They ARE like an abortion!

It said in the Sophia story, with the thought of creating Man, in her head, she was so excited about it that she made a mistake, tripped and fell into here, and because she had such great power, being from the imperishable Aeons, instantly out of her came a creation it said, and it was like an abortion!

Well, there's proof in this video for sure! Oooh, it's gross. Take a look at some of the deformities in it. But most of all, I had to write this blog when I saw the one picture at 4:45 of the film, when the guy is saying the words..."As the twelve cups are man made..."
     Immediately I felt there is something so grossly ugly about this. There's a picture of a head being held up with two hands, but the arms of those hands are attached to other things. The arm on the right side looks like the back of a chair and the arm on the left side looks like a long neck sticking out of the body of a person who has a short arm with a flat black hoof for a hand next to its side. It's the most freaky scene. But you can see, the entire video before that picture has all kinds of strange ugly geometrical box shapes that don't have any beauty, any symmetry to them. I had a dream a few years ago and I saw these type of strange box shaped geometrical forms all mushed together coming from the sky, landing in a building, taking it over, then trapping people inside so that alien force could eat them, their energy. So I was trapped with everyone else, but I recognized that we were and so I told everyone to hurry and start looking for a way out. The entire building was changing shape and repeating forms so that it was more difficult for us to find a way out. But someone found a hole in the ground floor and it looked like a trap door, but it was leading through a tunnel in the basement which led to the outside. Then we called the cops and had the whole place shut down, torn apart, and buried inside some huge iron boxes under ground so no one ever got hurt by them again. That's what these pictures remind me of. That dream.

And then I remembered reading the Sophia story. Because I could never imagine what a live abortion would appear to be like, it was when I saw this ugly form in that picture I realized, this would be it! It's the thought that counts. It looks like an abortion!

You have to go through the video with your curser on the start-stop button so that you can get a real good long look at some of those strange, weird artifacts they have on there. You'll be able to take in what the man is saying as, he talks very slowly and clearly.



That video was messed up by who ever put it together. This is the original narrator with the pictures to go with it. It was an Interview by Bill Ryan to Klaus Dona.


And now too I can understand how some of those, what they call "plasma" alien shapes that fly or float around in the sky too remind you of an abortion how they continuously are changing shape and nothing ever really takes shape, they never look like anything, only some hint of something, but nothing ever, really!

Strange purple Genie shoe flying around

Strange morphing silver thing in the sky

Is this a bird, plane, or strange morphing thing in the sky?

NOPE, it's a flying dolophin!

Definitely Unidentified (I don't recommend going out and summoning some demons, like the not too swift thinking Robert Bingham tells you. But whatever, do what you want to...it's your bag)

2 Balloons, one black one white, no it's 4 balloons, 2 black 2 white, nooo it's...

Imagine having thoughts in your head like those pictures look? Just observe the ELite. They're the best example to describe that kind of incident. Imagine being influenced in your head by an abortion? Go right, no left, no inside out, no outside in! No, upside out, round, all at once, everything you can think of! DO IT! NOW! Geez, I somehow feel sad for those beings, which ones? Both!

Do you know what I think the WHOLE purpose

of this Sophia story was about?

To eject the deformity, the disease, the defect.

And the first thing that happened when innocent Sophia

(got pushed by me into this place, but everyone thinks she) tripped into this

place, is that defect got ejected and is swimming throughout

this universe. When Man was created, there's no doubt He had

to deal with it. But we all know the end of the story.

Man is Victorious! He then comes back home from where he came.

The Pure Warrior of Love. Thank you

 I hope you  have enjoyed my story.

And I hope you'll come back for more and more and more

wonderful stories, because I have a brilliant mind and the stories pour

from this brilliant mind like out of a fountain, a fountain of life, wealth, richness, like they said

I have pomegranates for my temples.

But you can't mistake the parable for the face value.

You have to use your spiritual understanding to know what that means

which means you have to have your own stories too.

See how telling cool stories can get you inspired to make your own cool stories?



One big jade cup
and Twelve little jade cups.

Do you know who you're dealing with? A really big jade cup filled.

Norman Bergrun "Ringmakers Of Saturn", Project Camelot Interview

Norman Bergrun "Ringmakers Of Saturn", Project Camelot Interview.

At 46:33 in the video, when he hands her the book and shows her on the back cover the vehicle that is making those rings around the planets (this one Saturn), he's trying to describe to her how jets have that same stuff coming out of them, exhaust...the kind of stuff you see in the skies when you look up, and they're like spider webbing all over the sky. In other words, what Norman is saying when he says "things are getting critical," is that those alien vehicles out there are like flying spiders encircling planets with their webbing...and if we're not aware of it, then we'll be encased in their webbing too. Time to wake up. Knowledge is power and protection.


    

What Norman was meaning when he spoke of some woman who did remote viewing, was that her perceptions were minor. She doesn't have a clue. Those alien entities are not miners mining rocks in the rings of the planet. They are makers, such as the bloodsucking Anunnaki are god makers, making those rings around the planet in order to suck that planet dry, to feed off it. In otherwords, not minor, but major big problem! Like an insect overgrown...make some insecticide, quick!
The Ring Miners of Saturn.





Here's one of those strange cylindrical (cigar) shaped entities! But it's a minor compared to those ringmakers at Saturn. I think it's an entity not a space craft. Sure it's a vehicle, like my body is a vehicle. You've got to look at the way this thing moves! Haha. At 4:05 of the video, it looks like it got scared of the pilot looking at it, and it swims away in the sky, real fast, like the sky is water, and it's going like a fish, fast as it can away from the pilot. Look at the body, how it moves like a fish, it undulates. It's a live entity this thing. Or, it looks like it's live, anyway. Anyway, ANYWAY, I was thinking about what Norman said. And that if that's a baby, and it eats our negative energies, and that's how it grows....how soon before it starts to spin rings around our planet??? AH!!!!!



The Black Keys

                               Brothers Album


Damn.

Jesuit Conspiracy: Cruel World Disorder

Haha! The title says it all. That's what you'll find when you do some research on them. Here are some PDF books that you can save to your computer to read.

Snakes in suits...Je-Suits.

 Here are some excerpts from the 5th book, The Black Pope:
Pg 85 - "Some very remarkable circumstances occurred when the title  (Jesuits) was under dispute in Rome, during the generalship of Acquaviva, and after the death of Loyola. In the month of August 1590, Sixtus V intimated officially that The Order would not be allowed to continue if the name by which it had been known hitherto was not promptly changed. But such were the constitutions of The Order as fully authorized by a previous Pope, that even the Pope himself could not make the change. The General was therefore compelled to act. So determined was the Pope, that Acquaviva was prepared to yield. He drafted a document enforcing the required change, but scarcely had it reached the hands of the Pope for approval and inspection, when he died suddenly. Sixtus was succeeded by Cardinal Castagna who ascended the pontifical throne under the title of Urban VII. It was expected that he would be even more uncompromising than his predecessor, but he survived his elevation to the chair of Peter only eleven days. His successor, Gregory XIV was a warm friend of the Jesuits, and the remarkable death toll was closed."

Pg 129 - "Weakening the mind by exciting the imagination and subduing the will by fear, such are the means employed by these religious educators to attach children to the 'faith.'"

Pg133 - "The general opinion (of devout Roman Catholics) is that the Jesuits are the best educators in the world. If, says M. Gleize, we understand by education -simply the imparting of prepared knowledge,-  this may be true. But if we understand by education -drawing out the latent faculties of the mind and assisting the student to think for himself and cultivate his intellect- the Jesuit does not educate; he merely teaches."

Pg139 - "The only liberty which Rome allows to her children is the liberty to agree with her, and the liberty which she so loudly demands at the present day from the world at large, is liberty to take away our liberty. Rome is the only religion in the world which asks liberty in order to enforce restraint."

In other words, the Roman Catholic and Jesuit institution are nothing but a slave institution designed to create slaves and keep them in slavery to materialistic existence...to never find freedom, independence, Sovereignty. One may use matter and be fulfilled in using it, as long as one is master over matter. But when matter is master over one, that one is a slave.

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1.  Secret Plan Of The Jesuits. The Jesuit Conspiracy. The Secret Plan Of The Order; Detected And Revealed By The Abbate Leone.

2.  History Of The Jesuits: Their Origin, Progress, Doctrines, & Designs, by G. B. Nicolini

3.  History Of The Jesuits. The Jesuits; A Complete History Of Their Open & Secret Proceedings From The Foundation Of The Order To The Present Time. Told To The German People, by Theodor Griesinger

4.  Footprints Of The Jesuits, by R. W. Thompson

5.  The Black Pope. A History Of The Jesuits, by M. F. Cusack

6.  Rulers of Evil, Useful Knowledge About Governing Bodies - F. Tupper Saussy

7.  Vatican Assassins: Wounded In The House Of My Friends. The Diabolical History Of The Society Of Jesus, Including: It's Second Thirty Years' War (1914 - 1945), Its Cold War (1945 - 1989), And Its Assassination of America's First Roman Catholic President, Knight of Columbus John Fitzgerald Kennedy (1963) by Jon Phelps

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Here's an excerpt from someone's site:

The Vatican's Plot against Israel

"There is no question whatsoever that the Vatican wants Israel off the Temple Mount and that our leadership is accommodating their desire. What I have not been able to pinpoint is why. However, material sent to me appears to answer the question."

"So what am I going to do with the evidence sent to me accusing the "Society Of Jesus," whose members are known as Jesuits, of being the real power behind the CFR and of being Israel and Judaism's most vicious and successful enemy? My doubters are going to have a field day with this revelation but I am going ahead anyway. The weight of the evidence is beyond merely compelling."

Don't be fooled. They're not as tame as they look.
They're psych_ killers

(Do you notice that when you stare at the picture for a little while, you start to feel an evil vibe coming from it?)
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Here's a 14 minute video on YouTube about:

Jews Against Zionism And Rothschilds  

When you check this out, the question you should ask yourself is; "Where did Zionism come from?" (Hint: look at the picture, lol!)

BLACK

SATURN ALIEN CONNECTION

P.S. In the Croatian language, the word for the color black is  "CRN"

Here is an excerpt from Ramtha the White Book. This being, who ever he is, is excellent. Read how excellent!:

     "Live the truth you feel inside you. Live it and manifest it so that it attests to the glory of you. When you do, then you will have assessed, lived, and understood life from your point of view. And how ever you perceive it, it will ALL be right. Be your own teacher, your own savior, your own master, your own God!

     When you contemplate the simplicity of this, it will release you into the freedom to understand. Then you will not get caught up trying to determine what is true and what is not or what is real and what is illusion. When you begin to remove yourself from the (garbage) laws of religious dogma (wolves in sheeps clothing) and their beliefs, and cease striving to be another's truth, then you are free to express yourself and experience the things that YOUR soul calls you to do so you can be fulfilled in whatever knowledge and understanding you are lacking. Then through experience and emotion you, at your own individualized pace, become God, moment by moment, by moment. And where shall your eternity end? Nowhere, for you are ongoing into forever.

     When you learn that each moment you live, you are refining your own opinionated self, and when you allow yourself to do that, without guilt, without judgment of self, then one day you become the truth of all thought, the platform from which all life springs forth. But you cannot become that until you remove yourself from the collective consciousness of man - with its laws, ideals, and mass identity - and allow yourself to be the ISness of your own truth, of your own purposeful self.

     For a long time man has separated himself from his divinity by taking away all of his options and creating laws in place of them. But the winds of change are upon this plane to bring about a newness, a reckoning in everyone, an unsettling of what has been considered absolute. I am pleased you have come to be a part of it, for your life will be much more joyous from this day forth. For who are you to answer to? No one but yourself. And what is the truth? Whatever self decrees it to be, for whatever you feel, so it is; and whatever you feel, so you will become."

High Strangeness, How Some Things Fit Together.

Hello loves.

     I was reading a couple posts from the Avalon forum 2 or so days ago. The one post was about a Grand Master who was teaching positive stuff, but the people on the forum were so utterly rude to him, except for so few who were more intelligent. The guys name was Edward Alexander Maggador. The animals on that website were so disgustingly rude, they gave the excuse of their rudeness because of some guy named Charles who was there a few months earlier. But anyone who is immature and can't be responsible for their own actions is going to blame someone else, all the time!
I had remembered seeing the video years ago on YouTube when Bill first gave the interview. I didn't find it that interesting. But these folks acted like they'd been personally assaulted by him, hahahaa, so I decided to go see what the thread was all about. Same as the other one. A bunch of ignoramuses but a very few intelligent ones.

     Anyway, the subject of 33 kept coming up. The guy Charles was working under some group that called themselves the 33, or something like that. So when I finished reading that site (after awhile I was just skimming through the garbage) I went and delved back into some of the Cassiopaean material that I had copied into notepad and had in my computer. A really strange comparison was found.

In Session 5, September 30, 1994, Laura asked the Cassiopaeans some questions about good guys and bad guys. Here's an excerpt:

Q: (L) Are the Lizzies planning to take over our planet?
A: Yes.
Q: (L) Are they planning on landing and doing this openly?
A: Close.
Q: (L) Do they utilize such things as possession by dark energy forms to effect their control?
A: Yes.
Q: (L) What other groups are they in cahoots with?
A: Orions.
Q: (L) How many members are there in the Orion/Lizzie group?
A: 16.
Q: (L) Who are the good guys?  You say the Cassiopaeans are the good guys.  Who else?
A: Pleiadeans and many others.
Q: (L) How many?
A: 16.
Q: (L) Are the sides equally balanced?
A: Yes.
Q: (L) Do the good guys abduct people?
A: No. They may contact and voluntarily transport.

Well look, when you add 16 + 16 = 32
Which means plus one equals 33. So which one is missing? Could that one be "humanity"?
Now let's look at Laura's footnote about this:

"This does not refer to individuals, but to distinct "groups" or "types" of "aliens." It seems to me that there may be some "mystical" significance to this number 16.  It is, in fact, the exact number of pieces on a chess board, and the chess board has been the symbol of mystical reality for millennia.  And the game of chess is played on a board with 64 squares which is 4 times 16.  Broken down in another way, on the chessboard there are 8 "dominant" pieces and 8 pawns to each side and the number 8 will be seen to figure significantly as we go along.  Keep spiders and scorpions in mind, for example."

And if we go to the PDF  Illuminism, The Occult Force Behind Globalization, by Wes Penre, he talks about the game of chess being played by the 'powers that be.' Here's an excerpt:


Starting at page 27:

The Global Chess Game

"Have you ever felt frustrated with being forced to play a game you didn’t want to participate in? You know you have something important to do, but someone is for some reason convincing you that you have to play the game. You think to yourself; “playing Monopoly can’t possibly be more important than what I actually need to do”. You may sigh, be a little irritated and reluctantly accept, thinking you can do the important things later. However, later on when you are trying to pick up where you left out, you find that someone else is forcing you to play yet another game you don’t feel like playing. With other words, you never seem to get your things done.

Under those circumstances, at least you know that you are being pulled. How about if there was a game that you participate in, and you don’t even know it? A game in which you set no rules whatsoever, but someone else does it for you, and you are not even aware of it? The game may even be so sophisticated that you think that you are setting the rules. In this game the goal is to create total control and enslavement of the losers. This game actually exists, and I call it “Global Chess”.

Global Chess is the game where a few Elite players, the so called Illuminati or Moriah are setting the rules, being the ones who move the rest of the players on the chess board. You and I and most of the global population are the Pawns. The Illuminati are the Game Creators, who play both sides of the game, and the rest of us, players on different levels, are the pieces on the Chess Board. There is an illusion that this particular chess game has two opposite sides, black and white, but that is not so. Both the black and the white pieces have the same goal, and it doesn’t matter which side wins. Both sides are controlled by the same Masters, the Game Creators. The illusion of opposite sides in the game is only put there to make the game more interesting for the players on the chess board (or more traumatic if you want). Here we have the wars and conflicts of the world. As the Creators control both sides; whoever wins, it serves the Masters anyway.

Imagine a Chess Game that has been played since ancient times, from generation to generation, and you would have what I call “Global Chess”.

The game of Chess translates pretty well to the global scene. Most of the players on the Chess Board don’t even know that the Game Creators, who remotely and secretly move the pieces, exist. They are above the game, and the players (us) believe that we are creating the game as we go along; that is if we even know we are part of the game. Just like in chess, we can translate the pieces to different functions, to make the analogy more visualized: " ...

... "If we expand this analogy, we can see that even the Kings and Queens are not the decision makers. Even they answer to the Game Creators, who pull the strings and move the pieces. The higher up in the hierarchy of the Chess Game, the more careful the Game Creators are to protect their players, but if necessary, they can still sacrifice them. However, they are treated with more respect than for example the Pawns. Not always do the Kings and Queens know who the Game Creators are.

With this still in mind we can take a look at the world situation. Now we hopefully see that we are all stuck in a game we did not create, but somewhere along the line we agreed to play in; consciously or unconsciously. Although I call it Global Chess the Illuminati call it the New World Order. The game has come creeping upon us through the eons, and we, the players, have been created and played with, little by little, bit by bit, in an effort to create a game where the players are not aware they are part of it. If the players had their own ideas of how the game should be played, the Game Creators would have a harder time to win – and win they must; otherwise, if they lose, the game itself will hit them hard – very hard, and they don’t want that to happen, of course. Therefore they have to be brutal and ruthless to avoid us players to understand the real meaning of the game.

How do you create a game where the pieces and players are not aware of, that a game is going on? Well, it is quite tricky and it takes a long, long time to accomplish a checkmate in a game like that (it has taken thousands of years to come this far). The Creators definitely would like it to be over and done much faster, but that would jeopardize their own safety. The players (and the players are many in numbers) can easily outdo the Creators or the game, if the players take control over the game. There is a chance this would happen, especially when the outcome of the game is contrary to what the pieces and players of the game want. The Creators need to be very careful and covert. The best thing is to hide and be as invisible as possible, or pretend their role in the game is different from what it really is. Therefore they keep a very low profile, and even dedicate themselves to charity (many of them are philanthropists) to balance their evil and to fool the players in the game. When the Rooks and the Bishops are attacked by the Pawns, the Creators have taught the Bishops to save the game by referring to the illusion of good that the Game Creators are doing on a daily basis, while the evil purpose of the game is well hidden behind this front illusion. This will fool the majority of the pieces, and those who don’t easily get fooled will be ridiculed by the other players, and shown “proof” that the players on the higher levels of the hierarchy are doing good things that benefit the lower levels; “proof” implanted by those who don’t want the truth to be known.

Now, the Game Creators are not stupid. They know that when so many pieces and players are part of the game (and they need to control them all), there are always a few players who will not follow the rules of the game, and there will be those who don’t want to play anymore and who start opposing the game. This is not acceptable, because although the game is complicated and there are games within games, all those chess games need to have the same goals and outcome. We are not allowed to change the rules without permission from the Creators, and we can definitely not quit and/or go against the rules. This was another hard thing for the Creators to prevent and think of a solution for. So they brainstormed about it, knowing it would take too much of their time and effort to take care of those “rebellions” themselves, especially as the Creators still are outnumbered. The rebellions could be dangerous to the game in the long run. However, the brainstorming had a brilliant outcome. The Creators decided to let the players police each other, so everybody could be “kept in check”. To be able to accomplish this, the players need to be lied to constantly, and deceived regularly. It also means that it is very important that no one – not even the Top Players of the game (the Kings, Queens, and the Bishops), know the truth – only the Creators. So by implanting an illusion of reality (done via media) and hiding all information that would jeopardize the outcome of the game, the few could beat the many. Even better, why not reverse everything? Say that good is evil and evil is good! This way the Creators, who don’t have the players’ best interest in mind, can be the good guys, and those who oppose the game can be the bad guys. Brilliant! The Creators were pretty satisfied with themselves and implemented those new ideas into the game.

It worked beyond expectations! For a while...

Suddenly they noticed that the players had too much time at their convenience, which created a problem. Too many players had too much time to think, and lo and behold! If this would continue, too many players could come together and destroy the game!!! New brainstorming, new brilliant ideas ... The Creators need to keep the players real busy with playing the game, and give them basically no time to do anything else than playing. This means they had to change the rules a little bit, so the players became so busy playing the game which they didn’t know they were playing that they had no time to think.

The Creators also noticed, much to their satisfaction, that even though more and more players started finding out that something was wrong, they didn’t do anything to change the rules or oppose the game. Why? Because they had no time! A few players, who did not have the time either, took the time anyway and started informing and educating the rest on what was actually going on, and told them about the game that only a few want to play. Those “rebellious Pawns” thought it would be an easy thing to educate the rest to leave the game and be free to do whatever they wanted to, but to their surprise they noticed that the contrary was true. Many players could no longer see the truth even if it was pointed out to them. They were so well policed by other players to believe differently; they were scared what other players would think; they were afraid of being ridiculed, so they in their turn started attacking the rebellious, who wanted everybody to be free and happy. Other players could see that the rebellious were right, but they were so busy playing the game that they had no time to care. Others had been taught that if they leave the game, bad things will happen and they will not survive. So they figured it would be much easier to play it safe and keep things the way they are, and obedience to the game should keep them out of trouble."
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Isn't a chess board "black" & "white" ?  
Sort of like "devils" & "angels" ?

Think about it. If there are a group of 33 who Charles spoke to Bill Ryan about in the interview, who are supposedly 'ruling' over us in secret, and Laura heard from the Cassiopaeans that there are 16 on each side of the 'dark' and 'light' side of the extraterrestrials....and Wes Penre in his book Illuminism talks about a Global Chess Game being played on humanity at their expense...then what do you think that means?

I see...
the Vatican, who holds the Black Pope who is a Jesuit, is behind all the manipulations of Zionists, Cabal, Jews, is where the so-called hidden 'powers that be' hide. Strung along by insane alien influence, this being, the Black Pope, and those under that one, are responsible for continuing the crimes against humanity. In other words, even the Rothschild's are being manipulated by the Black Pope. First it starts with the Black, then it moves to the Red, then the Orange, then the Yellow. Yellow as we all know is a representative color of the Solar Plexus region, which represents the POWER of Will in mankind. If nothing other than a parable, it definitely describes how this black pope influence has been working to get to that center of man, because that to them represents power. But the thing is, lower life forms don't understand true power...which is what the Black Pope and Jesuits are, lower life forms.

Hitler Was Very Intelligent, But Mass Media Deceived Us About The Truth.

THE 'RACE NATION' DECLARES WAR ON GERMANY

"There is only one power which really counts. The power of political pressure. We Jews are the most powerful people on earth, because we have this power, and we know how to apply it." -- Jewish Daily Bulletin, July 27th, 1935

Adolf Hitler's election to chancellorship marked the beginning of the end of presumptuous and unregulated Jewish influence in German affairs. A nation without a homeland, a nation whose frontiers are decided by its racial genes and which maintains its nationhood whilst existing among host nations, cannot countenance the existence of a state that excludes them. To the 'race nation' all other countries are a legitimate homeland, the denial of which threatens their existence. To the Jewish Diaspora, the world's most powerful trading and political bloc, Hitler's election meant interruption and interference with the world's commercial and political cohesion in which they are heavily involved. Furthermore, he stood alone and defiant against the tidal wave of Jewish organised Communism then sweeping all before it. The Communists had seized Russia and were at the bottom of civil unrest and revolution throughout eastern Europe; Britain, France, -- the Spanish Civil War -- the British dominions and the United States. Germany alone repelled and held in check this tidal wave of subversion and insurrection."
(Continued in this link)

WITNESS TO HISTORY a book by Michael Walsh

You know how the mass media is ruled and run by the (zionist cabal criminal) elite? Well, do you think they're going to tell us the truth about what is REALLY HAPPENING?

No, of course not. In fact, they are going to literally HIDE the truth from us so that we can be led like dumb animals by them. Listen to what Hitler says in this video. You'll see!







Do you wonder now why the cabal keeps everything secret? Because it's against the people. They don't care about America or any other country. They deceive everyone because of their gluttony to rule over the entire planet. Hitler isn't hiding anything. They are hiding what Hitler is saying so they can deceive you about their own actions against you as a human being and your rights as a living being. They don't want you to have time to rest, to look inside, to think, to develop your capabilities. They just want you as a slave to them! Simple. Wake up.

The war is not over. Get rid of Monsanto's who are poisoning the world's food supply, and people's minds. Get rid of the criminals who put a bomb under the water near Japan to cause an earthquake/ tsunami so radiation could poison the water, land, food supply. Get rid of them. Wake up!

(The "archons" -zionists, greedy ignorant men, had cornered Germany because it had become Sovereign, and the other countries were following in step, becoming Sovereign. That's why they were attacked. The criminals didn't want them setting the example of Sovereignty to the rest of the world. That is why they destroyed the name of Hitler in the eyes of the world with all their lies, so that no one ever found out what was really happening, because then they would also follow suit and throw the cabal out of their countries.)

VIDEO:   Zionist Jew converts to Catholicism and exposes Jewish Conspiracy 
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So I have this book at home that I just started reading, "Hitler's War" by David Irving
I did a little search on David Irving just to see what I was going to be reading, whether it was an impartial author or an indoctrinated one. It turns out he's a truth seeker! When you read Wikipedia about him, it looks like they're trying to denigrate him subtly. But it does tell us what we need to know also. Here are some quotes from it:

David Irving - Wikipedia

"David John Cawdell Irving (born 24 March 1938) is an English Holocaust denier and author who has written many books on the military and political history of World War II"

"Irving described his childhood in an interview with the American writer Ron Rosenbaum as: "Unlike the Americans, we English suffered great deprivations...we went through childhood with no toys. We had no kind of childhood at all. We were living on an island that was crowded with other people's armies." Irving went on to claim to Rosenbaum that his negationist views about World War II dated to his childhood, particularly due to his objections to the way Adolf Hitler was portrayed in the British media during the war. Irving asserted that his "sceptical" views about the Third Reich were rooted in his doubts about the cartoonist caricatures of Hitler and the other Nazi leaders published in the British wartime press."

"Irving's time as editor of the Carnival Times, a student rag mag, was controversial because of the contents of a "secret supplement" he added to the magazine. This supplement contained an article in which he called Hitler the "greatest unifying force Europe has known since Charlemagne", though Irving deflected criticism by characterising the Carnival Times as "satirical". He also stated that "the formation of a European Union is interpreted as building a group of superior peoples, and the Jews have always viewed with suspicion the emergence of any 'master-race' (other than their own, of course)". Opponents also saw a cartoon in the supplement as racist and criticised another article in which Irving wrote that the British press was owned by Jews."

"Irving claimed that the plane crash which killed Polish government in exile leader General Władysław Sikorski in 1943 was really an assassination ordered by Winston Churchill, so as to enable Churchill to betray Poland to the Soviet Union."

"In 1968, he published Breach of Security, an account of German reading of messages to and from the British Embassy in Berlin before 1939 with an introduction by the British historian D.C. Watt. As a result of Irving's success with Dresden, members of Germany's extreme right wing assisted him in contacting surviving members of Hitler's inner circle. In an interview with the American journalist Ron Rosenbaum, Irving claimed to have developed sympathies towards them. Many ageing former mid- and high-ranked Nazis saw a potential friend in Irving and donated diaries and other material. Irving described his historical work to Rosenbaum as an act of "stone-cleaning" of Hitler, in which he cleared off the "slime" that he felt had been unjustly applied to Hitler's reputation."

"He portrayed Hitler as a rational, intelligent politician, whose only goal was to increase Germany's prosperity and influence on the continent, and who was constantly let down by incompetent and/or treasonous subordinates. Irving's book faulted the Allied leaders, most notably Winston Churchill, for the eventual escalation of war, and claimed that the German invasion of the Soviet Union in 1941 was a "preventive war" forced on Hitler to avert an alleged impending Soviet attack. He also claimed that Hitler had no knowledge of the Holocaust; while not denying its occurrence, Irving claimed that Heinrich Himmler and his deputy Reinhard Heydrich were its originators and architects. Irving made much of the lack of any written order from Hitler ordering the Holocaust, and for decades afterward offered to pay £1000 to anyone who could find such an order."

"The second book was Uprising!, about the 1956 revolt in Hungary, which Irving characterised as "primarily an anti-Jewish uprising", supposedly because the Communist regime was itself controlled by Jews. Irving's depiction of Hungary's Communist regime as a Jewish dictatorship oppressing Gentiles..."

"Irving put a copy of Hitler's "Prophecy Speech" of 30 January 1939, promising the "annihilation of the Jewish race in Europe" if "Jewish financiers" started another world war, onto his wall."

"In a 1986 speech in Australia Irving argued that photographs of Holocaust survivors and dead taken in early 1945 by Allied soldiers were proof that the Allies were responsible for the Holocaust, not the Germans. Irving claimed that the Holocaust was not the work of Nazi leaders, but rather of "nameless criminals", and claimed that "these men [who killed the Jews] acted on their own impulse, their own initiative, within the general atmosphere of brutality created by the Second World War, in which of course Allied bombings played a part." In another 1986 speech, this time in Atlanta, Irving claimed that "historians have a blindness when it comes to the Holocaust because like Tay-Sachs disease it is a Jewish disease which causes blindness."

"As to what evidence further led Irving to believe that the Holocaust never occurred, he cited The Leuchter report by Fred A. Leuchter, which claimed there was no evidence for the existence of homicidal gas chambers at the Auschwitz concentration camp. Irving said in a 1999 documentary about Leuchter: "The big point [of the Leuchter report]: there is no significant residue of cyanide in the brickwork. That's what converted me. When I read that in the report in the courtroom in Toronto, I became a hard-core disbeliever". In addition, Irving was influenced to embrace Holocaust denial by the American historian Arno J. Mayer's 1988 book, Why Did the Heavens Not Darken?, which did not deny the Holocaust, but claimed that most of those who died at Auschwitz were killed by disease; Irving saw in Mayer's book an apparent confirmation of Leuchter's and Zündel's theories about no mass murder at Auschwitz."

" In his foreword to the British edition of Leuchter's book, Irving wrote that "Nobody likes to be swindled, still less where considerable sums of money are involved". The alleged swindle was the reparations money totalling 3 billion DM paid by the Federal Republic of Germany to Israel between 1952–1966 for the Holocaust. Irving described the reparations as being "essentially in atonement for the 'gas chambers' of Auschwitz", which Irving called a "myth" that would "not die easily". In his foreword, Irving praised the "scrupulous methods" and "integrity" of Leuchter."

"In a pamphlet Irving published in London on 23 June 1989 Irving made the "epochal announcement" that there was no mass murder in the gas chambers at the Auschwitz death camp. Irving labelled the gas chambers at Auschwitz a "hoax", and writing in the third person declared that he "has placed himself [Irving] at the head of a growing band of historians, worldwide, who are now sceptical of the claim that at Auschwitz and other camps were 'factories of death', in which millions of innocent people were systematically gassed to death". Boasting of his role in criticising the Hitler diaries as a forgery in 1983, Irving wrote "now he [Irving] is saying the same thing about the infamous 'gas chambers' of Auschwitz, Treblinka and Majdanek. They did not exist – ever – except perhaps as the brainchild of Britain's brilliant wartime Psychological Warfare Executive."

"In a 1995 speech, Irving claimed that the Holocaust was a myth invented by a "world-wide Jewish cabal" to serve their own ends."

AND

Holocaust denial in the Arab world

"Denials of the Holocaust have been promoted by various Middle Eastern figures and media. Holocaust denial is sponsored by some Middle Eastern governments, including Iran and Syria. Prominent Arab figures from the Middle East have rarely made publicized visits to Auschwitz—Israel's Arab community being the exception. In 2010, Hadash MK Mohammed Barakeh visited, following a previous visit of two other Arab-Israeli lawmakers, and a group of about 100 Arab-Israeli writers and clerics in 2003. Individuals from the Syrian government, the Palestinian Authority, and a number of Palestinian groups have all engaged in various aspects of Holocaust denial. In 2006 Robert Satloff writing in The Washington Post, reported that "A respected Holocaust research institution recently reported that Egypt, Qatar and Saudi Arabia all promote Holocaust denial and protect Holocaust deniers." Hamas leaders have promoted Holocaust denial; Abdel Aziz al-Rantissi held that the Holocaust never occurred, that Zionists were behind the action of Nazis, and that Zionists funded Nazism. A press release by Hamas in April 2000 decried "the so-called Holocaust, which is an alleged and invented story with no basis". In August 2009, Hamas refused to allow Palestinian children to learn about the Holocaust, which it called "a lie invented by the Zionists" and referred to Holocaust education as a "war crime".

Holocaust denial in Iran

"Former Iranian President Mahmoud Ahmadinejad frequently denied the Holocaust."
"In a December 2005 speech, Ahmadinejad said that a legend was fabricated and had been promoted to protect Israel. He said:

"They have fabricated a legend, under the name of the Massacre of the Jews, and they hold it higher than God himself, religion itself and the prophets themselves.... If somebody in their country questions God, nobody says anything, but if somebody denies the myth of the massacre of Jews, the Zionist loudspeakers and the governments in the pay of Zionism will start to scream."

Further Reading:

        The 'Jew' World Order Unmasked

         A Comprehensive History of Zionist Crimes

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"These declarations of war against what was undeniably a friendly state and a democratically elected government, caused the German people to react by calling for a one day boycott (April 1st, 1933) of Jewish businesses and goods."

     A ONE day boycott against those Jewish businesses by the Germans, because the Jews were ignorant that they were being used as puppets. They were programmed right into the Jesuits/evil aliens plans. So the spiritual understanding of this one day, April first, by the way, that's the day I was born on, is the key to understanding the beauty of the people as Sovereigns asking for help in this situation. Which is what we are here doing. Helping. There is no such thing as time. Let's get past that thing called time, and realize we are all together in Spirit, in Mind, all throughout everything ALLways. That's how we connect to one another. It's called telepathy or something like that in the English language.

I mean, those Jews were slaughtering the Germans with their boycotting of them, and manipulated the others to do the same. They were all puppets. The German's on the other hand were deeply spiritual and honorable people who knew deeper truths. The puppeted ones knew nothing apart from surface appearances....that's why it was so easy to use them.

To the Vatican: NO Forgiveness. Just GET OUT!

We don't want and don't need your political church on or in this land called Earth. GET OUT!

Here is an excerpt from Benjamin Fulford's site, last week:

"It is also worth noting that on last Friday, the 13th, the Vatican released documents that had been suppressed for 700 years showing the Knights Templars were innocent. Friday the 13th has been considered an unlucky day ever since King Philip IV of France and Pope Clement V ordered and had hundreds of Templars rounded up and jailed on Friday, October 13th, 1307."

In this article, Ben says how the Vatican is begging the people for forgiveness so that it can continue its nefarious business. I say, NO forgiveness. Just GET OUT!

Ben Fulford Anouncement Posted March 17, 2015

In this excerpt from this video below, you can hear Bob Dean talking about what kind of situation the so-called 'church' has been involved in, which they have kept from the people, and which most certainly has been going on way before the date he mentions, after all, religion was created by the archons to lead people off the true path of their heart and mind, and led them to only obey the church and don't ask any questions...

Project Camelot: Twilight of the Old Boys Network
and this shorter version of same interview
The Anunnaki met with our leaders in 1954 says Retired, Command Sergeant Major, Robert O. Dean!

"Among the group that greeted the Anunnaki in 1954 at Wilrock(?), which is now Edwards Air force Base, there was an Archbishop from Los Angeles by the name of Mike McIntyre. McIntyre had been invited to be present when they landed, to meet them, because I thought, well, somebody ought to be representing the church here, you know? And they brought old McIntyre over from L.A., to Moorock(?). And they were there for 2 days, and these guys (pointing up to the sky) scared the shit out of everybody with their technology. And they talked openly. The two hovered over the runway for two days! just (moves hand up and down) never landed, I mean no legs or nothin, they just hovered over the damned runway. It's all on film. But the other guys came out, landed right in front of the hangar and got out and went over and, you know, shook hands and whatever, I don't know what the hell they did. McIntyre was present because I had invited him. Well after it was all over, after the second day, you guys get back in their ship and off they go...our intelligence people got a hold of McIntyre and says, 'now archbiship, you gotta understand something, you can't talk about anything that you've seen.'
'Oh, I understand.'
'Archbiship, this is beyond top secret, you can't say a word about what we had just experienced here.'
'Oh yes, I know.'
So the old bastard gets on a plane, takes off and flies back towards the east. They brought his plane down in Chicago and said to him again. 'Archbishop we have to make you understand, you can't talk about any of this.'
'Oh yes, yes, I understand.'

So McIntyre gets back on his plane, flies to New York, flies to Rome and greets the pope, because his first authority, his first responsibility, was not to Washington, or to the President or to the Constitution, it was to 'his holiness.' And the pope, the pope he briefed(?) was highest to twelve(?). So siv(?) has existed since 1954. And there have been reports again and again and again that several of the popes had entertained some of (pointing to the sky) them, privately in their chambers, there at the Vatican!"

                                    

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P.S. And since this other excerpt out of Ben's article goes with the post below...let's take a look! That Estonian person sure knew what they were talking about. So listen up!

           "The pentagon has also released to various truth news sites information that Israel’s Benyamin Netanyahu has long been a top boss of the war with Iran faction. Here is something they recorded him saying about his plot in 1990:

” If we get caught, they will just replace us with persons of the same cloth. So it doesn’t matter what you do. America is the golden cow and we will suck it dry chop it up and sell it off piece by piece by piece until there is nothing left but the world’s largest welfare state that we will create and control. Why? Because it’s gods will and America is big enough to take the hit and survive so we can do it again and again and again. This is what we do to countries that we hate, destroy them very slowly and make the people suffer for refusing to be our slaves.”
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From The Nag Hammadi Library, The Gospel of Philip

"This world is a corpse-eater. All the things eaten in it themselves die also. Truth is a life-eater. Therefore no one nourished by truth will die. It was from that place that Jesus came and brought food. To those who so desired, he gave life, that they might not die."



"For so long as the root of wickedness is hidden, it is strong. But when it is recognized, it is dissolved. When it is revealed, it perishes. That is why the Word says, "Already the axe is laid at the root of the trees" (Mt 3:10). It will not merely cut - what is cut sprouts again - but the ax penetrates deeply, until it brings up the root. Jesus pulled out the root of the whole place, while others did it only partially. 

As for ourselves, let each one of us dig down after the root of evil which is within one, and let one pluck it out of one's heart from the root. It will be plucked out if we recognize it. But if we are ignorant of it, it takes root in us and produces its fruit in our heart. It masters us. We are its slaves. It takes us captive, to make us do what we do not want; and what we do want, we do not do. It is powerful because we have not recognized it. While it exists it is active. Ignorance is the mother of all evil. Ignorance will result in death, because those who come from ignorance neither were nor are nor shall be. [...] will be perfect when all the truth is revealed. 

For truth is like ignorance: while it is hidden, it rests in itself, but when it is revealed and is recognized, it is praised, inasmuch as it is stronger than ignorance and error. It gives freedom. The Word said, "If you know the truth, the truth will make you free" (Jn 8:32). Ignorance is a slave. Knowledge is freedom. If we know the truth, we shall find the fruits of the truth within us. If we are joined to it, it will bring our fulfillment."

An Estonian's Point of View. Funny. Read.

I've been reading a couple posts up on some forum. This was such a funny response, and so sensible, hahaha, I just loved it. I'll share it with you. The person is from Estonia, so don't mind the different language. Goes by the name,  ngogly

Re: THE RULERS OF THE WORLD: a new Project Avalon video interview

Thank you Bill. It was valuable information, but not in ordinary way. To be clear, this interview was total joke to me.

Why?
It contained no useful information, only new type of propaganda. This interview had no focus, subject jumped like a ball of ping-pong. We already know that whistle blower industry produces 90+% of crap, even Discovery channels are full of triangular UFO's and the most stupid can predict that food is primary resource. Every time question intended a clear answer – interview jumped to new subject.

Which propaganda?
Bill is so brilliant, that elite wasn't capable to handle it. They hired the best man, but Bill turned him from enemy to whistle blower. In Bill's shoes I'd like it a much.

There is couple of leitmotifs in this interview:
1) Though elite seems to be cruel and corrupted to us, actually they do right thing and there is no alternative to that. Very important new theme and good way to hijack resistance. It happened before with nature lovers. They were turned in to green terrorists who help to separate man and nature.
2) Elite is so all-powerful that we have no chance, the smartest thing to do is go with them.
3) They are magical 33, no identity, no clues. So stop to blame free masons, politicians, jews and so on, we have new enemy – 33.
4) Test for reaction. If successful then show have continuation, else new script will be written. Some themes for future conferences were introduced like thing from moon, space as ocean and creatures in it, 30/70 thing ...

About Charles
Men who struggles to express himself verbally can't be a elites intelligent problem solver. It can be good driver or assassin.

Without “proper blood”, education and without social skills the “special” ability to act quickly in critical situations isn't useful for any elite. Why? Because they, the members of elite, make decisions and policies and make quick decisions if needed. The workers are just expected to act accordingly. So by description and by verbal expression Charles should be good for military.

In real life
From my experiences working with people for government and international organizations:
1) Stupid or hones people can move up the ladder but always end up as upper-middle level managers. This is maximum level for people called useful idiots.
2) To become an insider no one offers money to you nor makes sinister proposals. You must be smart enough to understand what they want and please masters, then you will be promoted. Sadly it imply to be sociopath and skilful criminal. Higher positions require you to have some dark secret like pedophilia – guarantee for your loyalty.
3) To be insider in any criminal or secret/closed organization you must have a long history of proven qualities which exclude the chance to become next whistle blower.
4) Workers have no idea what insiders really think and can't whistle or fart any useful information.

In truth seekers world we must isolate two different directions. Real, sometimes boring work to identify malfunctions in our society and joyful esoteric digging.

From first side let be honest, it all goes down to jewish culture. People who truly believe being real humans. They call us animals and zionist influence in the world is their biggest secret. They were first money makers and collected wealth helped them to corrupt other areas. They are behind “goy” management religion called christianity. They were able to infiltrate lot of organizations in history and corrupt them. Europe conquered America and East is taken over by money.

Now we have zionists behind the money. Money is behind politics, media, wars, food and pharma. Of course there is lot of inner fights too, because those in top, are way from being normal humans.

It is really so simple, but they do not want us to acknowledge it. They do anything to keep this simple truth hidden. By this reason we are entertained with countless esoteric stories. Yes life exists in space, yes we may have aliens behind zionists, yes ..., yes ... But those stories are not important for our future.

Before revealing natures secrets or finding unedited version of history, we must to stop accepting aristocracy in any form (royalty, elite, ascended masters, messiah, aliens, opinion leaders, truth tellers) and do it without destroying civilization we rely on. We must to become individuals who interact with other individuals and stop to be a cattle.

Strange observation
Current planet runners, in some unknown reason to me, always say what they are planning to do, people just watch and hear but do not understand. They talk about ideas of founding fathers, economic success, better management, guided something and so on. It is all true but founding fathers were corrupt, we are part of economy as commodity, better for them and guided by them. Next time listen and do not assume that they talk from your perspective.

We are allowed to grow cows for milk and meat. We are not allowed to do this with humans. Why? Because cow has no understanding of this process. Maybe this is the answer to our problem - stop to be a cow.

Hahahahahaaaaa.... hilarious
          (in other words, stop being like a cow that has no understanding)

Today: Supermoon, New Moon, Solar Eclipse & Spring Solstice

Note! :  You don't need to join, because it's not showing up there. Just go here:

http://live.slooh.com/stadium/live/the-total-solar-eclipse-of-2015

Here are some pictures I got from it on Twitter: https://twitter.com/BelialithBlack

  Well I'm glad I slept all day so that I woke up at 12 this Friday morning. I just found out there's going to be a solar eclipse on the first day of Spring! But, we won't be able to see it on this side of the planet. Other parts will. So they have this place called Slooh.com and they'll be filming it live for us.

Event Countdown

Slooh, Community Observatory -- The Total Solar Eclipse of 2015
Event starts Fri Mar. 20,  2015 at 4:30 am EDT

USA Today: Freaky Friday -- Solar Eclipse, Supermoon, Spring Equinox

I think you have to join Sloo to watch it though. I just did. It's only $1.00 for the month, right now.

"Thank you for joining Slooh!

You’ll land in the Slooh Clubhouse which is where members socialise and share images and knowledge. You may want to start here where you’ll find links to short videos showing you how-to use Slooh. You’ll also see countdowns on the Clubhouse homepage to our upcoming members-only shows."

PICTURES!!!

Here, in Windsor Ontario Canada, the Spring Solstice Solar Eclipse was at exactly 6:13 AM. That's when the moon covered the sun entirely.

This is the end of the solar eclipse:

Pictures From the Past

 I wish myspace hadn't done what it did. I had so many posts up there but I don't know what happened when they made the changeover, did they delete them? But they left the pictures. Geez louize.

 https://myspace.com/session10/mixes/classic-pictures-from-the-past-463304/photo/194840473

The name was Ultra-Black. And then my little sister Rosy had joined it. She's the first one on the friend list, and she's not there anymore. I wonder who changed her picture, because it wasn't that picture when she left (passed away), so someone was messing around there. I don't know. So what. That's the past.

Oh no, I remember now. She changed it. There are only three pictures in her folder. She called herself by the nickname "Bitter Sweet." Geez, when I first heard that name I wondered. I had to ask her about it, and so she told me the story of how her life has been. I guess people pick nicknames that remind them of their life. Like I for example had an experience one night as I went to lay in bed. Suddenly I was looking deep deep deep into an abyss. Everything was all black, pure black...and it felt expaaaaaaansive....really wide, deep, high. Hm hmhmhm. It was weird. And then I saw something moving in the middle of it, from the bottom. My eyes were immediately there because there was nothing else in all that blackness. So I watched. And it moved toward me. It was moving in a straight line, at the same speed all the way. Then when it was closer, I thought it was a cut-off head! I thought I might get scared and look away, but I was so curious because I had never seen anything like this before so I thought, what the hell, keep looking. As it moved closer toward me I saw that it only had looked like a cut-off head because it was wearing black which matched all the rest of the blackness in that place. Then all of a sudden she was close enough for me to see that it was me! AH! I was so freaked out! I never saw a twin of myself before. But this was real life like, but boy she looked scary. She had like a soft bluish tinge to her face, and her eyes were up in her head as she moved up toward me from way down below, haha, and it looked intimidating. She had like what appeared to be lightning in her face, really scary. I don't know how to describe it but she had like little squiggly bluish veins that looked like lightning, but weren't really noticeable, it was just that she presented such a formidable presence, and it appeared she was coming to attack me...so when she was about 6 meters away from me I jumped up in my bed. The strangest thing. And the strangest thing was that when I lay down, I must have been on my side or on my back, but when I had laid down on the pillow, it was like I was face into the pillow because I was looking down. Down into that abyss. So when I jumped up, I just sat up in my bed. But that wasn't all. I sat there and saw her standing in my bedroom at the window, she had tears like that had been streaming down her face, but no sign of crying by the facial features. She just stood there. And that's when I figured she must be protecting me from Seven, because this being appeard in my life when I was wanting to know what it meant in the bible when it said that God threw Lucifer out of heaven, and I wondered why a loving God would do something like that. So that's when he appeared in my life, and I had to find out for myself what really happened. But anyway...he was making me fall in love with him and I didn't want to. So I was imaging all kinds of mean things to keep him away from me. Like ugly things. But I couldn't do anything. So that's when she showed up. So I figured she was here to help me. She did. He eventually stopped harassing me. But yea. Ultra-Black. There were many other strange visions and even dreams that I had which all fit into the same 'scene.'

What a strange life I live. Oh yea, and, when I read G. I. Gurdjieff's book "Beelzebub's Tales To His Grandson" I liked it so much, that when myspace changed over and I couldn't post anymore stuff over there, I came here and opened up a new blog. So I took the idea from Gurdjieff's book and named my blog Belialith's Tales. It was Molly and Rosy my two sisters who read some book called "Angelique & The Demon" by Golon the author, and they both told me that there was a character in the book which reminded them of me, and they told me I should read the book. But I was never interested in romance novels so I didn't bother, until one day, Rosy was telling me about it and I decided if my sisters both read it and both thought the same thing, then I guess I ought to take a look at it. So it was the name Belialith from that book that I used. I mean, you can only use things out of your own life that you express with, you know? So that's why everyone is really known by what they express. You can get a hint from a person by their nickname and those little stories in the symbols. But you really have to ask the person questions if  you're going to find out the meaning behind them. Nevertheless, you don't have to question everything. Sometimes it's just given to you, like I just did.

Alright. Some spirit being suggested I put some pictures up
since they aren't viewable by clicking the link. And I got all them from the site
in my computer. So, here some are:

In these pictures, I explained in the other site, that I went on a ski-doing trip to Michigan with Tim, and at that time he was a bi-polar personality, but he's no more that, as he healed. So when we were in the hotel room, he had a fit. Hahaha. He had a temper tantrum. He was so angry that he jumped on the bed and started jumping up and down on it for a few times. I just kept myself together and very strongly because I could have argued, but seeing the situation was not worth any action on my part, I just stopped everything inside me and kept in perfect control. I could do nothing else. I was in a foreign country, I had come with him, I couldn't even step out the door as I didn't know this place, so all I could do is sit there calmly and allow him his expression until he was through. So the next day, he went ski-doing and I just stayed in. I was putting make-up on because it's an artwork and it helps me to do art when I'm hmhm, you know, in a situation that's uncomfortable. So I decided to take some photos of my face when I was done, to see how the make-up turned out in the pictures. When I brought the film home and had it produced, I told the lady at the counter that there was something wrong with the photos, that it looked like some specks of black must have fallen onto the film and produced imperfections. The lady said there was nothing wrong with the films processing, that everything turned out correctly. So I took a deeper look at the pictures and noticed that it only showed up in the eyes. So I started to study it and realized that in the order of the pictures, the brown of my eyes were the first shot, then the next picture I could see some black specks in them, and in the next picture they were all black. That is when I remembered I had read about this thing called "animal magnetism." It's something that happens when a cat freezes a mouse in front of its eyes so that it could catch it. Also, when a person who is going up in front of a lot of people to do a speech or something, their eyes also can turn black. But what's really happening is that the person whose eyes are turning black is that they are holding themselves in such great self-control that this essence fills their whole being. No one could guess what is going on in the person, because that person has taken all that activity within, and shut it down, so that they could function more balancedly on their surface. So that's what those pictures were all about.

Then a short while later while I was in Windsor, I was at a local bar where I was socializing with the people there. Then I was talking to this tall big black guy and as I was looking into his eyes, I saw the whole process take place. Suddenly there was this black liquid that seeped into his iris of the eyes. Each eye was individual, the black stuff seeped in differently in each iris. Then it filled them all up and his eyes were pure black. I didn't say anything to him because I knew what was happening. He too, for some reason, had to have great self-control then. Weird stuff, how life teaches you when you want to learn. That's how I knew what I saw in my eyes was exactly what I had supposed.

Here are a couple more pictures that Tim took of me and a fellow we had met and liked because he was a resident of the area and was telling us all about the place etc. So we befriended him. In this picture you can see that my eyes had also turned pure black.

I don't know much about the process, but it seems to me it lasts a few days. So I suppose that the internal mechanism is at work processing all that stuff you've chosen to limit within. Sort of like, when Christ teaches you to love one another, and a person comes along and digs right into you like a rude beast with cruel words, but you choose not to respond to them with an instinctive self-protection of your ego, but instead you choose to withdraw that deep into yourself and respond instead intelligently and carefully, lovingly in other words. That would be when that "animal magnetism" appears, sort of like a cat in front of a mouse, so that the beast in front of you ceases to continue and changes their attitude. (Of Mice & Men by John Steinbeck). So that would be a natural self-protection, those black eyes. Hahaha. Black eyes. Like being punched in the eye balls. Hahaha!

Anyway, here are some more pictures from that myspace site that is no more.

Rosy, Molly, Mary. Sisters