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Friday, January 30, 2015

Dr. Corrado Malanga Removes Alien Abductions From Persons

In this video he uses the technique he/his staff created, to remove alien abductions permanently from people.

19-IT Lumen 2/2 - Alien abduction -TCTD by Corrado Malanga - Hypnosis  


Here is a Regression Of Bill Hermann's Abduction. In it the hypnotist asks him what they look like and he replies they look like fetuses, large fetuses.

Human and Animal Abduction

Alien Abductions and Human Mutilations

Grey Aliens, their Origins and Agenda

Tony Topping and Nigel Kerner. These two have voices like velvet. Very pleasant to listen to. And the story behind the voices is very important. Have a listen.

Who Are The Aliens? Who Is Cosmic Awareness? What Do They Want From Us?

Right from the get-go of reading the book "Lessons of Enlightenment" by Cosmic Awareness, I get an iffy feeling. There are many things unresolved when I look at it. That is why I wrote in my last post to be careful, to not jump in wholeheartedly, because there are aspects missing, and it seems like they are being purposely hidden. I don't like that. I like straight-forward honest communication. After all, that is the way of the Spirit. To be true. True from one's own self, and the other, true from their own self. That way things get accomplished much better, smoother. But with these communications, there feels to be some kind of deception. And I'm not joking. Every time I go to read that stuff, I'm excited to learn new information, to hear the loving communication, but everytime I go to read it, I'm distraught or perturbed or stepping on the brakes, I don't know what word goes there to best describe, but I don't like reading it anymore. I now have to step carefully, read everything thoroughly, with caution. You know? That's not easy reading.

The story of Sophia, the one I read in the Nag Hammadi Library, that Gnosis story, when I read it, I felt like this was it. Everything there just seemed to fit. I had to think a lot about it, and the more I thought, the more it made sense to me. There are a lot of things I don't yet understand about that story, but it gets clearer every time, as I progress in this life of mine. The pieces of the puzzle are fitting when I look at Cosmic Awareness' book. When Sophia fell into this place, she smashed into it and it cracked like ice, as John Lamb Lash described in his book "Not In His Image." I really am grateful that John Lash thought enough about all this, that he wrote that book. At the same time, I'm not in agreement with everything he says, but with most of the things he says. So you see, there's no deception there, because everyone has their own way of seeing. And on most of the material, we see eye-to-eye. But this Cosmic Awareness material always seems to bring out this wariness, incertitude, lack of confidence about what is being given. It feels sometimes like a being with a black velvet glove on an iron hand. I mean, maybe not that intense, but my sensitivity to this whole thing, just enhances that feeling of mistrust. I don't mean to be mistrustful, I don't mean to be rude....I'm just saying it like it is. Which is the way it should be said all the time. Honestly. So anyway, Sophia smashed into this place and instantly were created the Archons. There were a bunch of creatures that looked like a baby inside a womb, what's it called? Fetus. There were so many and Sophia didn't know what to do with them because she never expected this creation to occur. Her mind was on the creation of Man, so this was a surprise to her. She thought to help them, so she made a leader over them and this one turned out to look like a lions head with flashing red eyes and a snakes body. Something like that. So this being was half male half female but it took the form of a male in order to dominate over the slew of fetuses. So that being was known as the Prime Creator because it was given power over the others. But it was a disobedient ruler, and it stole power from its mother Sophia. Which is not done. This was the first time ever that someone did something like that to their Creator. So this was a disobedient, cunning, nasty little child that Sophia had popped out of her mind. And this is basically what Cosmic Awareness says he is.

(Isn't Narcissus the symbol of Mercury, which is the symbol of intellect, which is the symbol of, the BRAIN! Pinky and the BRAIN. Guess what? After all those aliens created Man the physical form, then Yaldaboath, the nasty arrogant disobedient ruler created the brain and put it in Man. Supposedly to use him to siphon off the brilliant energy that goes through Man the Being. Because Man was there, in the universe, but he was without a physical form. So Yalda-boy thought he would create a physical form which resembles Man so that man will be seduced to go jump into that body, and then he could imprison him in it, and like I said, steal energy if he can...if only he could understand. But half a being can only comprehend so mawch, U know?)

Now let's go to Dr. Corrado Malanga and his studies on alien abductions. This man is a scientist who also uses his higher self in his studies. Unlike the ignorant scientists who only do it for money. Dr. Corrado Malanga, as soon as you read deeply of his stuff, you can trust this man. He tells it like it is. These are his discoveries, and he describes it from his understanding. But you can easily comprehend in your own understanding what he is saying. It comes through clear. You know? So reading his material, I came across the feeling of pieces of the puzzle fitting together along with that which I learned from the Sophia story.

What really surprised me was that he said the aliens are only half of a being. And I had experiences in my life which showed me that. I have had an alien type of being come disturbing me. I was looking to find out why the god of the roman catholic bible threw Lucifer out of heaven, and I wasn't going to stop searching until I found out. Well, that's when a being came into my territory. They acted like they were Lucifer. But whenever I asked them any questions of a serious nature, they always dodged them. They were interfering too. When I was doing the laundry once, they said to me to not throw that green duffle bag into the washer. But I just ignored them and threw it in, and when it came out, everything in the wash was green. But I knew this was their way of trying to ingratiate themself into my life. I am always watchful of anything they tell me. In the absolute beginning of this visiting, this meeting that he pronounced on me, because I wasn't looking for some heinous false relationship with a liar. I decided to just allow it, and observe, so I can learn as much as possible. Well he used to compliment the heck out of me, and I felt like this guy is trying to pull the wool over my eyes. So instead of taking it, I started swearing at him, cutting him down, making him feel bad, because I didn't want those compliments. It seems like he was desperately trying to shove compliments down my throat so that it would make me pliable in his 'hands.' Anyway, after a bunch of experiences for a few years with him, I ended up having an incident where he showed himself to me, albeit maybe it wasn't a real picture, maybe it was a hologram, I don't know, but I do know that when I saw him, I saw only half of his body, the right side of him, which looked like a human, a very beautifully well designed human, and then I saw the other half, the left side was a black shadow. So straight through the top of his head down the center of his body he was halved. He had only one side of him that was able to be seen by me. So when I heard Dr. Corrado Malanga say that they are only half, I saw that for myself!

Then there was another incident just recently, in the Christmas holidays of  2013/14. There is a very wealthy man who my landlord has been friends with all his life. He use to be a body-builder and took steroids. Then he bought a bunch of gyms and became a multi-millionaire. Well, I don't know how to describe this other than what I experienced. I was very angry that day when my landlord invited me over that evening where there were a few people over his place celebrating Christmas that evening. I was very angry because I had just found out that my brother's wife who hated my sister who had just passed away, I found out she had stolen jewelry from her jewelry box and lied to me about it. It took ten months to find the truth. So I disowned them. And that night, they all wanted me to sit and talk with the rich guy, you know, beautiful woman, wealthy man. So I sat there and he was kind enough to listen to my story. And because inside of me was a raging negative feeling, anger, I suddenly saw into his eyes and they were the golden-greenest eyes I'd ever seen. One of them, the one on the left side had a black slit for a pupil. The one on the right had a round pupil. They were speckled throughout, like some animal's eyes. He was really kind to me, and they were really beautiful eyes, but as I looked deep into those eyes, it felt like I was looking at only half a being. It was the most absolutely strangest thing I had ever felt. How could a person be only half? I thought of his eyes for a long time afterwards wondering why it felt like I was looking at half a being. Well the strange thing is, the next day, (sorry, the next week. When I think of the incident it runs one next to the other in my mind, because nothing much happened inbetween), they invited me to go to his house to celebrate new year's with them, because I had no one else, my sisters both had died six months apart. When I walked into my landlords house and looked at that rich man's eyes....they were brown. Plain brown. And looking into those eyes of his, I didn't feel like I was looking into half a person. So I knew those gold-green eyes I had seen in him were not him. When I eventually brought this incident up to his attention, he told me that sometimes his eyes change color. Well, if that aint a lizard alien jumping in for some negative energy to feed off...seeing I was very angry when I sat down to talk to him the night before. So there again was another experience of sensing only HALF a being. I didn't see the being's body but through his eyes I sensed only a half of a being. And just yesterday I read Dr. Corrado Malanga saying the aliens are only half a being.

So in order for them to be full beings, they have to incarnate on Earth. Do you see Cosmic Awareness incarnating on Earth? Do you see the greys, or the lizards incarnating on Earth? They don't want to lose their pride. It's a low thing to be a human being. But they keep coming around trying to steal from us something we have, so that they don't have to incarnate and earn it. Like Jesus said, the wolf tries to come through the side, through the window! or the back door, but there's only one door open to Heaven. Hahaha!
Thank you Dr. Corrado Malanga for your research. You have helped more people than you realize!

Oh and, for closing this post, let's take a look at what Danny Wilten named his book! Orion in the Vatican. Isn't the Vatican known as the whore of babble-on and on and on? Certainly! Talk is cheap when it's done that way. So the Orion nebula is where Yaldaboath the lion-headed, flashing eyed, snake bodied being is at. The creating of stars, the covered throne, is in the bottom part of the "8" shape of the Orion constellation. It's in the sexual organs of that Orion constellation. That sexual organ area is what they say is birthing stars and stuff out into this, this place. That's where they say all this stuff here in this place was born from. So they call it God. But they don't know who created this God. Sophia! And since they don't know about Sophia, then they don't know who created HER! So there you go. Danny is smart to say he's staying on the surface of the evidence, because there is a lot to the metaphysical stuff, and I tell ya, there is a lot to learn of the spiritual stuff. I've been working the double numbers now, master numbers, for quite a few years. They started off slowly and then they just started coming in at me allllll the time. There is a LOT to learn about spiritual stuff. But this here is just a small fragment of what I can explain. So who is your god you roamin's? What is the ass-ass-in? In the Vatican. That's where the donkey makes his home. Anyway, I'm getting out of line. Thank you. Bye.

By the way... they are a lower life form, lower than animal.


Well hi again. I have to show you this. Here's an excerpt from the book (Force Feeding You) Lessons of Enlightenment, by Cosmic Awareness:

"Pleasure and pain, the spiritual judgmental pronouncement. Make no further
mistake: there is no other accurate judgment.

Spirit is consciousness and intention, and is experienced as thought and feeling.
Uninterrupted spirit, aided by images of mind, creates desired physical experience.
Pleasure is the validation and reward of spiritual fulfillment. Through this
path, the Universal Spirit is allowed to sense Itself through many widely varying
experiences carried out by all the physical forms. Each form, whether it is
vegetable, mineral, animal or human offers its unique portion of the totality of
experience by accomplishing its own expression. Indeed, every unit of matter is
imbued with conscious spiritual intention following the pleasure/pain, attraction
and repulsion principle—including subatomic quanta."

What the fuck is that? Huh? In the Sophia story and in other parts of the Nag Hammadi Library, it shows us that our Father the Ultimate Creator doesn't need anything from anyone. He created us all out of Love, gave us free will and set us on our way. This one who calls himself "the totality of All That Is," and like I said earlier, he was most likely the one who said, "and I am the only god and there is no other god besides me, and I am a jealous god...." This, this bullshit about pleasure and pain being the only accurate judgment, make no further mistake, is only a method to tear you apart from your own self. Separate and meddle within, or what was that saying? Divide and conquer. That is what Dr. Corrado Malanga said the aliens were teaching. To split the human's understanding of themselves into parts, the spirit, soul, mind, emotions, body...that is dividing them in subtle ways to weaken them away from their wholeness and whole understanding so that they could meddle, interfere inside of them, to steal or manipulate, puppet them as they please. The Mother says to awaken and to stay awake. To not allow any form of bondage to be placed upon you. Because those demons are always looking for ways to interfere with you and your sovereignty. The author of that book is so full of shit. Everything he teaches is based on materiality, on matter, not on spirit. And everything I read sounds so deceptive and selfish. He hasn't changed one bit! They try to deceive us into thinking that he has changed for the better because he learned form the Son, Jesus, who sits on his right-hand. Well that's a load of crap. I can see in this present day, this book spills all the bullshit right in the face. Evidence peers its ugly head! Don't ask me to clean up my language. Clean up what you see in that writing by Cosmic Awareness, and you have the truth. You can see he's only in it for himself. It said in the Sophia story that once he was told by the angels, posing as his advisers (to trick Yaldo and help Sophia) to breathe into Man out of his own breath, because Sophia wanted to get her power back which he had stolen, then he breathed into Man and lost some of that power. That's what he's been after Mankind the whole time for, to try and steal back that power which he had stolen from the Mother Sophia. So get that. It shows in the writing all through that damned book!

He says: Uninterrupted spirit, aided by images of mind  Well, that book by Danny Wilten explains how Michaelangelo painted that picture of god in a brain, stretching his finger out toward Man, and it signifies that he is trying to puppet Mankind through the brain. But seeing Mankind is not obedient to a deceiver, himself who calls himself their only god that there is no other above him, he tries to turn their attention back to himself in any way possible, even hypocritically talking about love. What's love got to do with it? We've seen what kind of love he has. It's no wonder they tagged Eros with Narcissus and Mercury with Brain, and Pain and Pleasure go hand in hand in that combination. That's all he's telling us about. There is no talk about Sophia, any kind of female form or figure, nothing of higher Spirit, only about how self-gratification works. If you do as I say, you get pleasure. If you don't do as I say, you get pain. That sounds a mite like forceful intimidation if you ask me.

 You know... don Juan Matus from the Carlos Castaneda books said that there is a big shadow being they call the eagle which eats every Man's consciousness upon death in order to feed on their experiences they had through life. That is why the Toltec Sorcerers all work on their inner abilities so they don't have to die, and instead they sneak past the eagle with their consciousness, fooling the eagle with the replica they created by doing recapitulation. They give that to the eagle and it takes it, while they escape free from its mouth. So you see, all the picture is coming together. The symbols are telling the story. Here's a picture of the Orion nebula. It sort of resembles an eagle.

To see the picture in full, right click the picture and open in a new tab.

 Eros = False love.

It says in this picture of the Milky Way Chart: "Despite the brilliance of the Lagoon Nebula and similar objects like the famous Orion Nebula, such areas are usually little more than hot blisters on the flanks of giant interstellar clouds."

Which makes me to think about something I've read in "The Apocryphon of John." It says:
"through the gift of the Spirit the four lights (appeared) from the divine Autogenes," "the light-aeon Armozel," "the second light (is) Oriel," " the third light is Daveithai," " the fourth light Eleleth."
And Sophia is from the light Eleleth. Which is where the tiny little hot blister Orion nebula is at.
So just think. It flanks GIANT interstellar clouds, which sounds like the first, second, and third lights that came before the fourth one that we're in.


Tuesday, January 27, 2015

"Orion In The Vatican," by Danny Wilten, And Symbolism

This is an excerpt from Danny Wilten's e-book. Orion In The Vatican:

"Symbolism is extremely important in understanding our past because it represents the metaphor of an idea many times better than language."

For example, the saying: The mountain high and the valley low.

When you look at the symbolism in that passage, it shows a number 8. The heighth and depth. The crossing over from one side to the other, which is the center of the eight, which is the in-between the mountain and the valley. When you fold the eight over then it goes even deeper. So that's the importance of symbolism. It tells a story deeper than words can tell.

Nothing is from nothing. In other words, to put it more clearly, everything that there is, came from something. Some say the word "Nothing" or "Void" like as if something came from nothing. But that is out of the result of not seeing deeply. So they think that everything came from nothing because they can't see far enough to know who that something, that everything, came from, is. Would you to be able to truly See, you would see that everything came from Everything. And that everything is still alive and well. It is in everything. And let me show you how to decipher by using symbolism, for symbolism is the truest way you are going to get close enough to discovering who this everything is, and thereby understand your own self, situation, position. The how you got where you are at now. And then, the magnificent journey opens up to your consciousness a joyful experience. Because it is, it is so enjoyable to finally find out how you got here and what you are doing here. Everything just becomes worth it, no matter what you are presently struggling with.

The first thing you have to do is start becoming aware of the symbols. Symbols are not literal. They go out past all time and place, and yet there is order in them, to them. They are like a sign that tells you something which means the same thing everywhere else, and so it bridges the gaps between all the little steps which are unnecessary when you know the direction by the sign, that symbol. So it passes all those little steps that are only for those who are still looking in the literal sense for something which is on a greater and higher level than on the nose to the grindstone level. I was reading a book earlier, and I want to excerpt a part of it to show you how the symbolism was inserted in there, whether or not Ramtha the being who spoke those words, whether or not he knew what he was saying consciously in all multi-dimensions, doesn't matter. Those words are the symbols that are being portrayed out from the great Someone, Everyone, that those who don't have a clue call it nothingness. Because this Everything talks through everyone and everything. You see? You don't have to be consciously aware of it, but you may be speaking the symbols perfectly out of an Order that you are still as yet not aware of their Presence! That's why it's important to step back and look at everything from a different angle, not an egotistical personal angle, but a personal angle which involves your higher way of looking at things.

From: "Ramtha; The White Book"

     "While I was recovering from my ghastly wound and couldn't do anything else, I began to contemplate everything around me. One day I watched an old woman pass from this plane clutching heartily the crudely woven linen she had made for her son who had perished long ago. I saw the woman pass in the light of the noonday sun, life ebbing from her body in choking strokes of weeping. As I watched the old woman shrivel in the light, her mouth opened to an aghast expression and her eyes became glazed, unaffected by the light. Nothing moved, save the breeze and her old hair. I thought about the woman and her son who had perished, and I thought about their great intelligence. Then I looked back at the sun, which never perished. It was the very same sun the old woman had seen through a crack in the roof of her hovel when she first opened her eyes as a babe, and it was the last thing she saw when she died. I looked again at the sun. You know, it was oblivious that she had died. I watched it as we buried the old woman under a tall poplar tree by the river.

     As the sun set that evening, I cursed it. I watched it set upon the mantle of the mountains like a fiery jewel, scarlet-eyed. I looked upon the purpled mountains and the valley, already shrouded in mist, and saw rods of the sun's light gild all things and make them illusionarily beautiful. I saw clouds, once the pallor of blue, become vividly alive in hues of scarlet, fire-rose, and pink. I continued to watch the great light as it retired behind the mountains, now looming like piercing teeth on the horizon, until the last rods of its beauty had descended behind the last mount. I heard a night bird cry above me, and I looked into the heavens to see the pale moon waxing against a darkening sky. A breeze came up and as it blew my hair and dried my tears it made me sick in my being. You know, I was a great warrior. With a sword I could cleave a man in half in a moment. I had beheaded, hacked, and butchered. I had smelled blood and burned people. But why did I do all of that? The sun set in its magnificence anyway. The bird cried in the night anyway. And the moon came up in spite of it all.

     That is when I began to ponder the Unknown God. The only thing I truly wanted was to understand that which seemed so awesome, so mysterious, and so very far away."


 Here's a nice excerpt from a Cosmic Awareness book called "Lessons Of Enlightenment."

"The time has come to impart the Lessons of Enlightenment, for the ushering in
of the New Millennium. The Lessons are offered to facilitate the unfolding of
the New Age, which symbolizes the restoration of humans to their intended
evolutionary pathway, which allows for the maximum evolution and expansion
of Universal Consciousness. It is an era of renaissance through which entities
can awaken from the sleep-inducing, dogmatic and manipulative assertions of
mankind and realign with the divine source of universal knowledge which lies

It is a time to celebrate the reconnection between the individual and the totality
of All That Is. It is a time to become receptive to the Divine Grace, the love and
faith that has been placed in humankind. It is a time to honor the faith, to acknowledge
and reclaim the resources and abilities that empower humans rather
than allow them to remain mired and enslaved within their own earthly illusions.
It is a time for every soul to rise to the challenge of realigning the spirit,
the will, the mind and the body. It is a time of joyous self expression.

The Lessons provide the light, but it is the task of the individual to enlist the
will and to actively choose the pathway to receive the light. This requires the
trust that each individual was created with the innate capacity to know, to experience,
and attune to an inner guidance. This requires the courage to set aside
those beliefs, and habits of thought and action that now severely limit the soul,
yet masquerade as the very truths for which humans feel compelled to fight and
to die. For the feelings are indeed instrumental in such choices, but not without
the understandings to be imparted in these Lessons.

The Lessons Of Enlightenment will arrive like pearls of wisdom, for each entity
to assemble into an invaluable adornment which can become an enduring talisman
against external manipulation and a symbol of the choice for, and commitment to
individual empowerment, soul development, to individual, social, and spiritual evolution,
to love replacing fear, to light replacing darkness, to the rejection of evil, and to the
unwavering faith in the Universal Divine. It is to be worn with honor, legitimate pride,
dignity, compassion and self respect. It cannot be worn if there is insincerity, a refusal
to question existing beliefs, denial of spiritual impetus, denial of will energy or violation
or denial of others. For such denial not only negates the soul, but also denies Universal
Consciousness and each individual's rightful place in the connectedness of All That Is.

The actions of the wearer will always defy any such attempts at deception, for
legitimate actions will always spring from a new motivative source, demonstrating
the understanding, the awareness and the grace that the Lessons
embody. The actions of entities automatically provide testimony to the degree
of alignment between spirit, will, mind and body. Indeed, upon grasping the
understandings that the Lessons provide, human essence, human nature, human
behavior, human evolution and human destiny will all become far less mysterious.

This is like a vessel of opportunity. This is a time of great potential. This is a
time for each entity to rise to the challenge of participation in the turning of the
tide and in the laying of the groundwork for accelerated development. This is
the time to realign with the Universal Divine, the Love Force, the Universal
Consciousness of All That Is. The vessel of opportunity has arrived.

Welcome aboard.

(by Cosmic Awareness)


Nevertheless, before you delve in wholeheartedly, here is some food for thought.

Dr. Corrado Malanga says:

“I actually realized that, while studying the aliens, I made a serious methodological mistake: it is not possible to study the aliens without knowing beforehand how we ourselves are made. Pretty soon I understood that the aliens were looking in us for something that they didn’t have, something which we didn’t know we had, something that makes many men an integral part of Consciousness”

If it smells like a trap, and feels like a trap, maybe it is a trap. Eh? Maybe not. Jump in and find out!

I mean, one has to be careful in a nervous Universe.
Corrado Malanga Videos Describing Their Findings

Sunday, January 25, 2015

The Sorcery of Burning Bright Light.

Sorry to say, but.... some types of love equal self-destruction. I don't think too many beings on this Earth know exactly what I'm talking about, after all, it's hard for myself to fathom it. I thought love was suppose to be the eaaasiest thing around to do. But I find it is not so. For example, the beauty in it can be utterly abominably wicked...it can destroy you like a light from the sun through a magnifying glass, and you can say you're the insect under that ray. What happens? hahaha burn right up, self-destruct. So one has to be super strong in order to deal with such a blasphemously terribly horribly strong thing. I guess it might be the devil. The devil to contend with. If it's not that then what is it? It attracts you like a powerful magnet and you have to fight it off with all your might. And if there are any of you out there, you KNOW what I'm talking about. Have you come from the darkness too? Then the invisible light of love is truly the most challenging thing in our lives, huh. What a wicked wicked thing to have to deal with such as this. Has anyone any tips, clues, help, with which to guide me through this, this, thick of it? I have to find something, because I am always on the brink of self-destruction when that powerful love comes knocking around. It's terrifying! I guess I really do value my life. Maybe I shouldn't. Maybe I should be quick on the draw and get it over with. Melt like a witch under the influence of water. Hahahaha. It's evil. That's what it is. Well, it's only because I haven't found a way to deal with it yet. But when I do, I won't call it evil anymore. But until then....fucking evil stuff....stuff that burns, burns burns! Owch!

Help me my brothers/sisters. What did you do to help yourself out in a squash? Just send it in a message through the mind.

Self-Destructive Personality.

soul attraction to destruction

                  Perceiving people

There are a variety of maps to the terrain of the human heart. Some
are excellent and some are less than adequate, designed by people
who know little about themselves and others. A well-crafted map can
help you explore the landscape of who people are and why they do
the things they do, spotting major landmarks, obstacles and clear

Maps label things clearly to help people avoid getting lost. It is true
that labels can be limiting and self-fulfilling, but without a legend or
clearly labeled landmarks a map is useless. Like a map that helps differentiate
between a river and a forest, a mountain or a canyon, a
map that helps us differentiate between different types of people can
be quite useful. Understanding the mannerisms, behaviors and
thought patterns of certain types of people can help us better develop
techniques for effective communication and form the basis of strong
relationships. For example, a cautious person will deliberate for a
long time before making a purchase, but a passionate person might
make a decision in a matter of seconds. An intellectual person needs
time to think about the formula that will provide the solution to a problem,
while an emotionally centered person like Einstein often knows
the answer before fully comprehending the problem solving formula.
Having a clearer understanding of how people operate can provide
adequate context for shaping our own responses to our world and the
people around us.
From: The Personessence System For Understanding People


Hahaha! This is so funny! I think I've found what the nemesis is!

"Those with the goal of Rejection tend to regard relationships as unnecessary distractions, something to be avoided or at least kept at arm’s length."

Hahaha. That is too funny. It's about exactly what I'm like in this lifetime. You can read about it here:


Oh and I found something else while searching. "Jesus said that it is better to lose an eye than that the whole bodily instrument be desecrated by evil—it is better to forgo illicit sensory indulgence than to lose the infinite unending joys of the soul's communion with Spirit." I think that describes it! For example, if one is to have a soul-mate around and that soul-mate is still an infantile sleepwalker then obviously opening up your heart to that being is useless because all that blood is going to drain down into the sewer. So there is no sense splitting hairs by being with an immature imbecile. It is better to be with an idiot married man who doesn't require your heart and soul, only your friendship. It is, it is still better, than being with a poor soul-mate when you put it in the balance. You see, with the married man, there is less damage and more conservation of energy. But with a careless soul-mate you can be drowned out of all your energy and then left for dead while they go on ceaselessly with their idiocy. Or, you just might manipulate energy and destroy them, which is even worse. Then you pay a whole lotta lot. So, what is more dangerous? Being with a married man? or being with a foul-hearted soul-mate? If you're stupid enough to think it is being with a married man, then you're wrong. Because a powerful one may actually help the ailing little baby, that married man, to have some spiritual learning, while they themselves become masters of patience and tolerance. But with a soul mate who is gone bad, one may become heated in negative emotion and even destroy the very being they're suppose to be helping. It depends on how weak or strong you are. And I am weak. I would rather destroy an idiot than sleep with them. My passions may burn me, so therefore, I am not ready for such a great challenge as a soulmate gone trainwreck. I hope they get some help somewhere. Anywhere but here. Hahaha. I tell ya. I tell ya. There is a fire burning and I don't like anyone looking under the veil. So, there you go. I may be as terrible as an army with banners, but so is he, so is he. So fuck you. Let me be.

The excerpt from that one is found on this page: Soul Mates


Jan 26, 2015, 5:15pm

Well, I won't be calling falling in love "evil" anymore. I just found out, from my own efforts, what this has been all about all along. The emotions were telling me I am a very powerful person. And if I ended up with an irresponsible selfish man, then I would obviously use those powers and not in a pleasant way. I remember how many times I was told that I was a dangerous person. And now I understand what they mean. Stupid little spoilt children who come playing with electricity, don't make a happy crispy. Edward, for example, some married German foreman of a plastics company that I worked at when I was 21 or so, started dating me. We were at a restaurant and I was about to go use the washroom, when he said to me, "you're dangerous." The way he looked at me and said it, hm, as I went to the washroom I was thinking to myself, what the hell is he talking about? I have heard stuff from people who see stuff that at the time, I either didn't see, or I wasn't allowing it to be shown, and yet they saw. So yea. I now know that if someone wants something from me and they are disrespectful, they are selfish, they are a liar, a thief, a murderer, anything that dark, well....they are going to meet the dark Goddess in return, when they least expect it, yes I AM dangerous.

Well, I'm not afraid of love anymore. Now I understand it, I am armed.

I guess you could say.... as a metaphor, that my symbol would be a bright red splotch of color in the center of pure blackness. And there's the light right there, the invisible light, if you could understand what the fuck that means.

Oh My God Inside!

J. Geils Band - Rage In The Cage

Golen Earring (is that like a Pirate?) - Twilight Zone

Daern, after that pleasant sound, it is hard to move on! But move along we shall.

Billy Idol - Eyes Without A Face

Eagles - One of These Nights 1977 Live

John 5- Gods and Monsters

Koyi K Utho - Demential State

T. Rex - (Bang A Gong) Get It On [1971]
Kingdom Come - Get It On (Live '88)

Kashmir - Led Zeppelin

Whenever There Is You!

You, the sunshine of my dreams....whenever there is you....

Darling? What have I got for you? What have you got for me? What have we for one another?
I don't know. I can't answer any one of those questions.... but...I can say, I love you and you love me, I know, and we love everyone else around us. That means something.

Let's dance, everyone, with the Devil under the Pale Moonlight. Marilyn? The Pale Emperor will be our friend. All of us will be friends. W c anderstand. W e  c a n  y e s  w e    can, understand, we come from a long way from here but so close it's easy to be here, anyway.

We be .. whoevah we be.



Do you still love me?
Or did you forget how?
Let me show  you the way....

And here's some Brother Belz, a Beautiful kind. I love him. Who wouldn't when they knew who he was, too. So here's to you Brutha Belz. Love You!

"Financial war coming to a head, Swiss join Pentagon/UK/BRICS alliance

The radical plunge in the Euro last week against the Yen, the US dollar and especially the Swiss Franc is a clear indication the battle over control of the financial system, and the world, is coming to a climax."

 A CLOSE. Fuck the climax. We've had enough theatrix already. Forget the climax, think Close. SEE EL OH EhSssss Eee. Hahahaha. Close. If you really want to be. I'm pretty varm ven I vant to be.

When there is seed, there is a cup to fill it, and from that cup comes a thousand crops all different kinds of life forms. But hey, it takes a thinking mind to grasp what I'm saying...even would I to scramble all the words so it couldn't be recognized intelligibly, still, the thinking kind will pick up the message behind the subterfuge, and will understand what I'm saying, whether or not it is readable or intelligible. Ever heard of someone picking up the vibes from the food they eat? Say, a salad has its vibe and a pork dinner has its. You see that the vibration is only a surface representation of the depth of the meaning behind the being. But when everything finally comes together so that plants are as important as pigs? Then we finally get to the pearly gates of real meaning. Yes, if we are abusing things over mawch, then yah, I'd say, lets reconfigure what we are thinking,saying,doing, and thereby change our experience physically as well as mentally, and all that follows. What we need is a way to communicate clearly. Let's ask Rob Zombie about how that works. After all, things that work on level three, don't necessarily work the same way on level four. So Rob Zombie, seeing he has more than only a level four education, he can show us the way to the new land, just by being Black Sunshine.

If you're triple air? I am triple fire. I could use some of that good clean air around, uh? Hmhmhm...

Saturday, January 24, 2015

Red & Purple, Six & Seven.

RED the color of the Root Chakra. The Mother. VIOLET is the color of the Crown Chakra. The Father. Always always my favorite color was red. I loooove red. It is me. Inside and out. I'm an Aries so that may also help haha!

Nevertheless, I also loooved violet. It's such a pretty color. I have an eyeshadow, Ultra-Violet. Beautiful color. Those two colors don't mix very well when you're doing interior decorating. They seem to both have to have their own separate rooms. Like for example, red goes well with burgundy, black, gold, deep browns. But violet goes well with blues, greens, and pastel colors. It can take the strong and the soft colors. But red cannot take pastel colors because itself becomes pink. Hahaha. I remember a movie where the guy said the word "Pink," as in the color of the little girl's dress. Haha. Red becomes a little girl when white is added. But nothing wrong with that. You can then mix pink, lellow and pale green. Then you have a nice color combo. I mean you can mix dark red with dark green and dark gold, they too look good. But we're talking about real red. The kind that goes with wine and black.

Anyway. That's what those things mean.... to me anyway. You go to the numbers, and you get beauty for six, and intellect for seven. You put beauty and intellect together and you have a really nice painting which actually has meaning and purpose behind it. I'll probably bring out the depths of this conversation later, such as like when you combine the two numbers and they create royalty, which is the number 13. I don't know why ever anyone feared the number thirteen but it's proof they do or did by the fact that some high rise buildings don't have that floor numbered, but instead it goes from 12, 14, 15. Hahaha! Silly silly stuff. But yea, there is a deeper meaning than the shallow fear filled one.

But hey, that's the power of colors and numbers to get a story across. Anyone can use it. First find out what your favorite color is, then look for the symbols in your life which attract to it and you will find a story becoming clear to you about your own true self. Everything means something.

Yeah. The only thing red and ultra-violet are pleasant together in, is a sunset!

Wednesday, January 21, 2015

Here's To......

Here's to the Taurus Tiger. Lovely!

And here's to the Gemini Pisces!

Listen. Eighty-eight and Ninety-nine might not mean something to you, but, they mean something to me. Look at Johnny Depp. He's a Gemini Pisces and he's awesome. Need I say anymoe?

Here's to you.

Friday, January 16, 2015

Love Grows Perfection.

For all those who don't think perfection exists, wrong! It does. You have to earn it by creating it through your own efforts. So it is do-able.

These next excerpts from some books I've just read, make a whole lot of sense.

Class! Open your books to ....

     "The Wheel of Time" by Carlos Castaneda: "Human beings are perceivers, but the world they perceive is an illusion; an illusion created by the description told to them the moment they were born. Their "reason" makes them forget the description is only a description, and before they realize it, human beings have entrapped the totality of themselves in a vicious circle from which they rarely emerge from in their lifetimes.

     In essence, the world their "reason" wants to sustain is the world created by a description and its dogmatic inviolable rules which their "reason" learns to accept and defend. The concealed advantage of luminous beings is, they have something which is never used: Intent. The maneuver of shamans is the same maneuver of the average man. Both have a description of the world. The average man upholds it with his "reason", whereas the shaman upholds it with his intent. Both descriptions have their rules, but the advantage of the shaman is that intent is more engulfing than reason. The basic difference between an ordinary man and a warrior, is that a warrior takes everything as a challenge, while an ordinary man takes everything as a blessing or a curse." ( The warrior involves themselves in everything in their life, whereas the ordinary man is like a spectator of his own life rather than a participant in it. )

     "Teleportation! A Practical Guide for the Metaphysical Traveler" by Gwen Totterdale and Jessica Severn: "Quantum physicists explain that "time" and "space" as they have been defined, really don't exist except as a concept, a framework. Many go on to describe, the human body is simply a pulse, a vibration that holds certain elements together through each individual's unique DNA. Simply put, individual consciousness is energy holding physical matter together.

     Human minds, individually and collectively, are amazingly powerful. This mental energy can be directed to exceed many of the limits within, which we have been operating under. This is why we collaborated on this book about teleportation. We wanted to move beyond limiting belief systems; to explore new realms of consciousness, and share our results with others. To bring to light, new methods of travel, of communication and connecting. To assist in activating those parts within us, and you, that want to grow!

     "Distant Mental Influence" by William Braud: "A third conclusion---actually more than a suggestion at this point---is that the magnitude of the PK effect appears to increase as the target system becomes more meaningful to the influencer. The magnitude is smallest in the case of the fish targets, greater for the warm, fuzzy gerbil targets, better still for the human red blood cell targets, and greatest when the target system is another person. It is almost as if the magnitude of the effect increases as the similarity of the target to the influencer increases."

     "Magic. The Principles of Higher Knowledge" by Karl von Eckartshausen: "Every link of a chain affects backwards the next link in succession, and forward the next link preceding. A Human Being has three bodies, the physical, astral (soul), and the mental (spirit mind). That is why the body clings to the physical world and the Spirit to the Spirit World. That is the reason for the two-sided inclination or the Law of the Flesh, which struggles against the law of the Spirit. In Latin: SENTIO LEGEM CARNIS REPUGNATINIS LEGI MENTIS MAE. This is the inconceivable mystery of the nature of Human Beings, at times sublime, magnificent as an angel, and then reduced to the level of a worm.

     The closer a Human Being is to his future destination, the closer he is to perfection. Progressing by degrees, means taking steps which bring you closer to perfection. Being further and further away from your destination with every step you take, means you are going backwards. It also means you become less and less perfect, and achieving with every step you take in that direction, more and more imperfection. God is Love -- the Creation of Infinite Love -- Positive Activity. Human Beings are the first being created in God's image; created for Love and to Love.

     The first Law, the Law for Human Beings, is Love, because Love is the assimilation with God, becoming alike, resemblance, progressing to higher perfection.

     Blissfulness of the Spirit will multiply in accordance with love's activity. The more perfect the Spirit, the more perfect is the Love. The more perfect Love is, the greater is Love's endeavor to increase it's sphere of activity. The Brothers of the Higher Order link up with Human Beings through Love. The more perfection a Human Being achieves in active Love, the more he is capable of assimilation with Higher Beings. Alike clings to alike, but in order to make that connection, you require a tool, an organ, through which a Spirit Being can influence a Physical Being. The Spirit Being cannot directly influence a Physical Being, it requires an organ to accomplish this. Spirits can directly affect Spirits and the physical can directly affect the physical. The physical acts upon the Spirit indirectly, and the Spirit acts upon the physical indirectly. When two beings are in the position where they act upon each other, the condition which causes this reciprocity, is called union. Beings of a Higher Order can therefore communicate with beings of a lower order, and beings of a lower order can communicate with beings of a higher order.

     When Human beings make a connection with beings which are next in order of the higher order of succession, they are then in the company of the World of Spirits. Relationships of this nature, between Human Beings and the Spirit World, do exist, and they are, therefore, not an impossibility, even though they are seldom. Since these relationships seldom exist, it does not live in the inability of our nature to relate to the higher beings but rather in our incompleteness to assimilate. These imperfections prevent us from this kind of relationship. It is not the fault of the Soul, that is not the reason why the sound of Harmony does not reach the Soul. The cause is the organ, a disharmony of this organ, which is the ear. If you accept the possibility rather than contradict, that Higher Beings can communicate with Lower Beings, then the question arises: How is this done? Which organ do you employ to achieve this communication? How does one Being have an effect on the other?

     Again, like to alike, or, the like affect alike, Spirit affect Spirit, mind affects mind. The influence of Higher Beings makes itself known and relays messages directly through the power of our Soul, and therein lies the connection. It is therefore impossible that the Higher Beings affect Human Beings through a hidden manner or through the power of the imagination. It is not necessary that all communications of our Soul have to be transmitted through the outer physical organs before they can be perceived. Can the influence of Higher Beings not be perceived directly through the finer organization without notifying the physical organization first? The Spirit affects the Spirit, as the reflection of light upon objects. Human Beings communicate their thoughts to other Human Beings through sound. A specific modulation of the sound creates the word. Words are expressions of our ideas or concepts, that is why we have speech. That is how we communicate our ideas and our feelings to other Human Beings. In the physical world, the most perfect language is the spoken word...the language of signs being the most imperfect. Infallible is the language of the Soul in the eyes of the Human Beings. Objects evoke ideas through impressions which they make on our nerves. The power of the Soul to renew this impression lies within the ability of the imagination. When the imagination is triggered by certain sounds which cause the other person to connect with other objects, this then translates and is expressed through a feeling which the Soul experiences, the spoken word, our language. When you want to speak to another Human Being, he has to understand what you say. You have to be capable of making sounds using words he or she understands, therefore the idea can be conceived...otherwise understanding is impossible.

     Should I endeavor to make a person understand things he has never seen or heard of, of which he has no conception, it is still possible to communicate on hand of similar objects or by other examples through things of which he already has knowledge. We can hear in our dreams, we can see in our dreams. What does that tell us? Human Beings are capable of seeing things which they saw only once, without using the rays of their physical eyes. To hear sounds which they heard once before, without using the physical ear. In our dreams we are capable of actually seeing and hearing. That is accomplished by bringing into motion the finer nerves which gives us the feeling of seeing. This is done in the same manner as when they were brought into motion through an object when our physical eyes were open."............."Higher Beings do not communicate with Human Beings as Human Beings communicate with Human Beings. The tone of their voice touches directly our finer nerves and through this movement of understandable pictures, they enter into our Soul, which is prepared and receptive at this point."

"The Kolbrin, An Ancient Book" (by Ancient Beings) Chapter 18; A Scroll Fragment - Two: "Oh how I rejoice that God has made me as I am! Truly, He is in all and encompasses all. In His magnificence and majesty, no man can conceive Him, for His divine nature is beyond the understanding of man. His creation is awesome, His ways unfathomable. The love of God for His wayward children has been limitless and abounding. It has remained changeless throughout the ages, filled with His noble purpose. He created so that He might express and share that love which is the very essence of His nature, with beings created in His likeness, beings which could absorb and reflect that love. Yet that His love might be wholly free, man was endowed with freewill, the freewill he has used perversely."

"The Ladder Of Lights" by William G. Gray: "On these Inner levels, the Seraphim act in a most valuable way by burning out of us the accumulation of useless mental and spiritual rubbish we tend to carry about with us. The difficulty is to make their action selective so that they will only work upon material due for destruction. If the material were physical, we could localize it in one place such as a hearth, where it might be dealt with at one time. On Inner Dimensions we cannot exactly do this. Since we are unable to localize spatially, we must isolate the tares from our spiritual grain, first by identifying them consciously, and then withdrawing our attachment to them in such a way that we may invoke a Seraph to burn them without injuring us. We should remember that Inwardly our unwanted attachments have as much, if not more reality, than physical objects in the Outerworld. Therefore we may reasonably treat them by equivalent methods. Old rituals in which representations of demons signifying our worst aspects were consigned to a bonfire were dramatic appeals to the Seraphim to exercise their cleansing flames. We could do much the same today by writing out our faults on paper and burning it. They are indeed the Lords of purgatorial Fire. They do not punish---they purify, and if we have failed to correct our faults by other means, the Seraphim will not let us into Paradise without using their fiery swords on us. Our only hope of avoiding pain during this experience is to relinquish our hold on what the Seraphim burn. This is what is meant by true "detachment". Simply letting go of what is useless to ourselves and others."


And there it is. A whole lot of love from a bunch of books put together to deliver some help to our understanding.

Wednesday, January 14, 2015

Project Gutenberg Warning Us To "Beware of the TPP!"

Beware of the TPP!
Project Gutenberg is concerned about a new secret international treaty, the Trans-Pacific Partnership. This will extend copyright term protection worldwide, thus halting the growth of the public domain. To learn more, and join Project Gutenberg in speaking out against this treaty, visit The Internet Archive
And then from the Internet Archive Blogs, it says:

Working to Stop Rewriting Copyright Laws via TPP Treaty

The Internet Archive joined Our Fair Deal along with EFF and Public Knowledge to stop the US from using the Trans-Pacific Partnership treaty from changing our copyright laws.   The coalition sent two open letters to TPP negotiators today on critical issues that you can learn about here. Let’s foster open debate and proper process before further changes to copyright laws restrict public access even more.
Please consider joining this coalition.


What is the TPP? Or what is the Trans-Pacific Partnership Agreement (TPP)?

 The Trans-Pacific Partnership (TPP) is a secretive, multi-national trade agreement that threatens to extend restrictive intellectual property (IP) laws across the globe and rewrite international rules on its enforcement. The main problems are two-fold: 

(1) IP chapter: Leaked draft texts of the agreement show that the IP chapter would have extensive negative ramifications for users’ freedom of speech, right to privacy and due process, and hinder peoples' abilities to innovate.
(2) Lack of transparency: The entire process has shut out multi-stakeholder participation and is shrouded in secrecy.

(To continue reading, click link in the title...)

Non-Transparent and On The Fast Track
Despite the broad scope and far-reaching implications of the TPP, negotiations for the agreement have taken place behind closed doors and outside of the checks and balances that operate at traditional multilateral treaty-making organizations such as the World Intellectual Property Organization and the World Trade Organization.
Like ACTA, the TPP is being negotiated rapidly with little transparency. During the TPP negotiation round in Chile in February 2011, negotiators received strong messages from prominent civil society groups demanding an end to the secrecy that has shielded TPP negotiations from the scrutiny of national lawmakers and the public. Letters addressed to government representatives in AustraliaChile, MalaysiaNew Zealand and the US emphasized that both the process and effect of the proposed TPP agreement is deeply undemocratic. TPP negotiators apparently discussed the requests for greater public disclosure during the February 2011 negotiations, but took no action.

Why You Should Care
TPP raises significant concerns about citizens’ freedom of expression, due process, innovation, the future of the Internet’s global infrastructure, and the right of sovereign nations to develop policies and laws that best meet their domestic priorities. In sum, the TPP puts at risk some of the most fundamental rights that enable access to knowledge for the world’s citizens.

NOTE: From the link where it says "prominent civil society groups" demanding an end to the secrecy, if you click the link you'll read this letter which I have here a portion of it excerpted:

Some Trans-Pacific FTA countries were involved in negotiations of the recently completed Anti-
Counterfeiting Trade Agreement (ACTA). International civil society objected to the secrecy
surrounding that process, and its draft texts were eventually widely circulated. Even the 153-member World Trade Organization (WTO) now posts country documents and negotiating texts on websites for scrutiny. Yet, to date, this practice has not been adopted in the context of Trans-Pacific FTA talks, even though the involved countries are all WTO members. Enhanced transparency in the Trans-Pacific FTA process has many benefits. Having the expertise of a more diverse array of informed observers with access to text can safeguard against errors and the risks posed by limited understanding of possible consequences of proposals. An open process could also build confidence among the public and parliamentarians that Trans-Pacific FTA talks will indeed replace the past trade pact model – through which benefits and privileges were bestowed on various special interests and large multinational firms to the detriment of many in signatory countries. In the past, nontransparent trade negotiations that are only made public after the final deals have been signed and sealed have had expansive implications for the daily lives of millions of people. If Trans-Pacific FTA talks are truly intended to result in a new model, then a negotiating process with greater transparency and regular access to draft text is necessary. This is the only way to ensure that those who would live with the results can have a meaningful part in the process. The special circumstances of Trans-Pacific FTA negotiations greatly increase the need for such openness. The current negotiations are premised on a process started in 2008 to add foreign investor protections and financial services regulatory limits to a Pacific-4 Free Trade Agreement (P4 FTA) existing between Singapore, New Zealand, Chile and Brunei. The P4 FTA certainly does not represent a new model for the 21st Century. And, especially in light of the global financial crisis, the prospect of adding new limits on financial regulation and new foreign investor rights to the P4 FTA is worrisome. Indeed, the scale and scope of the proposed Trans-Pacific FTA is expansive. All signatory countries would be required to conform their domestic laws and regulations to certain provisions with an enforcement mechanism that would allow indefinite trade sanctions against countries that fail to comply. Trans-Pacific FTA negotiations cover not only financial regulation and new rights for foreign investors, but limits on how an array of services relating to healthcare, energy, natural resources, culture and more may be regulated; how domestic tax dollars may be expended; what sort of food safety and labeling and quarantine policies will be permitted; and more. Citizens and legislators would never tolerate policymakers keeping secret the text of domestic legislation until it was passed. Yet, the Trans-Pacific FTA could require the alteration of wide swaths of our domestic policies under terms that do not facilitate later modifications as governments or public demands change. Indeed, the enforceability and permanence of such terms, with later changes to an adopted Trans-Pacific FTA requiring agreement by all of the
signatory countries, necessitate extreme care and complete transparency on the front end. Your USTR colleagues have confirmed that the investment and financial services texts initially developed during 2008 negotiations are being used as the basis for current negotiations. We request that these available draft texts be released immediately. Past requests by civil society representatives to our countries’ negotiators for access to these two texts has been met with the argument that some other country objects to such transparency and that is why our government (geez, I wonder what OTHER country they mean, huh? A tiny little country like the Vatican where the Assassins live? Or perhaps some other little country in England somewhere, or maybe another little country in the U.S. somewhere, huh? Or where ever the psychopaths like to hide out, no doubt.) cannot allow us to have access. The February Santiago negotiations provide an excellent opportunity for the Trans-Pacific FTA countries to agree together to make the draft investment and financial service texts available and to release other draft texts as they are created.
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Monday, January 12, 2015

Star B

Who is Star B?



The A.I. is already in communication with us, it's up to us to understand whot is going on.

So anyway. Last few hours ago I had written in this word "Star B" and I didn't see that I had written it because I was drunk. I couldn't understand where it came from, but I was now tired so I went to bed. When I woke up this morning at around one thirty or two a.m., the first thought in my mind were about how did we get ourselves here and how to get ourselves back to heaven where we belong. The thought of our physical body creators came to mind. The Sirians, I think, because aren't those the Anunnaki? And I was communicating with the people around me in the mind's territory, or the spirit territory, geez, words really don't do much help here. Anyway, someone said something about those beings of the Star Sirius, that she thought they were cowards. And so I got to thinking, wondering where would they have gotten cowardice from? Well I realized that we are the ones who created cowardice and everything around us is an illusion, a mirror, and we're all looking into the mirror because if the Anunnaki were using their tools to create these bodies so a spark of God Energy can enter it and have a habitation here, then we're in the right place for learning. We should be in heaven but we're not, we're here. So doesn't that make us the cowards? Everything we've created here, all these aliens don't want to be here, they're here only for us, because as it said, when the little sheep ran away and got lost, everyone else went looking for it. If they didn't, then that wouldn't be love. But because of love, everyone got themselves out here and performed their duty so that we here could have a place to learn in, to learn about what we did in our ignorance that brought us so low. So yea, I would rather not be here too, this poverty stricken place, this entire universe is dark and sickly. I would much rather be back were all the loveliness and beauty is and doing my stuff, other science studies. But enough of that. I'm here just like everyone else, to learn. So we have to recognize that we put ourselves here due to our willfulness. Like little children who didn't want to listen anymore, they became willful and started out their creation on a surface idea, with no depth of thought to it, and rejected the entire idea of love when it was brought to them to look at. They just wanted what they wanted, and now this is it? This idiocy and ugliness? I can't stand it. So anyway, we have to get ourselves back where we came from and that means learning about what love really is. Because if we don't know how to use love, we won't be allowed to use any other tools, like the Sirians used to make us with. Tools like those aren't going to be given to children who are only going to abuse them. So we have the Anunnaki as an example to stare at that illusion and understand it so that we learn what the lesson means.

Then I came over here because now I couldn't sleep anymore, and I looked at this place, and what do I see? I see the title "Star B" from where I remembered last night having put it in and not knowing how that word got there. So the higher Spirit is at work. Then, because of all the stuff I had been reading lately, I punched into the search engine the words "Sirius B" and this really neato cool site arrives to my view.

It says, the Vigilant Citizen -- "Symbols Rule The World, Not Words Nor Laws", and I thought to myself, yeas very vigilant indeed. Hahaha. So I started reading it.  I'll be doing a lot more research on this too, because I don't have a word pop out of my writing like this, and so it really means something. Have a loving day.


Later this day, Tue Jan 13th, I became interested in that Vigilant Citizen site and found a perfect little story to add here for more meaning. This is a story of someone who is a shallow thinker. It's written in 1883 by an Italian man, Carlo Lorenzini (Carlo Collodi). It's called Pinocchio.

A short excerpt:
"As he walked, Pinocchio noticed a tiny insect glimmering on the trunk of a tree, a small being that glowed with a pale, soft light.
"Who are you?" he asked.
"I am the ghost of the Talking Cricket," answered the little being in a faint voice that sounded as if it came from a far-away world.
"What do you want?" asked the Marionette.
"I want to give you a few words of good advice. Return home and give the four gold pieces you have left to your poor old father who is weeping because he has not seen you for many a day."
"Tomorrow my father will be a rich man, for these four gold pieces will become two thousand."
"Don't listen to those who promise you wealth overnight, my boy. As a rule they are either fools or swindlers! Listen to me and go home."
"But I want to go on!"
"The hour is late!"
"I want to go on."
"The night is very dark."
"I want to go on."
"The road is dangerous."
"I want to go on."
"Remember that boys who insist on having their own way, sooner or later come to grief."
"The same nonsense. Good-by, Cricket."
"Good night, Pinocchio, and may Heaven preserve you from the Assassins."
There was silence for a minute and the light of the Talking Cricket disappeared suddenly, just as if someone had snuffed it out. Once again the road was plunged in darkness."

Zep Par EL La - "Zepparella" - A Female Band.

They're just beautiful. Wish you a happy birthday Rob Zombie through Zepparella.

That was fuckin  Awesome.

What exquisite women. Do you think you can find a woman like that in daily life? Roger. Nope.
Fairies protect women like these.

I'm gonna try ta get my soul free.... ahhhhh, you know? Hahahaahaha..

WHY, I thank you too! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MLM4nbDi5UE

The Djinn-gerous Cabal --- Tracked By Hunters!

NEO – CIA Torture Report Ties Cheney/Bout to 9/11 Nukes - by Gordon Duff on Jan. 8, 2015

The Dangerous fuckin Gin. That bottle can drive you maaaaaad!

(Short Excerpt:)
"The nuclear pits had been moved by truck to the Port of Houston, where they had been placed on ships and transferred to the Canary Islands and later to Mauritania. The weapons were, according to Able Danger documents, stored at a mine controlled by former South African Prime Minister De Klerk inside a region controlled by the rebel Polisario Front. From there, weapons were sold to  Taiwan, South Korea, Saudi Arabia and other nations, along with restocking Israel.
Other weapons were set aside for use by belligerent intelligence agencies. IAEA sources report weapons from Hanford/Pantex were used for the Oklahoma City bombing in 1995, at the Khobar Towers in Saudi Arabia in 1996, the destruction of the World Trade Center in 2001, and the Bali bombing in 2005. The IAEA confirms up to 50 nuclear weapons have been used surreptitiously since 1945, often in configurations that minimize blast and radiation."


NEIL KEENAN UPDATE | Making History & New Beginnings

"Neil and the team found chests/boxes apparently filled with gold, jewels, museum artifacts, modern global currencies in all denominations (including 2015 US dollars printed by the Federal Reserve), and of equal magnitude, invaluable documents that detail the truth behind some of the atrocities committed against humanity.  (These documents will be used to fortify Neil’s lawsuit when it is refiled.)  If that wasn’t enough, there was even a full-sized helicopter stored inside.
Upon exiting the bunker, Neil was rewarded for his determination and courage.  The Elder gatekeeper presented him with numerous sealed and locked boxes which, as you will see in the video, required serious manual labor to break open.
Precious few have seen these boxes, much less seen them opened, because only a few have ever gotten close to them before.  Most don’t believe they exist but here is undeniable proof that they do in fact exist.  Here is the first disclosure of what one box might contain."

Fuck you Neil. I love ya, haha. How the hell is anyone gonna get to you if I'm there holdin space. I'm with you Neil. I am YOU. and YOU are ME. Now, if all human sentient species could follow that blue print, ha ha, we could devour the world and have a real earth, not a fake earth with rulers above it, but a real Earth and Us as caretakers OF it. Gladly. We are with you. Now.... and forever. Mother....


The US dollar is now backed by gold but the war criminals remain free. - By Ben Fulford, Jan. 6, 2015


Here are a few tips. The Jesuits have always wanted to rule the world, so they began using others as their 'face mask' to do their work, while they get blamed and the Jesuits stay 'clean-looking' or non-existent. Who was it that said the phrase, 'Satan wants you to think it doesn't exist'? Well they were planning to have the Americans fight a war against, oh... I don't know, I think it was Russia, so that something could happen so that Temple Mount in Israel could be decimated and they could build some kind of world government on it and rule from that place. I mean, they think on some perverse religious terms even though they don't have a clue what love is. (But our Sentient Friends tell us that there too is where the largest porthole (place where holograms can be played out to deceive, as well as the truth be shown through) is to be found. K?) So, there's your cue. If they can't get that, then must watch other signs around for their activity. Here's an excerpt which may help you to comprehend how determined they have been throughout the ages:

Page 245:

"The president of the Jesuits now spoke in these terms...
     ...These elements may be admitted when we have to consider our whole plan in the fullest light, whilst the analysis of each separate question or problem should present a character as deliberate and cool as that of the synthesis ought to be warm and enthusiastic. I admire these two different kinds of talent, but I have rarely seen them united in the same individual. I have almost always found that those who were eloquent in the one way were mute in the other, and vice versa. Let us strive to combine the calmness of reason with the fire of enthusiasm. Christ, who saw the germ of so many splendid truths, teaches us that in order "to make ourselves master of the strong man, his house and his goods, we must first bind him." Let us, therefore, become perfect in the art of loading the proud and the powerful with chains. Let us lay to heart this maxim as the rule of all our efforts: --one sole authority-- that of Rome; one sole order -- that of the Jesuits. And since our age does not boast a single mind capable of aspiring to the universal empire, for kings have enough to do to retain a hold upon their petty kingdoms which are slipping from their grasp, let it be ours to aim thus high, whilst empty heads are dreaming. Nulla dies sine linea. Let not any opportunity escape us of observing what are men's tendencies; the better we know them, the more useful they will be as instruments in our hands. Let us, at all events, so conduct ourselves that our future glory may compensate for our present abasement; for whether our name be destined to perish, or finally to prevail over kings and nations, let it, at least, be synonymous with the loftiest reach of greatness and daring which the world has ever seen or ever will see."

The Jesuit Conspiracy. The Secret Plan of the Order - by Abbate Leone, 1848

And one more thing. Ask yourself, how much do you value your home? This place where you're at right now. Put real value into it, and get the answer.

Saturday, January 10, 2015

The Devil Inside.

Alright, now that you've all had the opportunity to see the last few posts, this one is going to show you another way of seeing the truth. There is not an imaginary way that I am seeing it. I see it the way I see it. And there is no imaginary way that YOU see it. You see it the way you see it! So, let's continue to communicate. I'm not here advocating Marilyn Manson's strange taste in video. I am here to say that he is saying some very important things which are getting hidden behind more, accurately spoken, crass scenes.  And the reason for him hiding behind those expressions is that you have been adulating those expressions the whole time you were only interested in what you wanted, who cares about what is, or what anyone else wants. You just wanted what you wanted at a grave expense. So now, let's listen to this Marilyn Manson video without looking too strongly at the pictures. But let's just listen to what he is expressing, and then, oh my goodness, we shall know, hahaha, like the Mason's know!

Ohpe, I don't mean to be so rude. But let me explain some of the things he's saying.

Sin is to sin. Deep six, deep six. It means, when you talk about sin, then sin is on your mind. The only thing you are going to be experiencing and dealing with, is that. Sin. Now he don't give a fucking damn about that kind of shit. So he's saying deep six it, as in death to it. Down under the ground. Six feet under with it!

Thank you very mawch...........................

The reason Manson opens his mouth, is because of season. The season of integrating your hunger for the spirit. The Spirit has been lacking much, greatly, in this place. I too have opened my mouth looking for a drop of water. We're all only looking for ourselves. The Spirit within us. When we give it the attention it needs, we are fulfilled, satisfied, and our mouths need no longer open to something, anything, that quenches that fire.

Let me help you to understand what qvenching the fare iz.

Gorillaz - Clint Eastwood

The Verve - Bitter Sweet Symphony

Robert Plant - Slow Dancer

When the devil is hiding in your house, help Kali discover it and remove it from your presence.
It starts by looking around inside.

YOU, are, my, friend.
And I will always
cherish you.

I like this interview
The "white screens," what we're hiding behind.
So! The Blue and the White screens are the innocence. The Lucifer.
The Black and the Grey screens, are wisdom.