposite and complementary world is one populated by beings that have awareness, but not an organism. For this reason, the old shamans called them inorganic beings. 
 
I told you that it's our twin world, so it's intimately related to us. The sorcerers of ancient Mexico didn't think like most do in terms of space and time. They thought exclusively in terms of awareness. Two types of awareness coexist without ever impinging on each other, because each type is entirely different from the other. The old shamans faced this problem of coexistence without concerning themselves with time and space. They reasoned that the degree of awareness of organic beings and the degree of awareness of inorganic beings were so different that both could coexist with the most minimal interference. We can perceive those inorganic beings, sorcerers do it at will. Average people do it, but they don't realize that they're doing it because they are not conscious of the existence of a twin world. It has never occurred to them that their fantasies have their origin in a subliminal knowledge that all of us have: that we are not alone. 

The difficulty with your facing things in terms of time and space is that you only notice if something has landed in the space and time at your disposal, which is very limited. Sorcerers, on the other hand, have a vast field on which they can notice if something extraneous has landed. Lots of entities from the universe at large, entities that possess awareness but not an organism, land in the field of awareness of our world, or the field of awareness of its twin world, without an average human being ever noticing them. The entities that land on our field of awareness, or the field of awareness of our twin world, belong to other worlds that exist besides our world and its twin. The universe at large is crammed to the brim with worlds of awareness, organic and inorganic. (There are many Kingdoms)

Those sorcerers knew when inorganic awareness from other worlds besides our twin world had landed in their field of awareness. As every human being on this earth would do, those shamans made endless classifications of different types of this energy that has awareness. They know them by the general term inorganic beings. If you think that life is to be aware, then they do have life. I suppose it would be accurate to say that if life can be measured by the intensity, the sharpness, the duration of that awareness, I can sincerely say that they are more alive than you and I. If you call death the termination of awareness, yes, they die. Their awareness ends. Their death is rather like the death of a human being, and at the same time, it isn't, because the death of human being has a hidden option. It is something like a clause in a legal document, a clause that is written in tiny letters that you can barely see. You have to use a magnifying glass to read it, and yet it's the most important clause of the document. 

Death's hidden option is exclusively for sorcerers. They are the only ones who have, to my knowledge, read the fine print. For them, the option is pertinent and functional. For average human beings, death means the termination of their awareness, the end of their organisms. For the inorganic beings, death means the same: the end of their awareness. In both cases, the impact of death is the act of being sucked into the dark sea of awareness. Their individual awareness, loaded with their life experiences, breaks its boundaries, and awareness as energy, spills out into the dark sea of awareness.

For a sorcerer, death is a unifying factor. Instead of disintegrating the organism, as is ordinarily the case, death unifies it. Death for a sorcerer terminates the reign of individual moods in the body. The old sorcerers believed it was the dominion of the different parts of the body that ruled the moods and the actions of the total body; parts that become dysfunctional drag the rest of the body to chaos, such as, for instance, when you yourself get sick from eating junk. In that case, the mood of your stomach affects everything else. Death eradicates the dominion of those individual parts. It unifies their awareness into one single unit.

For sorcerers, death is an act of unification that employs every bit of their energy. You are thinking of death as a corpse in front of you, a body on which decay has settled. For sorcerers, when the act of unification takes place, there is no corpse. There is no decay. Their bodies in their entirety have been turned into energy, energy possessing awareness that is not fragmented. The boundaries that are set up by the organism, boundaries which are broken down by death, are still functioning in the case of sorcerers, although they are no longer visible to the naked eye.
  
I know that you are dying to ask me if whatever I'm describing is the soul that goes to hell or heaven. No, it is not the soul. What happens to sorcerers, when they pick up that hidden option of death, is that they turn into inorganic beings, very specialized, high-speed inorganic beings, beings capable of stupendous maneuvers of perception. Sorcerers enter then into what the shamans of ancient Mexico called their definitive journey. Infinity becomes their realm of action."

~ "The inorganic beings who populate our twin world are considered, by the sorcerers of our lineage, to be our relatives. Those shamans believed that it was futile to make friends with our family members because the demands levied on us for such friendships are always exorbitant. That type of inorganic being, who are our first cousins, communicate with us incessantly, but their communication with us is not at the level of conscious awareness. In other words, we know all about them in a subliminal way, while they know all about us in a deliberate, conscious manner. 

The energy from our first cousins is a drag! They are as messed up as we are. Let's say that the organic and inorganic beings of our twin worlds are the children of two sisters who live next door to each other. They are exactly alike although they look different. They cannot help us, and we cannot help them. Perhaps we could join together, and make a fabulous family business corporation, but that hasn't happened. Both branches of the family are extremely touchy and take offense over nothing, a typical relationship between touchy first cousins. The crux of the matter, the sorcerers of ancient Mexico believed, is that both human beings and inorganic beings from the twin worlds are profound egomaniacs."  

~ "Every human being has the potential to see energy directly. Every human being already sees energy directly but doesn't know it."

~ "If you pay close attention to the darkness of the foliage without focusing your eyes, but sort of look at it from the corner of your eye, you will see a fleeting shadow crossing your field of vision. Early night is the appropriate time of day for doing what I am asking you to do. It takes a moment to engage the necessary attention in you to do it. Don't stop until you catch that fleeting black shadow, fleeting black shadows all over the place. That's the universe at large, incommensurable, nonlinear, outside the realm of syntax.

The sorcerers of ancient Mexico were the first ones to see those fleeting shadows, so they followed them around. They saw them as you will see them, and they saw them as energy that flows in the universe. And they did discover something transcendental. They discovered that we have a companion for life. We have a predator that came from the depths of the cosmos and took over the rule of our lives. Human beings are its prisoners. The predator is our lord and master. It has rendered us docile, helpless. If we want to protest, it suppresses our protest. If we want to act independently, it demands that we don't do so. 

It's pitch black around us, but if you look out of the corner of your eye, you will still see fleeting shadows jumping all around you. You have arrived, by your effort alone, to what the shamans of ancient Mexico called the topic of topics. I have been beating around the bush all this time, insinuating to you that something is holding us prisoner. Indeed we are held prisoner! This was an energetic fact for the sorcerers of ancient Mexico. There is an explanation which is the simplest explanation in the world. They took over because we are food for them, and they squeeze us mercilessly because we are their sustenance. Just as we rear chickens in chicken coops, the predators rear us in human coops. Therefore, their food is always available to them.

Well, you haven't heart it all yet. Wait a bit longer and see how you feel. I'm going to subject you to a blitz. That is, I'm going to subject your mind to tremendous onslaughts, and you cannot get up and leave because you're caught. Not because I'm holding you prisoner, but because something in you will prevent you from leaving, while another part of you is going to go truthfully berserk. So brace yourself! I want to appeal to your analytical mind. Think for a moment, and tell me how you would explain the contradiction between the intelligence of man the engineer and the stupidity of his systems of beliefs, or the stupidity of his contradictory behavior. Sorcerers believe that the predators have given us our systems of beliefs, our ideas of good and evil, our social mores. They are the ones who set up our hopes and expectations and dreams of success or failure. They have given us covetousness, greed, and cowardice. It is the predators who make us complacent, routinary, and egomaniacal. In order to keep us obedient and meek and weak, the predators engaged themselves in a stupendous maneuver; stupendous, of course, from the point of view of a fighting strategist. A horrendous maneuver from the point of view of those who suffer it. They gave us their mind! Do you hear me? The predators give us their mind, which becomes our mind. The predators' mind is baroque, contradictory, morose, filled with the fear of being discovered any minute now.  

I know that even though you have never suffered hunger you have food anxiety, which is none other than the anxiety of the predator who fears that any moment now its maneuver is going to be uncovered and food is going to be denied. Through the mind, which, after all, is their mind, the predators inject into the lives of human beings whatever is convenient for them. And they ensure, in this manner, a degree of security to act as a buffer against their fear.

Sorcerers see infant human beings as strange, luminous balls of energy, covered from the top to the bottom with a glowing coat, something like a plastic cover that is adjusted tightly over their cocoon of energy. That glowing coat of awareness is what the predators consume, and when a human being reaches adulthood, all that is left of that glowing coat of awareness is a narrow fringe that goes from the ground to the top of the toes. That fringe permits mankind to continue living, but only barely. To my knowledge, man is the only species that has the glowing coat of awareness outside that luminous cocoon. Therefore, he became easy prey for an awareness of a different order, such as the heavy awareness of the predator. This narrow fringe of awareness is the epicenter of self-reflection, where man is irremediably caught.

By playing on our self-reflection, which is the only point of awareness left to us, the predators create flares of awareness that they proceed to consume in a ruthless, predatory fashion. They give us inane problems that force those flares of awareness to rise, and in this manner they keep us alive in order for them to be fed with the energetic flare of our pseudoconcerns. There's nothing that you and I can do about it. All we can do is discipline ourselves to the point where they will not touch us. How can you ask your fellow men to go through those rigors of discipline? They'll laugh and make fun of you, and the more aggressive ones will beat the crap out of you. And not so much because they don't believe it. Down in the depths of every human being, there's an ancestral, visceral knowledge about the predators' existence. Whenever doubts plague you to a dangerous point, do something pragmatic about it. Turn off the light. Pierce the darkness; find out what you can see.  

You saw the fleeting shadows against the trees, that's pretty good. I'd like you to see them inside this room. You're not seeing anything. You're just merely catching fleeting images. You have enough energy for that. The sorcerers of ancient Mexico saw the predator. They called it the flyer because it leaps through the air. It is not a pretty sight. It is a big shadow, impenetrably dark, a black shadow that jumps through the air. Then, it lands flat on the ground.

The sorcerers of ancient Mexico were quite ill at ease with the idea of when it made its appearance on Earth. They reasoned that man must have been a complete being at one point, with stupendous insights, feats of awareness that are mythological legends nowadays. And then everything seems to disappear, and we have now a sedated man. What I'm saying is that what we have against us is not a simple predator. It is very smart, and organized. It follows a methodical system to render us useless. Man, the magical being that he is destined to be, is no longer magical. He's an average piece of meat. There are no more dreams for man but the dreams of an animal who is being raised to become a piece of meat: trite, conventional, imbecilic. 

This predator, which, of course, is an inorganic being, is not altogether invisible to us, as other inorganic beings are, I think as children we do see it and decide it's so horrific that we don't want to think about it. Children, of course, could insist on focusing on the sight, but everybody else around them dissuades them from doing so. The only alternative left for mankind is discipline. Discipline is the only deterrent. But by discipline I don't mean harsh routines. I don't mean waking up every morning at five-thirty and throwing cold water on yourself until you're blue. Sorcerers understand discipline as the capacity to face with serenity odds that are not included in our expectations. For them, discipline is an art: the art of facing infinity without flinching, not because they are strong and tough but because they are filled with awe. Sorcerers say that discipline makes the glowing coat of awareness unpalatable to the flyer. The result is that the predators become bewildered. An inedible glowing coat of awareness is not part of their cognition, I suppose. After being bewildered, they don't have any recourse other than refraining from continuing their nefarious task.
 
If the predators don't eat our glowing coat of awareness for a while, it'll keep on glowing. Simplifying this matter to the extreme, I can say that sorcerers, by means of their discipline, push the predators away long enough to allow their glowing coat of awareness to grow beyond the level of the toes. Once it goes beyond the level of the toes, it grows back to its natural size. The sorcerers of ancient Mexico used to say that the glowing coat of awareness is like a tree. If it is not pruned, it grows to its natural size and volume.

As awareness reaches levels higher than the toes, tremendous maneuvers of perception become a matter of course. The grand trick of those sorcerers of ancient times was to burden the flyers' mind with discipline. They found out that if they taxed the flyers' mind with inner silence, the foreign installation would flee, giving to any one of the practitioners involved in this maneuver the total certainty of the mind's foreign origin. The foreign installation comes back, I assure you, but not as strong, and a process begins in which the fleeing of the flyers' mind becomes routine, until one day it flees permanently. A sad day indeed! That's the day when you have to rely on your own devices, which are nearly zero. There's no one to tell you what to do. There's no mind of foreign origin to dictate the imbecilities you're accustomed to. 

( The foreign installation they're talking about is the false personality, the ego, the reptilian brain, the imposter, the counterfeit spirit. From The Nag Hammadi Library ( http://gnosis.org/naghamm/apocjn.html ) in "The Apocryphon of John" here is a paragraph excerpted:

     "And the man came forth because of the shadow of the light which is in him. And his thinking was superior to all those who had made him. When they looked up, they saw that his thinking was superior. And they took counsel with the whole array of archons and angels. They took fire and earth and water and mixed them together with the four fiery winds. And they wrought them together and caused a great disturbance. And they brought him (Adam) into the shadow of death, in order that they might form (him) again from earth and water and fire and the spirit which originates in matter, which is the ignorance of darkness and desire, and their counterfeit spirit. This is the tomb of the newly-formed body with which the robbers had clothed the man, the bond of forgetfulness; and he became a mortal man. This is the first one who came down, and the first separation. But the Epinoia of the light which was in him, she is the one who was to awaken his thinking." )

My teacher, the nagual Julian, used to warn all his disciples that this was the toughest day in a sorcerer's life, for the real mind that belongs to us, the sum total of our experience, after a lifetime of domination has been rendered shy, insecure, and shifty. Personally, I would say that the real battle of sorcerers begins at that moment. The rest is merely preparation. Discipline taxes the foreign mind to no end, so, through their discipline, sorcerers vanquish the foreign installation. I am going to give the flyers' mind, which you carry inside you, one more jolt. I am going to reveal to you one of the most extraordinary secrets of sorcery. I am going to describe to you a finding that took sorcerers thousands of years to verify and consolidate. The flyers' mind flees forever when a sorcerer succeeds in grabbing on to the vibrating force that holds us together as a conglomerate of energy fields. If a sorcerer maintains that pressure long enough, the flyers' mind flees in defeat. And that's exactly what you are going to do: hold on to the energy that binds you together. You are fearing the wrath of God, aren't you? Rest assured, that's not your fear. It's the flyers' fear, because it knows that you will do exactly as I'm telling you.  

Don't worry, I know for a fact that those attacks wear off very quickly. The flyers' mind has no concentration whatsoever. You're being torn by an internal struggle. Down in the depths of you, you know that you are incapable of refusing the agreement that an indispensable part of you, your glowing coat of awareness, is going to serve as an incomprehensible source of nourishment to, naturally, incomprehensible entities. And another part of you will stand against this situation with all its might. The sorcerers' revolution is that they refuse to honor agreements in which they did not participate. Nobody ever asked me if I would consent to be eaten by beings of a different kind of awareness. My parents just brought me into this world to be food, like themselves, and that's the end of the story.

The more you think about it, and the more you talk to and observe yourself and your fellow men, the more intense will be the conviction that something has rendered us incapable of any activity or any interaction or any thought that doesn't have the self as its focal point. Your concern, as well as the concern of everyone you know or talk to, is the self.

Focus your attention on the fleeting shadows that you actually see. The flyers' mind has not left you, it has been seriously injured. It's trying its best to rearrange its relationship with you. But something in you is severed forever. The flyer knows that. The real danger is that the flyers' mind may win by getting you tired and forcing you to quit by playing the contradiction between what it says and what I say. You see, the flyers' mind has no competitors, when it proposes something, it agrees with its own proposition, and it makes you believe that you've done something of worth. The flyers' mind will say to you that whatever Juan Matus is telling you is pure nonsense, and then the same mind will agree with its own proposition, "Yes, of course, it is nonsense," you will say. That's the way they overcome us.

The flyers are an essential part of the universe and they must be taken as what they really are; awesome, monstrous. They are the means by which the universe tests us. We are energetic probes created by the universe, and it's because we are possessors of energy that have awareness, that we are the means by which the universe becomes aware of itself. The flyers are the implacable challengers. They cannot be taken as anything else. If we succeed in doing that, the universe allows us to continue. 

It's time for another kind of maneuver. I want to propose a weird idea to you. I have to stress that it's a weird idea that will find endless resistance in you. I will tell you beforehand that you won't accept it easily. But the fact that it's weird should not be a deterrent. Your mind is always open to inquiry, isn't that so? The weird idea is that every human being on this earth seems to have exactly the same reactions, the same thoughts, the same feelings. They seem to respond in more or less the same way to the same stimuli. Those reactions seem to be sort of fogged up by the language they speak, but if we scrape that off, they are exactly the same reactions that besiege every human being on Earth. I would like you to become curious about this and see if you could formally account for such homogeneity.

A task for you one day will be to see the predator. It is one of the most mysterious things of sorcerer, something that goes beyond language, beyond explanations. The mystery of sorcerer must be cushioned in the mundane. It must stem from nothing, and go back again to nothing. That's the art of warrior-travelers: to go through the eye of a needle unnoticed. Someday, when you are ready, sit and brace yourself by propping your back against something. Cross your legs and enter into inner silence. Enter into inner silence, but don't fall asleep. This won't be a journey through the dark sea of awareness, it will be seeing from inner silence. When you can see from inner silence, the predator may appear as a gigantic shadow, leaping in the air and then landing with a silent thud. They are really heavy. Don't be frightened. Keep your inner silence and it will move away. The predator is not something benevolent. It is enormously heavy, gross, indifferent. You can feel its disregard for us. Doubtless, it has crushed us ages ago, making us weak, vulnerable, and docile. You have your unbending intent, not to let them eat you."

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     In this next excerpt, Gurdjieff tells a story in parable form describing the state of Man. George Ivanovich Gurdjieff was born in 1866 and died in 1949. He was a spiritual teacher and taught that most humans live their lives in a state of hypnotic "waking sleep" but that it is possible to transcend to a higher state of consciousness and achieve full human potential. This excerpt is from the book, "In Search of the Miraculous" by P.D. Ouspensky, a student of Gurdjieff's. Page 219.

The Rich Magician:

"First of all it must be realized that the sleep in which man exists is not normal but hypnotic sleep. Man is hypnotized and this hypnotic state is continually maintained and strengthened in him. One would think that there are forces for whom it is useful and profitable to keep man in a hypnotic state and prevent him from seeing the truth and understanding his position.

 There is an Eastern tale which speaks about a very rich magician who had a great many sheep. But at the same time this magician was very mean. He did not want to hire shepherds, nor did he want to erect a fence about the pasture where his sheep were grazing. The sheep consequently often wandered into the forest, fell into ravines, and so on, above all they ran away, for they knew the magician wanted their flesh and skins and this they did not like.

 At last the magician found a remedy. He hypnotized his sheep and suggested to them first of all that they were immortal and that no harm was being done to them when they were skinned, that, on the contrary, it would be very good for them and even pleasant; secondly he suggested that the magician was a good master who loved his flock so much that he was ready to do anything in the world for them; and in the third place, he suggested to them that if anything at all were going to happen to them it was not going to happen just then, at any rate not that day, and therefore they had no need to think about it. Further the magician suggested to his sheep that they were not sheep at all; to some of them he suggested that they were lions, to others that they were eagles, to others that they were men, and to others that they were magicians.

 And after this all his cares and worries about the sheep came to an end. They never ran away again but quietly awaited the time when the magician would require their flesh and skins.

 This tale is a very good illustration of man's position."

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     This next excerpt is from a being called Cosmic Awareness. The Book, "Who In Fact You Really Are" by Cosmic Awareness describes who this presence is. ( http://www.cosmicawareness.org/Who.pdf ) To put it in simple words, It is the God Presence. The Cosmic Creator. The Father. I've read part of the book and I can see that this is who It is. But of course, it is up to you to find out for yourself by reading it.

Anyway, I didn't know this then, when I was searching for answers. I just came across this next teaching and was very grateful that I had, because this is what put all the pieces of the puzzle together in my mind. I found the book later and was even more grateful.

Cosmic Awareness
Understanding and Taming the Reptilian Brain:

"Today is the 8th of December, 2012. This is a Cosmic Awareness channeling for the readers and listeners of the website. Present tonight are Britte, Brett, Blu and Callista. Will Berlinghof is the Interpreter. And I welcome Cosmic Awareness for tonight's reading.

This Awareness does have an important message, important information, to share with one and all tonight.

It is information that is crucial to the process now of spiritual evolution, spiritual ascension. It is information regarding that which is known as the Reptilian brain, and how it is connected and tied into the process of spiritual evolution or, perhaps more accurately, in how it can retard and hold back spiritual ascension.

That which is the Reptilian brain (is that which) was genetically engineered and fused to the cerebellum, to the cerebral cortex of the developed creature known as homo sapien which occurred many, many eons ago and was the result of the genetic engineering that the Anunnaki ordered to occur for the purpose of creating a slave being that could serve them, both in the performance of menial tasks, such as mining the gold that was being extracted and used by the Anunnaki, as well as more delicate tasks that did require comprehension and awareness.

Thus, the mammal of the time that was used was that which was Neanderthal man. But, there were additions and modifications made, such as the fusing of the Reptilian brain to the cerebral cortex and to the brain itself. This was to give those newly-created beings intelligence to a degree, awareness and understanding of their situations and their duties. But it was not the initial intent to create a being that would evolve with time and become capable of spiritual evolution and advancement.

The Reptilian/Orions who created this new being, this Adam Kadmon, this prototype, elected to use certain Sirian genetic experts, genetic engineers, under the command of he who was known as Enki. This is information that is available through such books as Zechariah Sitchin's "Twelfth Planet" and other sources. What was important is that Enki and those who worked with him, the Sirian bio-engineers, had an ulterior motive that was not in accordance or alignment to the plans of Enlil, and his father, Ea.

This creature that was being created would one day advance to a point where it was possible for them, the bio-engineered, evolutionary product known as man and mankind/womankind, that it would be possible for them one day to reach a point where Ascension could occur. As Enki was a time-traveler in the fourth dimension, it was determined that, that time for this advanced evolutionary process would indeed be at the time of the planetary ascension process and at the time when the wave of Divine consciousness would sweep through the planet, indeed, affecting all who reside on the planet. That moment is now.

The coming together of the plans of Enki as well as the Sirian bio-genetic engineers, has come to a stage of accomplishment and achievement. It is that point that lies directly ahead now. Many are prepared and ready to respond to the Ascension process. Many who are here to do so are of the Galactic Federation, are star beings. That they, in agreement to the higher dictates and requests, have elected to be the advance guard on the planet itself and that they have put themselves into the human host bodies that were bio- and genetically engineered to be available at this time for this most miraculous and wondrous event.

But there is an important factor in this plan that is relevant to tonight's discussion. It is that which this Awareness has labeled, the "Reptilian Brain". That the original purpose for that which is the Reptilian Brain was to regulate the creature that was created so that it would not advance spiritually. It would not evolve to that point just discussed by this Awareness, that jumping-off point, that point of Ascension that is approaching.

That they, the Orions, did have their own bio-genetic engineers who were also involved in the project. It is was the consensus of the Anunnaki that the being that was to be created could not evolve spiritually, for it would be detrimental to the long-term plans the Anunnaki had for this new slave creature. It was not in their vested interests as they saw them, to have a creature that could develop higher awareness than they themselves had. That the grafting of the Reptilian brain to the Mammalian brain was seen as a retarder to this happening. It was also seen that as the Reptilian brain and the Reptilian consciousness had, indeed, its own programmed set of conceptions of reality, its own character, its own personality, if you will, the Reptilian character and personality, that was structured and ordered, that would obey commands and authority, that would be rigid and unable to work creatively. And yet, the dilemma was they did need a being, a creature, that also was a problem-solver, that could think for itself.

Thus, it was felt that by including the Reptilian brain to the Mammalian brain that this factor of retarding the spiritual evolution would be accomplished and they would create the perfect slave being for their needs. Again, it was not anticipated that the Sirians, with Enki, would develop secretly that which was the Divine spark, that which was the capability of this newly-created being to evolve spiritually. Thus, a back door was created to the creature that was developed, the homo sapien being that became modern man and is now modern man.

Advancing on this matter, that to this day, all human beings are still born with the primitive and primeval brain that is the Reptilian brain, that which holds the Reptilian characteristics, the Reptilian construct of that which the Reptilians hold as vital and important. In other words, each and every human being is part Reptilian. This is that which most do not acknowledge or recognize, and there may even be many who would refuse to accept that they are part Reptilian.

But it is, indeed, fact. That now as all stand at the very threshold of Ascension, it is incredibly important to finally realize and recognize that there is an aspect of each and every human being that still very much responds to the genetic coding of the Reptilians. That the planet itself is heavily influenced by the Reptilian mentality. The ruling elites are of a Reptilian nature, the Powers That Be, Reptilian as well. The Orion connection is that which, in a way, fuses with this. But it was the Reptilian genetic material that was used and that governs now that which is the innate character of each human being.

This Reptilian brain is that which for most people governs their willingness, ability and capacity to exceed themselves or not. As that which was the retardant to spiritual evolution, many are still blocked from that experience at this time, which would see them ascend. Indeed, this Awareness has spoken many times, that only approximately 20% of the populace will achieve a high level, medium and low-grade Ascension to the fifth dimensional Planet A construct.

Others will, of course, survive and go on to populate the new planet A/B, the new balanced and harmonized planet, that will no longer be under the influence of the Reptilian brain or the Reptilian/Orion overlords. The Reptilian/Orions themselves and their minions, their servants, who have willingly served under them will go on to inhabit that which this Awareness has always called planet B, and for those who have completed their spiritual journey, whose purpose and point it was to have the journey to this point, they will simply return home, their spiritual home.

What is now important in context to this discussion, is to recognize that there is a connection between that which this Awareness is calling "the Reptilian brain" and its characteristics and personality that infuses each and every human being, and that which is called, "the ego". That this Awareness has discussed the ego previously and has described it as part of the low self. This Awareness wishes at this time to be even more specific on this matter.

Each human being develops first as a human organism, a human body, that develops in the womb space. That which is the Reptilian brain is part of this developing biological unit. That when the low self consciousness, also an aspect of Divine Consciousness, enters, it is with the intent of being the interface of that human biological unit or body with that which is the construct of third dimensionality. It is assigned the task of being the controller of the body and its physical interface with third-dimensionality. But it also comes into a body that has the Reptilian character or that which is the Reptilian brain as part of that body and construct. The Reptilian brain holds that element of purpose of the original designers and developers that were the Anunnaki reptilians, of preventing that spiritual evolution.

The low self comes into alliance with this, that which is the Reptilian character and there is a working arrangement, if you will. For the majority of those spiritual aspects of the soul seeking a physical incarnation, this is understood and recognized and accepted as how it is, as the Spirit seeks to have this unique experience of physicality with this Reptilian aspect also involved. This agreement thus is supported by that which is the Divine.

But, as it is now time for the completion of this experiment in consciousness, and as it was seen and understood by Enki so very long ago, that it is time now to complete and alter that which was the purpose of the Reptilian brain to complete, so that the experiment can come to completion and to alter so that it can be transmuted.

Often, the ego/Reptilian brain are not here to advance human evolution, but rather, to maintain the status quo. Indeed, this Awareness would say, this always is the purpose of the ego and the Reptilian energies it is representing, it is indeed the embodiment of. Thus it is that often when an individual seeks to move forward in his or her spiritual journey, the ego wells up, it provides all manner of objections and sabotage. That which is the rational mind, the logical character, the objector to change and growth, is that which is the Reptilian mind, the ego. It is aware that with spiritual evolution, successful spiritual evolution of an individual, that its role will be terminated, annihilated, deleted. It does indeed have as its primary objective, survival. Therefore it is essential for that aspect that is the ego, that is in association with the low self, because of Divine Will, needs to fight, to resist, to combat an individual's spiritual growth and development, as well as societal spiritual evolution. It is, after all, a very Reptilian-dominated planet at this time. There are many who enjoy this Reptilian-based culture and world.

At this time in particular it is essential to finally recognize and understand that, with that which is the Reptilian brain involved, the ego, as its expression, there is always the likelihood that when one is moving towards ascension, towards spiritual advancement, there will be objections, there will be doubts, there will be uncertainty. The ego will fight hard to prevent this from occurring, for it does not seek annihilation; it seeks continuance, it seeks to keep things as they are, that the human being remains enslaved to the Reptilian masters that still have control: the Orion/Reptilian faction.

At this time, what is crucial is not to fight the Reptilian brain or the ego, but rather to embrace it, for that too is part of the overall Divine plan. That which is the Reptilian being and the Reptilian culture has indeed to evolve as well, but it is not their purpose or intent. Thus, the Divine concept, the Divine Plan was to bring to the Reptilians, not because they sought it, but because they created a situation where they would be participant in an Ascension process, through the construct of the Reptilian brain.

That as the star beings inhabited the bodies of human form with their deeper awareness and understanding of the Divine, of Ascension, that they were given the opportunity also to awaken the Reptilian mind, the Reptilian brain. That to avoid this is to avoid total and complete ascension. It is essential now at this Light point to come to a realization that by embracing this that is the Reptilian character expressed by the ego, is to indeed embrace totally and fully one's total and full character.

It is that which could be seen as the dark side of each and every human being. Full ascension is not accomplished simply by staying in one's Light Being or in the conceptualization that only Light will advance. It is fully realized and achieved when one embraces the dark side of one's being, the ego, the Reptilian nature, and goes forward into full Ascension. Thus this Awareness says that at this time, it is imperative to send Light and love to one's ego, and it is imperative to send Light and love to that part of the human brain that is the Reptilian mind or brain.

That doing so will indeed expose that which is the hidden enemy, for the ego, the Reptilian character that resides within each and every human being, is indeed the hidden enemy within and it is now time to expose this hidden foe. To acknowledge it is part of each and every individual and indeed is part of that which is the planetary consciousness of humanity, that which is directed in that Reptilian/Orion way.

It is important, for as this wave of Divine consciousness passes over the planet, those who are in resistance, those who will not acknowledge the totality of their being, good and bad, Light and dark, Reptilian and Divine, will find that their evolutionary process may not be quite as advanced as they had hoped, if they at all even remember. For the part of the process of evolution that will affect many is that they will simply forget and that the energies of the Reptilians will be removed and they will start again on the new journey of planet A/B, minus that which is the retarding agent of consciousness that was created bio-genetically by those so long ago, to prevent evolutionary process, spiritual advancement. The new reality of that which is planet A and planet A/B will not be affected any longer by that Reptilian brain that has been built into the system so long.

Indeed, it is for this reason that the next stage of spiritual growth and consciousness will be unimpeded by those who have so long controlled and dominated, but this is an extension of the matter...

This Awareness returns to the primary issue here. That at this time it is necessary for all to come to terms with that which is their dark side, that which is the ego, that which is the Reptilian brain. It is time to energize it with Divine Light and love, but personal Light and love, as well.

Thus, this Awareness, at this time, presents a meditation for this purpose. It again involves the chamber of God in the center of the heart. That this Awareness asks each and every one who is so inclined to again visit the chamber of the heart, entering into it, assuming the throne at the center of the chamber.

On this occasion, as the chamber fills with Divine Light and Divine Presence, that you breathe this in, collecting this force in the solar plexus region. This is the seat of the low self, that which is a Divine aspect of consciousness that is part of the triunal make-up of each and every human being. That which is the low self is energized, and command given, as the three breaths bring this manna, this energy, into full bloom, that this energy be sent to the Reptilian brain itself, and that the Reptilian brain receives this energy of Light and love, both personal and Divine, and that that which is the character of the Reptilian, the ego, be welcomed into the Ascension process, welcomed into the Light and the love of God and each and every individual who participates in this meditation.

Feel this energy of Light Consciousness and love consciousness in viewing that which is the Reptilian brain, changing it, transforming it, transmuting it. That which is the Reptilian personality that is known as the ego is invited to ascend with the individual who is doing the meditation, invited to join this cooperative effort, and even is visualized as being indeed of Light and love.

That the danger that was always perceived by the original Reptilian overlords, was that on ultimately one day, that this individual aspect of their control over humanity would be exposed. It is the primary reason why humanity has been kept asleep for so long. It was always known that if God's Light and love, the Godhead, the Divine essence, was focused upon the Reptilian brain, then the individual who did so would break free of the control that was bio-engineered, bio-genetically engineered, into each human body, and that individual would transform and transmute into a higher spiritual being, thus accomplishing the plans of Enki and the Sirian genetic engineers so very long ago.

As one visualizes this in the meditation, feel the transformation from within, feel that which has always been the objector lose its power and its capacity to control, to deviate, to sabotage your intent and your purpose. It is not in battling the Reptilian aspect of one's being that success will be achieved, but in embracing it, in bringing the Light to it, and indeed, making it truly part of yourself and part of the Ascension process. When this is accomplished, even at a minor level, it becomes easier to ascend to the highest levels that are possible, to truly awaken to one's fifth dimensional spiritual nature.

At this time, even though the time is short to the event of the 21st of December, the day when the wave of Divine Light and consciousness sweeps over the planet, there is still enough time to work this, to meditate on this, to embrace the ego, the Reptilian brain, and to move forward in this evolutionary Ascension Process.

This Awareness welcomes questions at this time in regards to this process.

Thank you, Awareness. I would just like you to clarify the effect of the Reptilian brain on the human behavior.

It has largely kept human behavior at levels that are Reptilian in nature. Thus it is, as the Reptilian character is one that glorifies in formality, in rigidity, in obedience, that acknowledges hierarchical structure with a line of command to those who are in control; that ritual and pomp and circumstance are part of that which is the Reptilian. That a militaristic inclination is favored, with the understanding that there must be order, politics, religions, education, medical and many other layers and levels of society and civilization are the reflections of a Reptilian mind, the Reptilian brain.

This being so, most human beings simply accept that it is this way, it is part of being a human. But this Awareness says that it is part of being Reptilian. Recognizing that this part, although it constitutes human-ness, because it has been so for so long, was not always so and that there were other Ages where humans developed without such Reptilian structure and order, and there will soon again be a new planet that does not have the Reptilian structure or control.

Indeed, that which is the comfort zone most people hold to is Reptilian also in nature, for they have been bred, humanity has been bred, not to question and understand the deeper Truths, but to simply seek comfort and ease, this keeps one asleep. This is in accordance to the Reptilian plan, the long-standing, manipulated and controlled plan that has been in effect for thousands and thousands of years.

There are many elements that support this. Religion was developed in accordance to the Reptilian plan, also to keep the masses asleep. That politics, especially as it is practiced in Western democratic nations, with a leader and a hierarchical structure, is pure Reptilian, with the purpose of those leaders working for their Orion/Reptilian masters behind the back, if you will, of a sleeping civilization, of humanity that is asleep and dumbed-down. All of this is contingent on each and every individual's Reptilian brain functioning to continue the retardation, the holding back of the human consciousness.

But, it has come now, finally, to a tipping point. This because the star beings who have volunteered themselves into this planetary Logos, into humanity, to be born again and again in human bodies throughout the ages, have helped direct this process away from pure and total control, to a state where consciousness can finally shift. The experiment has come to an end and the new reality of God, the planet A/B, harmonized and in balance, will finally emerge.

Does this answer your question?

Yes. Thank you, Awareness, but I was wondering if you could help give us more clarification about how the Reptilian brain affects our own personal, human behavior.

That which is known as the ego is the extension of the Reptilian brain. It works in tandem, if you will, with the low self, for the low self was instructed to work with it in human life. Thus, for most humans, that which is the ego is the controller of personality. When one starts to exceed that which was the intent and design of the controllers, the ego often acts and re-acts in ways that create havoc and turmoil, that will sabotage attempts towards autonomy and self-awareness; that it keeps the human being often in deviance and discord and humanity itself is often more animalistic in its behaviors than civilized. Civilized is that concept that means for most that humans are not animals. Yet to view their behavior, even their leadership and their activities, that it is quite clear to those who observe humanity how the Reptilian character, the animalistic, soul-less part of that which is the human character, is very much in evidence.

Thus as one moves towards spiritual evolution, the resistance becomes stronger and stronger, both in the individual, as well as at societal planetary levels. It is for this reason that the Powers That Be, who are Reptilian-based, are keeping mankind unbalanced, are hitting mankind with many problems. They are taking tighter and tighter control, for they see that it is possible for it all to slip away. It is imperative that they keep mankind unbalanced at this time so that they cannot find their center, so they cannot examine their nature, so that they cannot ascend. This supports and is supported by the Reptilian brain, as on an individual level it seeks to keep each and every human asleep, unbalanced, uncertain, in discord to their inner being; not believing, not understanding, not even looking to see their higher nature.

But as it has been said, there is a Divine Plan as well. This Divine Plan has been supported by those of the Galactic Federation for thousands of years. Many have volunteered, many have walked in the form of humans, thus having the right to evolve human consciousness, which has been done over the hundreds of thousands of years since this experiment was first introduced. And now the individual stands at a point of self-realization, self-awareness; for the ego is finally being acknowledged as a negative master and that the Reptilian brain is its base from which its consciousness stems.

It is for this reason, the reason of recognizing and understanding the Reptilian brain and the ego, that this Awareness has spoken tonight. It is a vital piece in the ascension process for each individual who is considering and focusing on their Ascension. Many will achieve this simply by staying focused in God's Light and God's love, being that Light and love. This too will focus energy on that which is the Reptilian brain, that which is the ego. But by having this precept and concept clear in one's mind, with focus and with intent, one can be even more effective at dislodging this energetic, this consciousness, and in transmuting and transforming it.

Is this clear?

Yes. Thank you, Awareness. You said you were going to give us a meditation that would enable us to be able to…

This meditation was given. It is the meditation where this Awareness directed one to go into the chamber of the heart, to energize the manna in the solar plexus in accordance with the low self. To direct this manna through the low self, to the Reptilian brain, enlightening it, infusing it with the love and light of one's being and Divine Being, and commanding that the ego let go and be released, that it transmutes into the Light or indeed, vanishes. That when this is completed that one can come back into the heart and simply be open further to the experience of the Light chamber, heart chamber meditation.

Thank you very much, Awareness. That is very clear.

That at this point, that this Awareness is complete with tonight's discussion and presentation. It fully expects many questions to be sent to the interpreter and to the energizer/wife of the interpreter. But this Awareness does ask that many realize that this is an important concept at an important time, and to work with that concept to the best of their ability. The simple recognition that this aspect of the human condition, the human mind/brain, is there, will help many to come to deep and powerful realizations which will bring them freedom at this most crucial and critical time. This Awareness invites all to go deep within and to look for themselves at that which is their ego and to determine for themselves whether the words of this Awareness have any worth or value in their attempts to clear themselves and prepare themselves for Ascension. Each has a choice to make. This is part of the choice for overall ascension, but it is not necessarily that which all will respond to.

This Awareness recognizes that and the right for each and every individual to accept or reject that which has been presented tonight. It simply asks for open and sincere consideration of this information.

On behalf of everyone, we thank you, Awareness, for the time that you spent with us tonight.

That it is done in beauty, and in beauty it is now done.

That this Awareness sends Its blessings, Its light and Its love to one and all, especially to those many who will seek now to see clearly that which is their inner darkness, that which is their inner light.

It is complete."


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     This next excerpt is from a "Ramtha" book. I liked his teachings so much, I bought all his books. He was born as a human on planet Earth 35,000 years ago, in the last days of Atlantis. He was a leader of his people, a warrior, in a very devastating time of Earth changes. He ended up learning about spirituality through observing nature all around him. He ascended in front of all his people while teaching them, in his older age. He levitated before their eyes and disappeared in front of their faces. He promised to come back and help them. So he came back in 1977 to his adopted daughter from his life back in Atlantis. She reincarnated into the being known as J.Z. Knight. He taught her and she agreed to allow him the use of her body as a vessel for him to teach and help his people. In these books he stands before the class audience of the school he created and everything spoken was taped then written into book form.

This excerpt is from the book, "The Mind Gladiators of The Future" by Ramtha. Page 171:


Regenesis and Evolution by Your Own Hand

     "In neurogenesis, the concept of new neurons growing, they are growing from history. They are the bridge. There is an area called bridge consciousness in our bands (auric bodies), and they grow from there. What they do, their utility and the reason why they are important, is this. When you began to move neighborhoods -- and I affectionately appreciate that this process was named not some medical term, but a New Neighborhood -- it's a move, a change. I most appreciate the simplicity of that.

If we look at the beginning work of a neighborhood, it glistens brightly in the beginning, but it is fraught with the tribe. It is fraught with the old neighborhood. Before they just came in and you never looked at them. They just did their work, checked in, posted their neurological opinion and began canceling out the opportunity.

It is not until we take a look at them that we begin to realize that this group is firing. This group (the Reptilian group), its armament is fear and doubt, argumentative, and they slide in. They fire in to depose what the viewer is being shown, what your God is being shown. It's not until you begin to look at just how much you have undermined or have allowed the undermining of historical neurons that are hardwired now --they are hardwired. The only thing that is going to get rid of them is (amnesia or) alzheimer's or a head injury or a few drastic acts like that. They are hardwired, and not until they get calcified will they start to break away. They are in there. This is the group that is undermining the future possibility.

It isn't until you take a look at it that you understand that what fires together wires together; that hope and despair can be wired together depending upon what you did with it. And you know your examples: what feels good is painful -- it's sadistic! Wiring that can be done in the lack of self-appreciation. So it is the self-punishment that makes you feel good, that you are punishing your body for some abstract act, and that's how distorted a neuronet can become through childhood, puberty, and postpuberty, into the young adult. It can become that hardwired.

The art of understanding that it is, and how it got that way, is an integral part of an advanced student's journey into the greatness of the future. In this study we also have the power of observation to actually observe one of these networks firing, and understand they are just a network. But we also understand how they link into the body, cause it to respond, and drain it of its energy. Its vitality is getting drained just for an emotional response, and how automatic and unconscious this has been.

We have proven the power of the Observer by the remote-views on the wall, what you yourself have created in the field, your journey in the field and your card, your journey in the labyrinth against all obstacles, how far you went and never gave up. Don't ever forget those extraordinary gladiator moments in the school, because they stand as a testament that there is a deity in you watching the will morph into the extraordinary. That proof counters doubt, fear, and lethargy, but if left unattended, these neuronets (the Reptoid brain) undermine it all, because that's their program.

That program, of course, leads us to the past, not the future. In this place where we have a line of demarcation from the past walking onto the future, the consensus is people who are the victims of a worldwide plan. They are easily manipulated. How do they prevent knowledge like this, from getting out? By simply saying knowledge like this school is conspiratorial. It's the same spin some gave you when they talked about terrorism and got you to believe all of that, and believe everything else they have told you. It's now a lie, always has been. They can spin you. This group can easily be spun; just work off the tribe fear, do everything they want you to do, give you a false sense of security and they will have their way with you. If you hear someone in the future say, "But I heard that the government did this and this," and they say back to you, "Well that's just outrageous, that's conspiracy theories," they will shame you along with everyone else, they will shame you back into living there, or saying you are going to die.

The thought processes of hardwiring live there, in that group. This is where fear comes from. You all have integrated it because that's what protects the boundaries that prevent change. It prevents what we did here in school. Furthermore, it makes you doubt. Of course you should doubt. When did you do anything extraordinary? When were you considered brave to  your own self? When did you consider your own self highly responsible by taking on your own personal issues? When did you consider yourself personally responsible by tangling with your own grievances, your past, your afflictions, your own suffering, your prejudice, biases and judgments? When were you responsible to rid yourself of pain and suffering when you haven't even realized you got addicted to it?

When are you going to do that? When was the last time you were brave? See, that's the group, the group mentality. The group mentality doesn't dare go there. It is entertained like the Romans did in ancient Rome. They gave them the circuses and gave them games, they kept the people wagering on who would win and who would kill this person, how many animals would be slaughtered, and who would be murdered there. You just do it in a more modernized version, and your slaughter is to destroy a person's reputation. That's equal to burning them on the cross in the middle of an arena. Everyone does that because that's the 'safe' place. You see, that is what keeps this hardwired.

The consequences of hardwiring are that they keep you in this group, which is like this because of the lack of spiritual responsibility. It is this way because of the lack of taking a position, that maybe you have had experiences -- out-of-body, precognitive, and psychic experiences -- that make you question the notation of reality as it is popularly seen. Perhaps you do embrace the concept that you have lived before and will live again. If you do, there's a whole reason why the next step would be asking, "why?"

Personal responsibility starts to uncover your neglect in being a virtuous, noble, upright being who really takes on your addictions and wins. When we begin to feel victorious to ourself is when we are no longer insecure. When people can say to you, "Well, you are a conspiracy theorist," and all you do is smile because you are not cowered back into the tribe, you have the courage of personal conviction, indeed, the courage of personally working in healing yourself. That real conviction isn't "out there," it's in you. It doesn't matter what anyone else says. You don't want their reality; you want your reality. And if you are such a social butterfuly, you will never have your own reality. You'll be slaves. You already are; you just don't even know it. That is you. And you will not see a new era because it takes personal conviction to change yourself. It takes personal conviction to wrestle with your necromancers, to get unaddicted from being a victim.

Take responsibility. If I accept that I have lived again, then I am here in destiny to have experienced these incidences that affected me in my life. They are frequency specific to me. No matter how urbane or wretched, there is a link, inarguably. Stand up for the link and take yourselves off of the cross; I did.

You take yourself off of your suffering cross and be strong enough for a conviction that links you psychically, that links your frequency, to some greater work, which leads not only to forgiveness but to the understanding. Forgiveness comes once we are virtuous. Then we understand why people do what they do. But until we become virtuous and wise, we never do. As long as we are caught in the throbbing heart of suffering and pain, we'll always be on the side of the victim, because that's what we are. How does that enlighten the world and benefit you? It doesn't.

When you stand strong, you begin the personal conviction supremely confident that you are going to conquer yourself. You are going to detach all the people you blamed, and let them go. You are going to stop eating yourself into oblivion and start being a doer, proactive into sending to your body the most quintessential message, that your body would think the gates of heaven have come to relieve it. To assert immortality one has to take that thread and begin to apply it. If I have lived before, there is cause and effect to me living again. I must take this responsibility and start releasing people, and really do it. It is extraordinary; it is the Gordian Knot. We can do it by sword, or knot by knot, but we changed. And if we despair because we cannot find our way in this montage of faceless people, and we still want to be different and unique, what is it in you that wants that? It is because you don't have it for yourself.

When you become your own vicar, indeed, when you say, "This is why I am the way I am, was the way I was, and gives me solid ground and momentum; I have the mental tools to literally release myself from the suffering and begin the conquest," then you live what you believe in. You live that you are immortal, that you have returned to cause and effect. You are living the act of neutralization to be wise. Now you are genuine, upright and visible. There are no places in you that are weak. If there are, you take them on. You know how to do that. Add it to the Neighborhood Walk, to The List (affirmations found in the back of the book "Changing the Timeline of Our Destiny), to what you blow out in the power breath. You counter that day with strength and fortitude, and at the end of the day you sleep sweetly, your body is at rest and your Spirit is flying and not in purgatory. That hardwiring is what we are after here. It is only neurons with history, connected to the body; that's all it is. Nevertheless, we have all of this future potential waiting.

In the neurogenesis of new neural activity, there are bridge neurons. They will allow you to get great knowledge and information, and keep you from arguing for your limitations. In fact, the army turns in on the limitations and makes war on them because we are now seeing what the program has always been doing. We have the power of observation to change it. It is the eye of God looking on it that makes this happen. If the intent of the eye of God is to see that you are wretched, limited -- whichever one of those hardwired thoughts come in -- if the eye of God takes a look at it and knows the intent, God gets rid of it.

And you'll know. Because you didn't know that all the time you were walking around with a weight on your shoulders, you didn't realize how heavy you were, and didn't because you adjusted emotionally to it. You didn't realize there was a loss of cellular energy in your body. In fact, you had to get up, go run, work out, and play, and do all this stuff to generate an increased heart rate with muscular activity, just to get a sense of energy for awhile.

In a common place, it should have been at peak performance going every day, every moment. You didn't even have to walk across the room and you already got it. It's called "jazz" and is already there. You didn't realize you were walking around heavy-laden, didn't know until the eye of God in the God-scope got to look at one of those thoughts. That broke it, and the Neighborhood Walk broke it. Suddenly you felt lighter, for you didn't realize you were heavy; suddenly there is an incredible lightness of being. It may have happened only a few steps while you were here at school, in a few moments, or maybe it lasted the whole time. But that incredible presence of lightness is because the burden of body/mind consciousness has been removed. Seemingly an invisible voice and presence of some door that opened, allowed you to go in for the first time. Which ever way you want to explain this, it simply meant the burden was lifted. In doing this walk, one felt lighter because we put God onto it, with the clear willful intent that we don't want this burden anymore.

Even if it was for a little bit, that instantaneous cellular energetic reward is a light peeking through the door that is opening. Don't close it! Continue to open it up and indeed the metabolism of your cells will only respond more and more to the door opening, and the past is gone.

This is genesis, regenesis. Cells -- nerve cells, neurons -- they are the bridge that grow to help you in that one moment, to bind to an experience. That's what they do; they bind. "I have always downloaded the future," and here they come, they bind to it. They in turn truncate the history of those undermining neurons that will begin to respond. Why are they malleable? Because they will stay with this experience until you replace them with those opinions, and they move right off. This is called plasticity, mobility -- plasticity.

The bridge neurons are there and they are mobile. They are not hardwired. They are giving you an opportunity to change the picture.

And as you can see, we began to increase the picture of mind in the collective groups we created here, and it was easy to imagine for those of you who were curious. We started with the nucleus, and the nucleus was the stone that you threw into the river. And as we did The List, the waves started going out and out and out. All the while, those young neurons started in the nucleus when the stone was thrown. They were the bridge consciousness to each collective group that was added, and they were there to either detach or add to the group. After forty days of continuously living as the breath of God in this experience, the core knowledge came together -- the history, the REAL history -- then we hardwired the group. This is how a student of the Great Work processes thought. It is through THIS history, this neurological absolute history.

Imagine for a moment, this collective group of genius without beginning to connect. Are they just sitting there being unused history of genius? They are just sitting there being history of unused genius, still getting information from God, but no one's home.

It takes at once courage to be self responsible, and understand that the spiritual work is much more than a bunch of angels flapping silly wings around and sprinkling stardust, having purple light experiences in crystal mornings and vegetarian nights. Spiritualism, as the real work of the Spirit, is more than past-life experience readings, wishing and wanting, making things that bong and bing, sitting in meditation, and going out there looking like you did and resenting it. That is called a paint-job. That doesn't make you great and is not the core of the Great Work.

The core of the Great Work doesn't care what you wear. Furthermore, it doesn't care what you look like. It is not the interest of that globe of energy that is now sitting in the brain. It is called the body electric, electrifying the central nervous system so you can wear this body. It is the same ball of light that goes into the seed of a rose, gives it its dream so it can grow. The same ball of light can do amazing things. That is now in here, in your head, and is making this body, and it can show you all seven of its bodies.

Just because you're wearing purple, doesn't mean that you are a seventh level entity. Just because you wore crystals around your neck, did that give you clear spiritual sight? No. This is the Great Work because Spirit is that which is not seen. And that which is not seen is the influence behind the throne, sitting right in your head. It is you, and I. We are not seen, but you see us when we appear like this in this frequency (third dimensional frequency). You don't see us like this ball of light because (you're hypnotized) you don't want to see us like this, but that's what we are.

The spiritual work is to begin to decipher all the knowledge you have learned in this school, and linger long years on some knowledge. It is to bring about personal identity (know thyself), and really begin to separate the "self of the program" versus the one called "the God who has come again," who lives inside you. The long mechanics at work in this journey is beginning to understand how you programmed this machine, but it is not something boring or tedious. It is thrilling and on the edge of possibilities, when the philosophy is matched with the experience. To see a common person become uncommon, a regular person see Spirit at work, has always worked here in this school.

We will call it that for a while until we begin to define it under the concepts of the "Observer," quantum physics and the band of reality that leads to all time existing simultaneously. Learning incrementally all the way through the processes, is the spiritual journey of our self.

It consists of understanding how our body works and functions, not as an enemy or an asset, but understanding its DNA - the seed of its garden, how it was programmed, and understand why. To assess what is not being used, the multiplicity of choice, and options that can come together and be encoded to allow a singular species to meet neuroeconomics by its choice, its spiritual choice, its neuro-choice, is what dictates its physical adaptation. Indeed, THAT is called evolution. It is called the caterpillar and the butterfly (transformation).


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     It's connecting with you too, isn't it? Now we'll comb through the last excerpt and see how this whole composition brings together a higher picture of what we didn't know before...because it was and still is hidden, but is becoming revealed more and more, until one day, everyone will know what has been going on.

This excerpt again, is from Cosmic Awareness. I found it on a website called The Healers Journal:

How Your Belief in Aging is Causing the Aging Itself and How You Can Change It


How To Experience The Eternal Moment Of "Now" And Begin To Stop The Aging Process Immediately

Cosmic Awareness via Paul Shockley

"This Awareness suggests that entities, while reading this message, pause frequently to experience what is being given so that this can be a kind of meditation. This Awareness indicates that when pausing, this Awareness suggests you close your eyes for a few moments to experience what has been said in a way that allows you to experience and comprehend beyond the mere words into the reality of what the words attempt to explain.

This Awareness indicates that you have been told that you will live a certain length of time if there are no accidents or early violations, that your life span is basically around 70 to 80 years, give or take a few. This Awareness wishes entities to understand that such a statement is a hypnotic suggestion and it does not have to be accepted. You can live a much longer life with good health and good vitality if you can break the hypnotic suggestion that has been given.

This Awareness suggests that you temporarily, at this time, on completion of this next sentence, close your eyes and experience what is being given to you.


Experience Eternity

This Awareness suggests that you close your eyes and experience eternity, forgetting years, forgetting time as you know it, experience eternity reaching out from you in all directions: past, present, future; above and below, experience eternity in terms of time.

This Awareness suggests that during that experience there was no need for clocks, there was no need for years; all of these things are simply artificial or man-made creations and have nothing to do with reality. The experience of eternity was yours, and you can hold that experience for as long as you so desire before returning back to the artificial reality that is the hypnosis of society that has been put upon nearly all of its members.

This Awareness indicates you may again close your eyes after this sentence and experience what is being said.


Re-Experiencing Eternity

This Awareness suggests re-experiencing eternity with the understanding that it is always this way in spite of the hypnotic suggestion of days, hours, months and years that often is placed in your mind, recognizing that the eternity always is this way in reality and that you have believed a lie by accepting minutes, hours, months, years and decades as an artificial chopping up of time.

This Awareness asks you now to look at this eternity and realize there is no end in time. There is no time-line. There are simply things in motion in space with certain cycles or certain duration of their own and it has no real connection to time in the eternal sense, for time is no more than an artificial creation by man. Meditate on this for a few moments.

This Awareness suggests that you look at that moment or few moments of meditation in which you recognize the eternal time, how time can be eternal and understood as eternal even in but a brief moment of meditation so that you understand the eternalness is a reality; even in the brief moment, if you do not corrupt it with artificial time segments.


Experience the Eternal Moment of "Now"

This Awareness suggests in your brief moments of meditation, if you can stop the mind from thinking, from acting, from jerking here and there, focusing here and there, and instead, let it spread outward in future, spread backward in the past, spread in all directions, experiencing the Now, the Now that is everywhere present, throughout the eternal universe, so that you see the Now as also encompassing the future and the past. This Awareness indicates that in doing this, you place your being in a state of consciousness that allows you to experience the oneness of all eternity as part of your own environment so that you reprogram your self through your new awareness of eternity, to experience immortality, to experience the reaching into the future, into an ever expanding Now, in all directions, forward and backward.


Visualize Perfect Health

This Awareness suggests that in so doing, you also place yourself in a state of consciousness that allows you to visualize perfect health so that the intrusions upon your health by the ravages of artificial time begin to fall away, fall off of your being, and your being starts to rejuvenate into its own pure essence, and its own true vitality, so that it can become its perfect self, as the hypnosis of artificial time is cast off.

This Awareness suggests this kind of meditation on a daily basis will create a rejuvenated body out of your consciousness, of eternal vitality. This Awareness suggests this kind of meditation wherein you experience the eternal Now and let it go further and further into the future, while recognizing its roots in the past, or recognizing that in the past, it was also in the eternal Now, and that during some course of its state of consciousness, it began to accept the hypnotic suggestion of a line of time being put upon it, so that it began to accept the hypnosis of aging.

By visualizing a healthy, vibrant, vigorous, youthful, strong body of your own creation, the body reflecting the images that you place upon it so that as you image health, beauty, strength, vitality, the body conforms to those images that you present it in this Eternal Moment


Visualize the Arteries and Veins Being Cleaned

This Awareness suggests you visualize the arteries and veins throughout your body, the blood flowing through these veins, cleaning them, clearing them of debris. Visualize a magic something that your focus brings toward the heart, which creates within the blood something that is like a cleanser, and that your blood as a cleanser, with this new chemical in it runs through the veins cleaning them as it moves, as the heart pumps, so that the circulation throughout your body improves and so that the toxins within the bloodstream, within the veins and arteries, break loose and go back into the digestive system and are eliminated from the body, leaving a clean circulatory system.

Visualize this being initiated, each time you meditate, and within days, or moments, over repeated meditations, you will notice that indeed you are growing healthier, your vitality is increasing. Your blood circulation seems to be much better. Your energy levels are improving. You are growing healthier with each attunement to the Eternal Now.

This Awareness indicates that each of these meditative moments in the Eternal Moment of Now becomes greater in quality, a greater experience to you. It does not matter whether the moment lasts 5 minutes, 10 minutes, or only 5 seconds or 30 seconds, because the moment is within the Eternal Now, and you can hold it, or you can let it go, but the attunement to it and the quality of the attunement is most important.

Experience it fully, as a moment of Now. Experience it fully and it will seem as though it was experienced for a great period of time, that split second of attunement with great quality will be carried into your non-meditative daily life as an experience of great importance. It will carry over into your other mundane routines, giving you greater vitality, a greater sense of eternal youth and immortality.


The Beginning of Your Ability to Heal Yourself

This Awareness indicates that you will be amazed at how much these momentary experiences can help your general well-being and help your vitality and understanding of Who, In Fact, You Really Are.

That indeed, you are an immortal being who has been hypnotized into thinking you are mortal, but who now awakens to your true self. This Awareness indicates this may be seen as the beginning of your own ability to heal your self as a spiritual and cosmic being discovering your own deity.

This Awareness indicates that as you move more and more into the quantum-type reality which this Awareness in future readings will assist you with, you shall become more and more able to look at those little blemishes, those little diseases, those little physical problems that tend to plague humanity in its hypnotized state, and you will find yourself able to squeeze them into non-existence by simply visualizing them being made smaller and smaller and smaller, whereby they simply become a mere point in a field of enlightenment and vitality, and then they fade away entirely, leaving only health, vitality and a field of good energy.


The Great Lie You Were Hypnotized to Believe

This Awareness indicates this new energy then becomes your Self, your living body, your Body of Light. This Awareness indicates that it will, in future readings give more of this kind of meditative activity for you to work with in your daily visualizations and meditations so that you can more easily attune to the quantum reality and enjoy becoming a conscious being rather than a mere physical being with some consciousness as an outgrowth.

This Awareness indicates that indeed, your essence in reality as a conscious being that developed a physical body is the truth, for you have been made to believe you are a physical body brought into existence by some physical quirk of accident which by some further accidental quirk, developed consciousness because of some chemical reaction in the physical accident called the body and that this consciousness ceases to continue when the body receives sufficient insult or damage.

This Awareness indicates that this is the Great Lie, and the Great Truth is that you are a consciousness creation, a creation born in consciousness that has learned to create a physical housing called the body, in which the consciousness can rest and find a home in which the consciousness can park itself, to find some kind of anchor in this dimension so that it can have an effect on the dimension through the use of that physical body, but that this consciousness is not trapped in the physical body and can come and go at will, as long as it realizes it has the freedom to come and go.

This Awareness indicates the consciousness is the owner and creator of the physical body. It has been given help by certain entities to attend and care for the physical body so that it can grow strong enough to become responsible for the care and maintenance of the physical body.


More Out-of-Body Experiences Will Occur

This consciousness, in becoming more and more aware of the use and maintenance of the physical body, can also reach a point of understanding that allows it to park the physical body somewhere and go exploring outside of the body itself, as a conscious being, so that out of body experiences can become more common and can become a useful part of one's life and behavior.

There is no reason to become trapped in a physical body, any more than there is cause to be trapped inside an automobile. If a driver is hypnotized into believing that he cannot get out of his automobile, for fear that in doing so he will be killed, the driver is likely to cling to the automobile in such a way as to become imprisoned within the automobile. Some entities have the same attitude toward their bodies. They think they cannot get out until they die. This Awareness indicates that it is important for entities to realize that the automobile was created by yourself as a conscious being; the automobile of your body, and that you do have the ability to enter and reside therein, or to leave, to park it and leave and go outside your body, traveling to other places, to other dimensions, to other planets in other galaxies if you so desire.

This Awareness wishes entities to understand that in the quantum reality, that is the reality into which science is now finally moving, toward a quantum reality; you are a conscious being first and foremost and you are a physical being secondarily and perhaps temporarily. This Awareness indicates that it is possible for you to keep the physical being going for long periods of time, much longer than ever imagined, if you care for it in the same way that an entity might care for an old automobile, restoring, repairing, maintaining, to keep it healthy and alive, to use it with respect, not to abuse it, not to misuse it, but to use it respectfully and keep it restored, repaired and maintained with proper fuel, proper nutrients, proper cleanliness and proper repairs when needed.


To Heal You Must Focus Your Attention

This Awareness suggests that entities look over this message daily when meditating, and meditate on these concepts, experiencing the Eternal Moment of Now, while also attuning to that moment and going into the body to repair with the intent and focus of consciousness to repair any damage found, to repair any areas in which pain or pollution or stagnation or weakness might be seen, by giving focus of attention, which is energy, a healing energy, to that area.

You simply focus on the area within your body that appears weak or not vibrant, that appears polluted or damaged, and by focusing on that area with your consciousness, as though you were shining a light of consciousness into that area, you will find that it is gradually being healed, while you reside in this moment of the Eternal Now.

By attuning to that moment of Now, first expanding your consciousness outward to allow that moment to become eternal, you pick up a cosmic energy. You then focus that energy toward those areas of the body that appear to be weak or inadequate or lacking in energy, and in so doing, healing begins to occur.


Practice This Meditation Daily for Rejuvenation

This Awareness indicates doing this daily, even if it is only for a few seconds will gradually begin to create a reversal of the aging destructive process that entities have been hypnotized into accepting, and you will find rejuvenation taking place. This Awareness suggests also the use of good vitamins, minerals, supplements of all kinds, enzymes, and a good healthy diet will assist in this rejuvenation, but the greater activity of rejuvenating will come from this meditation.

This Awareness suggests this meditation be practiced regularly, daily. It only requires a few seconds, 15 seconds of good quality attunement and visualization, 30 seconds, two minutes; whatever is comfortable for you, whatever allows you to do the focus and healing that is necessary.

Forget about artificial time when meditating. Attune to the Eternal Now, the moment of Now. Spread it out into the future and past in all directions. Feel yourself floating in time, floating in the Eternal Now as an immortal being.

You are immortal because there is no death. There is no end. There is only the Now, and the Now reaches forever, into infinity. And while in that floating state, focus on repairing, restoring, maintaining and nurturing your physical form. In doing this, you will reverse the aging process. You will reverse the deterioration of the body, and give new strength and new life to the cells. You may speak to the cells of your body, directing them to get rid of the poisons and toxins within themselves, and make repairs, clean house and "fix yourself up to be perfect cells within my body." Giving these directions to the cells informs them that they are to stop aging and start rejuvenating.


The Hypnosis Put Upon Mankind For Aging

They have their own consciousness and their consciousness is obedient to your higher commands. They will do that which you tell them to do. In the past you have told them to age slowly: "At 20 you are to look like 'this', to be like 'this'. At 30 you are slowing down some, but you are strong. At 40 you are becoming more weak, but you are still strong."

At 50, 60 and 70, your consciousness in the past would have told them to start shutting down. "Life is almost over. Don't do too much. It is time to begin resting." This Awareness indicates this is the hypnosis that has been put upon mankind through society, through the collective consciousness of humanity, but you are no longer part of that. You are becoming the New Being.


You Are the New Being Awakening

You are the New Being awakening, and you must tell your cells to awaken and to become something new; to become rejuvenated, vital, full of energy, cleaning up themselves inside and out. Getting rid of any toxins that have attached themselves within or without, so that the areas between the cells also are cleaned. Give these directions to the cells of your body and you will find yourself in an overall state becoming stronger, healthier and more vigorous, with youthful energies that you may not have felt for many years.

This Awareness indicates when this begins to happen, you will find also a new kind of enthusiasm. The word "enthusiasm" means "God within." The enthusiasm is because there is more life within yourself and the enthusiasm can inspire you to do things you haven't had the energy to do, or never thought you had the time to do. You will find yourself looking further into the future because you will know that you can live longer and do those things that you have given up on.

This Awareness indicates that It wishes to awaken the youth, the rejuvenating being that you truly are, providing you can turn off the hypnotic suggestion that has been given to you by society over so many years. And this Awareness sees this can be done, and It sees that this must be done by the year 2013 so that you can move into the higher dimension with others who shall develop their own New Being and their own Light Bodies."


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And this concludes the composition. 

Love, Light, and Peace, Be With You.


Exquisite!