Daily Moon Phases

Thursday, January 31, 2013

Fourth Dimension Discovery

Last night I had an exciting experience which is leading to a most wonderful discovery. I'm so excited about it.

I have been noticing something really fascinating happening lately. I think this, what I'm talking about, is the 4th dimension. It started last year or so, when one night I had an experience meeting that side of existence. I can't even describe what I experienced, lest I frighten some of you, and you don't need any more fear than you're already working to get rid of!

(Out Of The Fog - "You're all alike, scared, scared of your own shadow, that's why I get away with things like this Pop, cause I know that. If you did to me what I'm doin to you, you know what I'd do to you? I'd kill ya. Ya, I'd kill ya. You'd never have the nerve to do that. Here, it's easy, go on take it, TAKE IT. All ya gotta do is pull the little trigger and there's no more Garth. Go ahead Pop, go ahead. What's the matter, can't you do it?"
The Devil, The Sorceress, Everything SCARES you....AHHHHHHHHHHH!!! If you want to watch the movie where I got the excerpt from, click the link above.)

So, it was a unique experience. These black beings, a beautiful shiny black, and all kinds of different beings in the same place, or space, I don't know how to describe it. So I looked up in my Kabbala book on the tree of life and it said almost exactly what I experienced, about the 4th dimension.

Recently, like the past two days, I've been hearing the sounds of them in the fourth dimension, but they were here in this dimension, the one I'm in. Or we are in, haha, together. Like in a few posts down I was talking about a Robert Plant song I was listening to, and I was hearing some sort of discordant sounding bells or, I don't know how to explain, but, sounds that were enchanting. But I had also heard them (as in beings, not bell-sounds) outside, out of the window which is a few feet from me at the computer. As well as outside on the other side of the house through the other window. They sound like beings from a different dimension.

So last night I heard the same thing, but different sounds, but the same kind from the same dimension. And I remembered the sounds that I had been hearing recently and made the connection.
You have to be in a very loving state of being in order to hear those sounds or see things of a different nature, I have noticed. The more my love comes out and is exteriorized, the more that world comes around and frolicks, for lack of better word, with me. It's so beautiful, and they are all so utterly lovely.

I have two bathrooms and so when I went downstairs to get myself some more water or drink, I went to the bathroom there. I also have the lights on very softly. I do not like hard lighting. So it's a soft lighting in the bathroom too, and as I sat there I looked at the white terry cloth towel hanging on the rack, a flat rectangular shape. I noticed some soft greenish pattern emanating from it. And when I noticed it I looked a little more and saw that it seemed to have a pattern on it that you would see on fabric which is made by the textile companies. I said then it must be a reflection from my bath curtains which are a dark green, and the light was on in the shower with the curtains closed so it was giving off the soft lighting. But I reconsidered feeling I had, how to say it? Insulted? those beings communicating to me. So I said I'm just joking, because I could see clearly haha, there was no way those dark green curtains could make such a light bright greenish blue pattern above all, on my white towel.

That is when I said to myself, ok, I'm going to examine this. But I didn't say it in words, I said it as an intent, or feeling. So I started to look gently but focusedly on the towel, and oh my goodness, I saw the pattern come through, like I was looking into a different dimension, the towel and only the towel, now was like a damask piece of fabric hanging there on the rod instead of the towel. I could see the fine details of the greenish-bluish-yellowish pattern all over the material. The material was an off-white beigish colour with that turquoise like colour patterned all over it. It was astonishing, and it felt alive. Once I was there, everything felt alive like a different kind of aliveness than I'm used to in this 3 dimensional existence. It's just so beautiful. I want to go there and discover it.

Soon as I refocused my eyes it was back to the same ole plain white terry towel, with just the fuzzy colour turquoise interspersed all over the towel, so that would I to have focused my eyes again, I could have brought them to that place again. It's real. I tell you. Our mind is the most fascinating thing. Anyway, I looked on the internet for that pattern and couldn't find it so here are a couple of pictures that are similar but not the same. The pattern I saw was much more refined and delicate. The colour of the first picture, that bright turqouise is the colour of the pattern that was on top of the beige fabric. The other one is just a pattern of damask.

Ok, now, and today...I just had a cute little being peek out from behind my computer to remind me of the things I just saw today, so I'm going to tell about that too. Don't think of any form when I said cute little being, because there was no form. It was the feeling of the being come to remind me, and I said "cute" because it was helping me, reminding me of what I wanted to remember to write when I thought about it earlier. So, they're helpful. Thank you.
What I'm talking about now is, earlier when I had to go out to the store to get some more cream and brown sugar for my tea, the moment I stepped out the door, I saw like out of the corner of my eye something which I thought was something else, for when I looked, it was not what I thought it was, and it happened about three times in that span of time it took to get back to starting point. When I was almost home, I saw out of the corner of my eye a white slim dog sitting there, but when I looked, it was only the tall white pole with it's fat anchor to hold it in place for people who had a dog to tie up outside so as not to bring the dog inside the pharmacy, which is what place I was passing before I got home. So my thought was what Don Juan had talked to Carlos about when he said he, Carlos really had seen a creature screaming in its death throws but when he looked at it more closely it was only a big dead piece of driftwood, or whatnot. I don't remember the story exactly. So I thought to myself, this is that world Don Juan was talking about. When yesterday I saw that pattern on that fabric in that world, and in this world it is a white terry towel hanging on a rack. Same thing as I was walking down the street. Everytime I thought I saw something unusual, I looked directly at it to see, it was nothing but the boring reality that I'm used to seeing already, hahaha.
So now I know. When I want to go into that world, I must, like they spoke of in BASIC Instinct, hahaha, "suspend my imagination" to go into that other real world. OK!
Today is Friday February First, 2013.
I, of course, went back to the washroom today, thinking to get another look at that phenomenon. And what do you think? the stangest of all things! Haha. I remembered a while back I had been reading parts of a book by a man who named Shape Power back into life. He said in some part of the book, that there is an exercise one can do, to replenish their energy. He said one puts their hand(s) down by their thigh of the leg side, part, and make a scooping motion bringing the energy up with you as your hand goes, and doing that a few tiems. He says the energy is seen by Seers, and that this energy is green and it runs like a river or a matrix of energy in that area of our atmosphere on Earth. So this live force which is green in colour is at the same level where I am when I'm sitting on the toilet. As I was looking at my towel, it was that green energy which was reflecting through me, it's living space.
Ah, but that's not the only thing I thought.
When I realized how much there was another thought with its reason, in the same place as when I thought it was the green energy, I immediately realized to stop thinking. It's all right. Everything's alll right now, baby it's all right now. Hahahahaaa ...aa  .

Now It's Called Beelzebub's Tales, Thou B be telling them.

I looove little summer rain, like, like for example Red Rose's Summer Special.

Bohemian Rhapsody

Red Rose.

Rob Zombie....Crrreeepin-ggg-arou-ww-nnd, HHa

Listen everybody, there's a tune in the town.. This tune-in-the-town is a really great place....let's get Tuned into That Town,..............

/anywat ever. Check this cool video out. I mean In, I don't know HOW, but I mean......good.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0CcgnGZZAOc  (Creepy Creepin around, Huh?)

oops. wrong video. i thot hahaha, that, uh, ok......that how good it could be when it is...so i skipped the when and stayed in the "how good." HAhhahahaaahaaa.....hhh

Spookshow Baby

Fuck you. I don't want your understanding, I just want your obedience, Does that sound familiar to you? It does me. So I'm working on a wa6....where ALL things, haha, work out.''

Robert Plant - Billy's Revenge

it iz it iz it iz her who evah her is...........

Zeppelin' Page, Plant, Jones on David Letterman (December 3, 2012)

Rob Zombie - Sick Bubblegum

DizzIen The WutchawatchawatcaWant

(Dizzyin, the "whatcha-whatcha-whatcha Want?)

Lobrman pincher. RIhT. (Doberman pinscher - Hound of Hell, right.)

Robert Plant - Billy's Revenge - Toronto 1988

I don't haha feel like telling a story about this plce or any other. Therefore, take whutcha get, and take it kindly.  



oh so many pretty designs one can

haha, when they want to.

Tge oint izzzz: you can't know a song, by the name of it. Hahahahaha. You can know a name, by the sound of it. Like z0z0....remember? the fuuuun guy? (pigs in the whistle, I can't make out what I said here last night, hahahaha)

Wednesday, January 30, 2013

The Wizard.

The Who- But the Pinball Wizard, That's Who. He stands like a haha statue, huh? Can you can you, you can get past the first meaning of the song,which is, not quite, in your favor. BUT. with a little bit of thought, you cam, ate it. Good. You got it. THat's how it'S done. HAhahahaa.

I thought I wuz....but i wasn't.

Baby. Did you....did you press the first link in the post? Hahahahaha. Idon't blame you. I walk through a lot of posts and find there are MORE LINKS than ANYTHING eLse ... in there. So obviously, I should but I don't because I can't because I WON'T, should anything. I do know, hahahaha that there is a place to venture, and a highway, that leads you nowhere, since you're already there. But the pinball Wizard, definitely, can help you to GET THERE faster. Thank you.

It's in the link. GFucking click it.



No. no. no .  no.  Ok ?   Hehehehehe. Ok. This man, whose song on a video is about to be presented....seems to say something about,,,,hm,hm, burning down one side. What....in tarnation,
does that eanm....? Neam? Hahahaha. Fuck You.

This is to the link, SLEDGE haha hammer, by, uuuuuuuuuuu  h  h   h hhhhhhhhhh right, I remember, to the sledge hammerer. Love ya...toooo

Hellinsky. Nice name. I just found it...somwhre. I. i-i Captain. HAhahahahaa. Oh bwoy, every time I come here.............sorry, nevermind. Hehehehe/.
eh. there's a feminine side to me.
What does that mean
to what people?
What does it mean, feminine?
What is life, hahahahaha, but FRom the Feminine? Hm? Hahaha. What si efill.

Buba 0'Reily. Definitely.

Baba O'Riley

From Wikipedia, (the medical dictionary**) the free encyclopedia

"Teenage Wasteland" redirects here. For the films, see Teenage Wasteland (film). or Sleepaway Camp III: Teenage Wasteland

"Baba O'Riley"

Single by The Who
 from the album Who's Next
 "My Wife"
 November 1971
 45 R.P.M.
 May 1971 at Olympic Studios in London, England[1]
 Art rock, hard rock, progressive rock
 Decca (US)
 Polydor (UK)


Pete Townshend


The Who, Glyn Johns

Who's Next track listing

"Baba O'Riley"


"Baba O'Riley" is a song written by Pete Townshend for the English rock band The Who. Roger Daltrey sings most of the song, with Pete Townshend singing the middle eight: "Don't cry/don't raise your eye/it's only teenage wasteland". The title of the song is derived from the combination of the song's philosophical and musical influences, Meher Baba and Terry Riley.[2]


It's an Airoplane, it's a monster!, it's a TRAIN!
Belzubub don't stop.
Here's the Recorded Version:

Shiiiiine ooooon you craxy diamant.
 Nutmeg essential oil goes good with even Gin & Tonic. Just ONE drop. It's that good.

A Dick-Flick

"Unuyda buhban come-in up"

Do they talk like that today? No. That was New York back in the gangsta style daze. The 'grown-up' slang lang, back then. So strange the illusion man's mind thinks up. And the Mother keeps tellin us, from the Pagan writings....Wake Up! Stay Awake!

This movie's first few lines...you'll see what I'm talking about.


with Ida Lupino & John Garfield

After you watch the movie read the rest of this. If you did watch it, this may refresh  your memory of how idiotic the movie is, and if you wait until you read all this then you decide to watch the movie out of curiousity, well all I've to tell you is it'll take discipline to watch the whole thing because it's so...stupid.
It's like the writer, producer, and director took the entire potato famine and the stock exchange crash, (like the seeds you take with you when you, hahahaha) rolled it into one and made this movie out of the unworked elements, out of all that went unnoticed and unmanaged out of those two most hoRRific incidents, dealing with the Irish and the Americans. It's like illuminati-infested lands, it's like two dull little cells in the whole body just started splitting like a head-ache and turned into a cancer and the entire body involved became infected, and this is the death, this movie. HAhahaha!

I'm going to go smoke a joint, and I'll be back. At least I'm not smoking someone else's boat, huh? HAhahahaha!
Q: What's so funny?
A: ahhh nothin. don't let it disturb you.

Everything that goes unnoticed gets undone. That is why awareness is so important. There's no easy way to describe awareness, you have to watch...watch yourself. You have to observe...observe objectively.

It's like...it's in the inside, and it's on the outside. There is no party to blame, nor is there any easy answers. You just, gotta do it.

And while it's being done, let's talk about it. HAhahaha! No apologies, I'm just saying what I saw, which is that which goes hidden while we occupy ourselves, with talk. Hmhm.mm.

The Nagual, like doe Juan said, is something that needs to be seen, watched, observed, entered?lived?, the last two being my thoughts. And silence, is best for them, huh? HAhahahaha! Yea.

I'ts so fun, doing nothing.

At the same time, observant, without any discernement, well, you will not understand what I just tolya. So what? Get discernment. HAhahahaha!

When you cheat yourselves,,,the Devil comes in, and cheats you....too. When it irritates the hell out of you, you begin to notice. So you notice. All and well. But just noticing doesn't do anything. And at this point, you can't do anything. Yet when you do, get to that point where you notice the Devil irritating you to no peace, you begin to look at a solution to get you finished with that. The moment you look for that, you will realize you've been cheating yourself for the whole time, because if you weren't then you'd know that the Devil was your Mother, your helper, and your teacher brother's very good friend, whom helps you however best that Devil can. And when you notice, at least that, you've been the one, eyes closed, to all your true possibilities, then you will begin to see how positive thought instantly, begins to work. Now you hold on to that road, and I tell you, you won't have to go far to see the benefits.


"At the speed of Light".      What's that? Oh sorry to pain you with so much of my thinking, I can see it is wearing you thin. Now you must get well, listenin, and payin haha attention...eh? Ok? Think? What's thinking but what it is supplied to do, help you in awareness to,,,your own self.

Does anyone Ever mention everything they think?
Then obviously there isn't going to be an obvious answer to anything that's read, until that red can get out into the blue...and die ego die, blue lips and all. So no. You don't even know most of your thoughts most of the time they're so covered up by your not noticing heheh them, yep. U know?
I can't finish what I'm saying. There is no way to explain everthing that's going on in nagual world/ . . ..   
That's a lot of stuff to go through, reading that is, this stuff. So? Have fun. Take the path of heart. When anything bothers you, take the route of havin a laugh at them by smiling and saying you'll get to them, on that. HAhahaha.
Never fear.
That's what Don Juan says.
And that's great. Because I understood so much of his
woerds when I read them, that I agreed. Instantly. And some people out there
thought it was a work of fiction, this Carlos Castaneda's writings.
It's a... pretty work of fiction.
...this movie, that is. 
Now let's talk about OotF 41. The Daughter, is bored. The fuckin muthah is always sick, that father who is suppose to be there...is out fishin. Why do you think the Devil is "exciting" to her? Now think a bit, about what I just said, and then you'll have your answer. But don't let that stop you from continuing to listen to me speak. So the father thinks that his world is dull, boring, and cold. So he dreams up this paradise where the sword fish are so big and the catch is easy. Just as his dull, so called 'freidn' listens to him recount his dreams, and badger him for the money HE has saved up, not fromhisOWn bank account...yu see? And the daughter on the other hand...is on the same bill...hahahahah...she's TOO thinking about sunnier lands, and warm lovely living. So he tries to discourage her from what her heart is telling her too....nor does he notice his own heart, jst earlier, was thinking the same thoughts too, wanting to pressure his buddy into spending his hard-earned cash to buy a boat and sail to the ...well without a thought. So now he cuts his daughter down telling her, she, is a nobody. Refusing to SEE, his own actions because of his thoughts, emotions, etcmmm, not being organized. Meaning....when one doesn't pay attention to their inner world, then their owter world alSo, goes unnoticed. And that is how he, haha, dealt with his daughter. WHereFore. Mirrors, we are all, one to each other. Let us look into the mirror now.
Come one, out of the fog. Come all. 
Oh my.,.Ijsthadta laugh.
What I mean, is that we were hm, hm, told, taught that we ONLY in the company of, ANOTHER, are capable of, doing something. Wherefore, we have forgot, about our OWN real self. Which is to say, one may change the whole entire place, jst by using the properties    correctly. Without the properties, you exist in a, as the psychiatrists of 'old' have spoken of, a common ground, acommonconsciousness, a collected consciousness. And a collective consciousness, sorry to tell you, is blind, at this time. So you can't start there. You will only fall hahaha, into more trouble. You must first separate yourself from the collective consciousness, to indentify who you truly are. Wonce you've identified yourself, and then disidentified yourself with yourself, then you shall be in a very fit position, hm, to help all the others out. But to think only that you HAF TA HAVE another around in order for GOD to BE tTh ere? you know? You errrrr with that kind of thinking. Because it doesn't take two or more in my name, i t   only   t a k e s   you,  alone, finding it. And by your power of knowledge of self, you help everyone else without having to struggle at it, like Gurdjieff said, you only haf ta struggle for so long before yah find what you're serching for. THen....you move along. And that, could be . . . ANYTHING. Just follow the path of heart. 
Have fun.
Back to the movie.
She's being going out with 'Goth".
Oh-oh. She's been going out with Garth.
 "This couch is hard enough to make a hamburger'".
Is what the dude said as he sat in the man's living?room where he sat
into. To msquerade kinda like that, is what we call, hahahahaha, Sub-vertive
Hypnosis....meaning, covert hypnosis. Hahah. Damn. They already knew that back then?
In order to create THAT kind of haha, dialoge? Ok. Right. Bloody well right, you got a bluddy right to say.... The conclusion of the movie; That's how you get rid of the illuminati, silently, effortlessly.
 There's another moral to the story. It's this.... When you think things through, you are thinking consciously. When you think consciously, haha, nothing can go wrong. It's when you are not thinking consciously that everything seems to go wrong. While walking and thinking in my head, my sock was falling into my boot, which is irritating. Stopping to pull it up twice or thrice, I got upset that this is even happening. So I thought in my head that the sock is up on my ankle and fits perfectly and feels so good. So that thought was really pretty, real nice. I instantly then forgot about it and went to my thoughts. Do you know, it wasn't a few minutes further into my walk and almost home, that I realized, haha, the sock had stopped midway into the falling and actually was reversing its slide down, instead it was moving up. That's what I mean by consciously thinking. It works. This is getting to be a REALLY big pyramid. I should stop. Remember, the word should cancells itself out. Hahahah

Tuesday, January 29, 2013

Panther Like Sound

Oh gaud. My most favorite Who song is Buba 0'Reily. Definitely. Oh the skill. Here, in this video, we have some excellent guitarmanship. I was only listening when I turned to look on the video and saw The Who musician playing the guitar. So skillfull. Love it.

The Who would do well to make a song today, called "Bell Isle Lithe and Tall".   Hahahahaha.....

Robert Plant - Worse Than Detroit (live)

Hey kitty!

I do need  more ice      icikills for my drink. To make a perfect resemblance of an eggnog drink: 2 and a half shots or three of Black Hennessey, 18% table cream, 100% pure maple syrup, use as much sweetness as they do in store-bought eggnog, then put a lot of icicles from the freezer, to blend the flavors. Hey, I just had an idea. I recently purchased nutmeg essential oil. I'll put a drop or two in and see whether it helps the flavor, and the mood....

Beloved Blind With Love

Or bloody blithering fool. This music is so good. I totally love this song. Messin with the Meckon, haha, is where it's at. Give me an English-man anyday.

Messin' with the Mekon - Robert Plant

The bells in the behind-scene of music, haha, are eerie, and yet, sound so good. It's a doorway into another world. So cool. Check it out Who ever you are.


The Luminariest. The Silver Shine. Hey folks, I was listening to this band and I don't know why there aren't more 3 singers in a band, bands. These folks here have something. I mean really cool. Whether it's called trippy or not, or something else, I think more bands should have three singers. I like it. Check this video out, of the three Man band, three singers stunt.

Anyway. I meant to say the Luminaries, because I was listening to some video by Eckhart Tolle called Living Luminaries, and that cool word got stuck in my mind. Ever have stuff like that happen to you?


wango tango ted nugent

We got some here've the wango ze-tango. Brought to you by, the one and only Ted Nugent. So folks, I decided I wanted to listen to some music. I was wondering what kind of light music there was out there, and thinking's how I don't know any more the names of the musicians let alone the songs these days...so I wondered whether classical music could heal all that, and then I remembered some of those high pitched sounds, then them dropping to a crushing base. You know? So I thought, oh? Ok. Let's just look to see what I have in my playlist ready made. Nothing I really wanted to listen to either. That's when I clicked on Ted Nugent, and in my head I heard the song wago ze-tango. And this is it. Oh, by the way.To any truly observant observers, you'll see in this video, the strange amount of focus and direction this man has as a singer, as you notice all those strange grimaces all over his face, like he was in super passion. But no mistake. He sings this song very well. Take a look and a listen.

wango tango ted nugent

Tuesday, January 22, 2013

A Course In Miracles, PDF

A Curse in Miracles. O0oh baby, you're drivin me crazy. Everytime I turn around...I'm right side up?

An excerpt from the book:

"God is lonely without His Souls, and they are lonely without Him. Men must learn to
perceive the world as a means of healing the separation. The Atonement is the
guarantee that they will ultimately succeed."

(click on this link and wait for it to come on your screen. It will take a short while because there are 2087 pages in this PDF)


If you want to get started reading immediately, go to page 42. Just type in 42 in the white box at the top next to the / 2087 pages

Friday, January 18, 2013

Check It Out Now

The Funks so Brother.
Fatboy Slim - Funk Soul Brother

Blow it like the wind. Where's your whistle, sing it.
The wind flows through the trees mobilzing their branches
like the beauty flows through our blood, warming it.

Well Hell, Yes.


Check it out.

                        Dr. Dre feat. Snoop Dogg - Still Dre

Poetry Of Life. Its Fruit.

Ok, now that I've smoked my marijuanna and drank my red wine....

She's got eyes of the cruelest skys, and if I stayed to long, I'd probly break down and cyr. If I stayed too long I'd die. So! Everything requires a balance. No two one bip damn ip about it. Hahahaaa....just hold on tight. Not too loosely.

How's about a name for this, uhm, inspiration? Guns N Roses. Sweet child of mine...anything else?

Does that sound like the good basic for a play? Maybe I could write for stage? Like New York New York with ole Blue-Eyes on it.

Or maybe write poems, and just whistly whisp along on life...to its fullest.....

I dunno about ThAt one.

But let's not forget music. Er, how could we? Hahaa. No such luck, no such number, no such place. So here's the tune I was talking about.

Guns n' Roses - Sweet Child O' Mine

Drug Use For A Peek Into Higher Consciousness.

Eckhart Tolle's The Power Of Now...con't.

Already for most humans, the only respite they find from their own minds is to occasionally revert to a level of consciousness below thought. Everyone does that every night during sleep, but this also happens to some extent through sex, alcohol, and other drugs witch suppress excessive mind activity.

If it weren't for alcohol and other drugs like tranquilizers, antidepressants, and so-called illegal drugs which are consumed in vast quantities, the insanity of the human mind would become even more GLARINGly obviously insane, than it already is.

 (And it is glaringly insane, I can see that. After all, give them tranquilizers and antidepressants created in the laboratory just so some industry can make money and stay on the stock exchange,  instead of allowing persons to grow marijuana or valerian in their own backyard, free from monsantos made chemical pesticides which slowly or quickly kill the human who eats the plant...?  There are a lot of examples of the insanity of the human race under the influence of the egoic mind.)

I believe that, if deprived of their drugs, a large portion of the population would become a danger to themselves and others. These drugs of course simply keep you stuck in dysfunction (when you're not using them correctly, which is to get to a deeper state of consciousness every day. When you experience something on the drug, then say you only imagined it the next day, you are only staying stuck in your self-delusional egoic mind, refusing to see your true inner being for the awesomeness it truly is. It takes courage to face yourself) Their widespread use only delays the breakdown of the old mind structures and the emergence into higher consciousness. While individual users may get some relief from the daily torture inflicted on them by their minds, they are prevented from generating ENOUGH CONSCIOUS PRESENCE to rise above the thought and find true liberation. (Like I said, stop denying the unusual, get out of the usual, because the what you call normal, is actually abnormal.)

Drugs will give you a peek into higher consciousness. It is up to you to effort yourself toward the discoveries you made on drugs, into your daily life without drugs, furthering your knowledge of who you really are, by your experiences of what the plants have shown you. You cannot depend on the plants. You mustn't use them as a crutch. Otherwise you defeat the purpose of their use. Conscious effort is required for you to get past that brick wall of mind. Not a deeper slumber under the use of mind altering chemicals.

There is a reality beyond the one you were taught. There is no birth or death, only transformation. There is no dirt or grime, only purity. There is no need for consumption of food from exterior sources, for you are your own source of nourishment by your very living self. There is only love and joy and the sharing of it in creativity. But......first you need to generate ENOUGH CONSCIOUS PRESENCE. And that takes effort.

Dead Fish Syndrome (Funny)

"Lila": a kind of divine game Creator is playing. The individual life forms are obviously not very important in this game. In the sea most life forms don't survive for more than a few minutes after being born. The human form turns to dust perty quickly too. And when it is gone, it is as if it had never been. Is that tragic or cruel? Only if you create a separate identity for each form, if you forget that its Consciousness is Creator Essence expressing itself in form, but you don't really know that until you realize your own Creator Essence as pure Consciousness.

If a fish is born in your aquarium and you call it John, write out a birth certificate, tell him about his family history, and two minutes later he gets eaten by another fish, that's tragic. (Shock-a-deal-ya)

Hahahaha AHhahahahahaaa! That's hilarious.

But it's only tragic because you project it as a separate self where there was none. You got hold of a fraction of a DYNAMIC process, a molecular dance, and made a separate entity out of it. (Or illusion in your mind about it. Talk about asleep, fantasizing, dreaming...a nightmare!)

Consciousness takes on the disguise of forms
until they reach such complexity
that it completely loses itself in them.
In present-day humans
consciousness is completely identified with its disguise.

It only knows itself as form and therefore lives in fear of the annihilation
of its physical or psychological form. This is the Egoic mind
and this is where considerable disfunction sets in.
It now looks as if something had gone very wrong somewhere along the line of evolution.
But even this is part of "Lila" the divine game.

(This is taken from Eckhart Tolle's The Power Of Now)

When consciousness frees itself from its identification with physical and mental forms, it becomes what we may call pure or enlightened consciousness, or Presence. (John Doe. Present! Davy Jones. Present! Spock. Present!)

This has already happened in a few individuals. And it SEEMS destined to happen soon on a much larger scale, (but we are not certain of this) although there is no absolute guarantee that this will happen. (Because it takes individual effort).

Most humans are still in the GRIPpa of the Egoic mode of consciousness. Identified with their mind and run by their mind. (aka puppets) If they do not free themselves from mind in time, they will be destroyed by it. (little fish devours poison, big fish devours little fish, big fish dies of poisoning...all dense-mind oriented fishys, gone.)

They will experience increasing confusion, conflict, violence, illness, despair, MADNESS. Egoic mind has become like a sinking ship, if you don't jump off, you will go down with it. A collective egoic mind is the most dangerous, insanely destructive entity ever to inhabit this planet.

Thursday, January 17, 2013

Beauty & Love. Power Of Presence In The Present.

"The present moment holds the key to liberation."
"As soon as you honor the present moment, all unhappiness and struggle dissolve, and life begins to flow with joy and ease." 

The Power of Now, spoken book form by Eckhart himself.

and PDF book The Power of Now, by Eckhart Tolle.

Here's a little excerpt from the book, spoken and written, and my comments on it.

"The moment you start watching the thinker, a higher level of consciousness becomes activated. You then begin to realize there is a vast realm of intelligence beyond thought, that thought is only a tiny aspect of that intelligence. You also realize all things that truly matter - beauty, love, creativity, joy, inner peace - arise from beyond the mind. You begin to awaken."

I must have been awake for a long time. Here's one experience that happened to me when I was approx 18 years old. My friend Roberta saw me walking down the street. She asked her boyfriend to stop because she wanted to say hi. So as we talked she said they were all going to her boyfriends for some beer and asked if I wanted to come. I said sure.

There were two guys in the back and I fitted myself in the backseat with them. I sensed all the presences around me and everyone was just fine. I also had joy within me. But I noticed someone's presence out of whack. It felt oppressive, tense, tight. It was the guy furthest from me, at the window. I looked at him, and thought he was appearing to be like everyone else but I sensed a great agitation coming from him and asked him, "hey, are you alright?" He looked at me and seemed surprised, then smiled and said everything was fine.

Well, I got to know him a bit more and thought he was a really nice guy so we made friends. It wasn't until a year later when he told me about that incident when we first met. He said that no one ever paid any attention to him whatsoever, and that day he was planning to commit suicide like his friend had a month ago. He said he would have shot himself the next day if it weren't for me coming into his life and asking him whether everthing was alright or not. Apparently it was not alright. He said, the most strangest thing was that I was such a beautiful woman and out of no one inquiring about him, to such a beautiful lady inquiring, he entirely changed his mind about committing suicide the next day. That's how much of an impact I made on him.

But you see, to me, that was just the normal everyday thing. I didn't see myself as beautiful. I just saw others through the senses, feelings, perceptions I got from them...the deeper perception. I didn't have to do any thinking...I was just being. And so there you go. Stop your thinking and get in touch with the higher self. Were I not in touch, Roberta would never have asked her boyfriend to stop, nor would I probably even have been walking on that path, and maybe Brian would have committed suicide, if no one else had intervened. But he lived on to become friends with many people. He did get lung cancer and died about ten years later, but not until he learned how much love and beauty there really is, in this world, and shared loving caring relationships with many people around him.

I've had many experiences such as that, where thoughts had nothing to do with it. Thoughts seem to suck you up into your own world and isolate you from the life around you. So stop your thinking for a while and just sense and feel, look, hear, see. You know? Do this. Next time you get into a conversation with someone, do not think about what you're going to say. Just check them out. Listen to what they are saying, how they are saying it, the sound of their voice, the mannerisms they use. Don't get into an arguement or defend yourself, just let them say whatever they are all about, and observe, to get to know that type of being.  And don't worry about silence when it happens in a conversation. Silence is good. Better than babbling small-talk which wastes energy and gets you nowhere closer to what the truth is about that person or you. So stop and relax when there is a silent space, to feel the love and closeness to the other human being, whoever they may be. Because everyone is human and needs to feel that love and closeness to one another no matter what. Love is an essential. It's important. When you're alone at home for too long, like I am sometimes, I just go for a walk, or to a store, coffeeshop or bar, and just be around people. It makes all the difference in the world. Then I feel better and go home and back to work, with a lovelier feeling inside. We're a great big family, and the sooner you start realizing this the easier it feels to be around others no matter who they are or where they came from.

The other day I stood at the bus stop listening to a guy and a girl talking in the Arabic language. They were very lovely and the sounds and expressions of the words, so interesting. I smiled to myself some times when they said certain things in certain ways. I had a learning experience from deep within. Just because my programmed mind didn't understand the words they used or how they enunciated the sounds, doesn't mean I didn't understand the two human beings standing there talking to each other, and this human being listening and delighting in their fun presence.

And then on the way home I saw a group of east Indian men (with turbans on their heads) and observed their faces and listened to the way they communicated as I sat on the bus on my way home again. There was a feeling of peace and of acceptance because I sent this out, on purpose, so I could observe the way they truly are. Which I often do. I make myself into a really casual, warm, relaxed presence, so I could get to understand others from their own way of being, not from the way I was taught about them, or would judge them through my pre-programmed mind. But the real reality. Who THEY are. And I always find they are so beautiful. And I love them all so much. People are so wonderful. Just drop the mind's incessant chatter and take a look for yourself. Also, there is something that this method does. Would there to be anyone around you who is about to be negative or do something wrong, well it dims this idea in them, and they actually become like a lively little child who is being paid attention to by their mother or father. So you do good by actually paying attention to others silently. It's sharing love.

Wednesday, January 16, 2013

Contracted Sense Of Self = Ahriman's Entrance

Listening to Eckhart Tolle speak in the video "Human Consciousness Awakening" reminded me of what Rudolf Steiner had taught, in my post "THE Idea Of Other Worlds..." on Wednesday February 22, 2012.

You can read the lecture here:
start @ 0:38:00 /of 1:48:10 in the video
1:18:29 .... you become extra-ordinary
That's how you fit in. Perfectly.

Gold Dust Dragon

Gold Dust Woman
Written by Stevie Nicks.

Rock on, gold dust woman
Take your silver spoon and dig your grave
Heartless challenge
Pick your path and pray...

Wake up in the mornin'
See your sunrise loves to go down
Lousy lovers pick their prey
But they never cry out loud, cry out

Ooh did she make you cry, make you break down
Shatter your illusions of love?
And is it over now, do you know how?
Pick up the pieces and go home

Rock on ancient queen
Follow those who pale in your shadow
Rulers make bad lovers
You better put your kingdom up for sale, up for sale

Ooh, did she make you cry, make you break down
Shatter your illusions of love?
And is it over now, do you know how?
Pickup the pieces and go home
Well did she make you cry, make you break down
Shatter your illusions of love?
And now tell me, is it over now, do you know how?
Pickup the pieces and go home, go home, go home

Monday, January 14, 2013

What IS The Truth?

Just as the Cassiopaeans, Pleiadians, and the Law of One beings all said....there are infinite number of Universes, so who is to say your Universe is the 'right' one.

That's right huny. The next time you look at me and think, what the fuck? because I'm having so much fun....remember....a fun Universe is RIGHT here. Hahahahahaa....An Ima gonna enjoooy myyy self. Thank you very much.

Don't believe me. And I don't have to believe you.

Hahahaha...Yes yes yes. Check it out fer yer own self luvy.

How To Change Your Belief System, by Teal Scott.

Here comes trouble. What you term as trouble anyway. The Devil in Disguise. Er what you call the Devil. There are aaall kinds of Uni-Verses everywhere....

A State of "Time" As Illusion, As Optical In The Mind, Illusion.

Check this out:

              The Science of Raising Your Vibration

"Anyone who travels within spiritual circles has probably heard about “vibrations.” The context is usually that someone with a higher vibration is somehow more spiritual or that the goal of the individual is to raise his or her vibration. But what does this really mean? Is it all just spiritual mumbo jumbo or is there actually a science behind vibrations? As you probably figured out from the title of this article, I believe that there is absolutely a science to this spiritual concept. And I believe I can prove it.

Let’s start with what we know. At the center of our solar system is our sun—a big ball of light. Around it, orbits the planets. The closer planets, such as Mercury and Venus, move quicker around the sun because they have smaller orbits...."

Uhm WHAT? That doesn't make sense. Jupiter and Saturn move around the Sun just as quick. It's just that they are a lot farther from it. So the illusion is, a surface way of looking at things. In order to get rid of illusion one must detach themself, or to not identify with everything in the very face of you, such as, this. All of this.

I mean, look. It only seems to be the planets directly around the Sun are condensed so they appear to move faster. But those planets waaaay over there are moving at the same rate, only they appear to be moving slower.

Here's a quote from this guys other blog. Click on it to link to the post.

"one where the illusionary veil was beginning to be uncovered and we would have access to the mechanisms of the universe. The word “apocalypse” actually means “revelation” or “uncovering.” We are continuing to see more and more of what our world really is."

Sunday, January 13, 2013

Queen of Cups & King of Cups

On Friday January 11, 2013 I got an Extended Celtic-Cross Reading by a 'psychic?' lady who is 71 years old. (I know why she called it an "Extended" Celtic-Cross Reading...because she was talking so much about her own personal life, instead of what my life was showing in the cards, that it was awfully extended...Take my advice, seek out the younger generation of Card Readers, let the old generation do their reminiscing and remembering of their life, in their own time.

reminiscing:  present participle of rem·i·nisce
Indulge in enjoyable recollection of past events.)

Oh and, for those who know about card reading, and I don't, she used the Celtic Cross method. She said that she picks one card which represents my personality. Looking at me she said I reminded her of the Queen of Cups, the 'sweetheart' she called it. Then she proceeded to look for that card, wasting time because it took her so long. She would have done better to just let me finger it out of the deck. It would have been a much more personal match. It was when she asked me to pick three cards out of the deck with my left hand that I picked the High Priestess, the King of Cups, and some other one, I don't remember which. Maybe I would have picked out the Queen of Cups if she hadn't decided that my personality reminded her of that particular card and took it out of the deck.

Look what I found about this method from a site. Click on the link to read all of it. Here's an excerpt:

I have very rarely used a significator, but I understand the need that some people place on having one in their spread, as the representation of the querent, it does place them squarely in the spread. My main problem with that is quite simply, the querent's life is in that spread anyway, so I feel there really is no point in stating the obvious.

The other reason I don't use a significator is that we are actually reducing the deck by a card that may actually be required during the reading. For example, you use the Queen of Cups to signify your client, but what card will the Tarot now use if it wants to show another woman of the same qualities in or around the life of the client? Or if the client needs to take on the qualities of this queen, or indeed will encounter her, then how shall she be represented? It's a personal choice really and it seems that however people were taught is how they will continue to work their spread. I feel it's worth considering questioning the need to ever use one at all, whether you're a beginner or a professional reader."

She told me I'm the Queen of Cups. I don't know anything about these cards so here is my research on what this stuff means.

Queen of Cups Tarot Card Meanings Keywords

Upright: Emotional security, calm, intuitive, compassionate
Reversed: Emotional insecurity, co-dependency

Queen of Cups Tarot Card Meanings and Description

The Queen of Cups is the Queen of the realm of emotions. She is a beautiful, introspective woman who sits on a throne at the edge of the sea. In her hands, she cradles a beautiful cup with handles shaped like angels. The cup is closed, an indication that the thoughts of the Queen originate from the unconscious, from the depths of her own soul. Wearing a gold crown and silver robe, she is alone, sitting and staring at this cup, which she holds before her with both hands on the base. The stone throne upon which she sits is decorated with images of sea-nymphs, fish, and scallop shells. The sea and fish are symbols of the unconscious mind and water in general represents emotion, spirit, and feeling. The cloudless bright blue sky and placid water of the sea surround her. Her feet do not touch the water; they rest comfortably on colourful rocks washed up in front of her.
Upright Queen of Cups Tarot Card Meanings 

The Queen of Cups is nurturing, caring, compassionate and sensitive. She is a good wife and a loving mother as she is emotionally secure and can connect on an emotional level with others. She is admired for her fairness and honesty, and is warm-hearted. Often a healer, counsellor or psychic, this is a woman who seems to know what is wrong even before you open your mouth. She seems to have exactly the right solution to problems relating to relationships, emotions and feelings. She easily tunes in to what you are feeling and is able to help you make sense of it in a sensitive and compassionate manner. As such, her intuition is very strong and she has a unique talent at being able to pick up on emotional energy.
As with the Court Cards, the Queen of Cups can manifest as a person in your life or as a part of yourself. She often appears as a mature female.
No intuition is more powerful than that of the Queen of Cups. She is the pure force of Water, and her connection with the subconscious is rivalled only by the High Priestess. She is often like a mirror, reflecting the hidden depths of others back to them, so they can see their own mysteries for themselves. Thus, the Queen of Cups indicates that you need to trust your intuition and listen to your inner voice. Trust the sensations and the feelings you are getting from your outside environment.
When the Queen of Cups appears in a reading, it suggests that you need to empathise with others and to show true compassion. Focus on the emotional well-being of others rather than relying on rational or logical explanation. You are here to support and to teach others, by drawing upon your own intuition and sense of calm and emotional connectedness. Learn how those in need cope with life’s challenges and share your knowledge. Hug someone you care about.
One of the greatest assets of the Queen of Cups is her ability to sense the needs of those around her. Due to her associations with the element of water, the Queen of Cups can be passive and receptive. Her sensitivity draws those who struggle and suffer towards her. In many ways, she is a safe harbor for others. Her ability to connect on a soul level enables her to remedy the broken hearts of others. Her warmth and genuine caring make her a beacon of light. Because she is so responsive to the feelings of others, the Queen of Cups must constantly uphold her boundaries between herself and others. If not properly protected, the Queen of Cups can lose her own sense of self. This is her greatest vulnerability.
The Queen of Cups tends to think with her heart, rather than her head. She may lack common sense and rationality but she is highly intuitive and sometimes psychic and dreamy. Similarly, if you are finding that the logical approach is not working, then the Queen of Cups encourages you to follow your heart and not your mind. You may be required to turn inward and explore your emotions about a particular situation.
The Queen of Cups symbolises achievements made possible by the use of imagination and creativity. This is a woman who is highly imaginative and artistically gifted, affectionate and romantic in outlook. She is often involved in creative or literary pursuits, and enjoys art, good music, literature and things of beauty. Therefore, you may be more inclined to pursue creative projects, particularly if it acts as a form of self-expression.
Reversed Queen of Cups Tarot Card Meanings

The Queen of Cups reversed suggests that you may be feeling out of touch with your emotions or that you are forced to restrict how you are really feeling deep inside. You may be struggling to express yourself effectively, instead bottling up your feelings internally. If you do not address these emotional issues, they will eventually reach boiling point. Your stress levels may increase and your ability to cope with everyday issues could suffer.
The Queen of Cups reversed suggests some dissatisfaction or feeling of disconnection from your spirituality that has arisen in your life. This may be as simple as a growing realisation that you need to find your path and get more involved on a meaningful level with others in your faith.
The reversed Queen of Cups may also suggest that you are allowing your imagination to run away with you. You mean well but unfortunately you cannot be relied on. You are letting your emotions take hold and you are not thinking clearly with your head. At its worst, the precious qualities of imagination and flowing fantasy might turn out to be weakness and thoughtlessness, turning in any direction that any wind may blow, getting lost in a dream world of unreal fantasies. You are becoming easily overwhelmed by emotion, and you are becoming moody, unstable, brooding, suspicious, and overly secretive.
The Queen of Cups reversed represents an overemotional wreck who can be driven to manipulative and vindictive behaviour. Your mood swings are making life difficult for others and you are emotionally draining on those around you. You tend to play the emotional heartstrings to your advantage. Within you, you may also harbor angst and self-loathing for your inability to do more with yourself and your talents.
In relationships, this card heralds a time when separating the emotions from any sense of sensibility may be difficult. Strong emotions may seem to take all parties on a roller coaster ride. Within projects, jobs, or workplaces, all members may feel their emotions are a little frayed from stress. With this in mind, the reversed Queen of Cups also warns against entering into any agreements with those who seem to play on your sense of guilt or pull on your emotional heartstrings, for they may not be what they seem.
The reversed Queen of Cups can indicate an over-reliance on other people’s emotional responses, which may result in a co-dependency type relationship. You may want to examine your current relationships. Is there co-dependency? Are you giving too much of yourself and not getting anything in return? This Queen nurtures for the sake of inducing dependency, and places undue importance on being in a relationship, no matter what its quality. There could also be a tendency towards having too many expectations from your partner.
A reversed Queen of Cups can also indicate the abuse of alcohol and substances, particularly if this abuse is driven by your emotional state (i.e. you drink more when you are feeling upset).
And then the lady said, a King of Cups is coming into my future.
King of Cups Tarot Card Meanings Keywords

Upright: Emotional balance and control, generosity
Reversed: Emotional manipulation, moodiness, volatility

King of Cups Tarot Card Meanings and Description
The King of Cups sits on his throne on a grey stone block, calmly in the midst of a turbulent sea and wears a necklace with a fish amulet. The fish is the symbol of spirit and creativity and represents the balance of the unconscious with the conscious. Behind him on his right, another fish jumps wildly from the tumultuous ocean, and, on his left, a ship sails steadily in the choppy ocean. These images are a sign that the unconscious has been allowed to break through and has been recognised by the King, yet it remains within his power and does not overwhelm him. The King of Cups does not repress his emotions and unconscious impulses but has learned to accept and deal with them in a mature and balanced manner.
Upright King of Cups Tarot Card Meanings

The King of Cups, like all the court cards in the suit of Cups, represents emotion, creativity, and the unconscious. Unlike the preceding three court cards, however, the King of Cups expresses much more restraint in his emotional state. He is a master of his own feelings, and remains in control of his emotions. Not to say that he represses those feelings and sentiments. On the contrary, the King of Cups represents the balance between the emotions and the intellect. He is a master of compassion and kindness and his card often indicates strong bonds in a relationship based on temperance and understanding.
As such, the King of Cups indicates that you feel very emotionally balanced and in control. You have a very deep understanding of your feelings and emotions, and are able to connect with this when necessary. As you deal with some of the scenarios that life throws at you, draw on this deep emotional maturity to help you navigate these challenges. Also, know that this is an incredible gift you have and be open to sharing your emotional stability and calm approach with others.
If you are facing challenges, then the King of Cups is an indication that you must create balance in the realm of the emotions. The King of Cups represents compassion; one of the most powerful and beautiful qualities of the human spirit. Ask yourself, “How can I develop a stronger awareness of the unconscious without being overwhelmed by its power? How can I develop a stronger sense of compassion without falling into the trap of sentimentality?”
The King of Cups encourages you to be considerate in your dealings with others and as you counsel others. You may need to understand why strong feelings have surfaced and how to best cope with them. It is important that you do not repress emotions but instead explore them with an open heart and an open mind.
Sometimes, the King of Cups can represent an older male who may appear in your life. This card represents a man of business, law or divinity, who is kind, considerate and willing to take responsibility for his actions. He is paternalistic but in a sensitive, generous manner, and he enjoys the quiet power associated with providing loving energy to others. He is able to listen mindfully to others and he responds calmly in a crisis. He uses diplomacy rather than force, and reached out to help, not to stifle or have it only his way!
Similarly, the King of Cups shows you generosity, graciousness, love, calmness, caring and will give you his healing ways. He has power in the business world and loves law and order. You would love him to be your doctor. If there were a crisis at hand, this is someone you would hope to have near.
The King of Cups is highly diplomatic and politically correct. He has a real talent at being able to balance the needs of many people and keeps everyone working together harmoniously and productively. He knows how to show care and sensitivity as he leads others towards a common goal. He responds carefully to others’ emotional needs and can diffuse a tense situation by reading and responding to the different people involved.
If you are being challenged personally, the King of Cups suggests you will need to remain emotionally mature in dealing with the negative energy from others. You need to be clear in your own mind about what your boundaries are and what is and is not acceptable on an emotional level. This King is level-headed and in control of his emotions. He uses his emotional intellect to make smart decisions and does not let other circumstances or whims sway him from his central belief system and his morals.

Reversed King of Cups Tarot Card Meanings

The King of Cups reversed is incredibly emotionally controlling and manipulative. This is someone who is toxic, moody, sulky and withdrawn from others, particularly if things do not go his way. He can be vindictive and vengeful and has a talent at being able to punish others through emotional manipulation. He uses emotional blackmail to get his way and to push his own agenda. He leaves you feeling uncertain about yourself and as if you are the problem, not him. This only leads to emotional instability within you, which is entirely undeserved. If this sounds like someone you have met in the past, there is still some work to be done in releasing yourself from his controlling forces.
A reversed King of Cups can also represent a mature and loving, emotional person, who has let their emotions begin controlling their life. The King of Cups may depend too much on others and view himself through the eyes of others. He may fall into delusions or alcoholism, or others forms of escapism to deal with emotional pain. This could show you trapped in a relationship with someone that is dependent and emotional, or a co-dependency situation. You may be struggling with self-deception and/or the deceptions of others, and the most important thing in this situation is to see yourself and others as they actually are, with clear and loving eyes but not foster any sense of dependence or weakness through your own actions.
In a relationship reading, the reversed King of Cups suggests that you feel quite confused about your relationship and your emotions are out of balance and out of control. You are uncertain about your true feelings, and every day they seem to chop and change, leaving you completely confused. You need to be careful, too, about the messages you are sending to your partner as he/she may become easily confused too if you are ‘up’ one day and ‘down’ the next. It is probably best to keep some distance now until you work out your feelings and are more in control of your emotional state.
Finally, the reversed King of Cups suggests that you need to take greater control and responsibility for your emotional state. Right now, you are a loose cannon, letting your emotions rule and flip-flopping from one point of view to another. You want to take charge of your life but then you are waiting for the Universe or for fate to show you the way. You need to be more accountable for your emotional well-being. 
There was a High Priestess that came up right away in the deck. The lady thought it meant something to do with entrepreneurialship on my part....but as soon as I saw it, I knew it meant something a whole lot more. Before I came to that lady's table, her husband actually seduced me into getting my reading done because he was so intuitive and I thought he would be doing it, but it turned out his wife was doing it, and she wasn't very psychic. The lady before I came to her table was named Kelly. She was a younger lady, and I had woke up that day and put into Google "who are the Celtic?" So would I have even wanted to get a reading, which I did not, I would have went to her. I think I wasted $75.00 on that 71 year old lady....
While talking to Kelly, I began opening up about a long black dressed woman in my visions and dreams. Kelly told me that was me. I told her I had been wondering who she was all my life because she appeared to be me but I thought it was a twin representation of me and I wondered was she evil or divine. She said it could be something about my past lives where I may have had some negative things happen and so she's represented by wearing that black. I wish I would have talked to her longer, or even got a reading from her. But as I said, I wasn't going to the psychic fair to get a reading, I was going to look through the books and buy some semi-precious stones, none of which were there this time. Maybe that's why I got hoodwinked into getting my reading done. I was also very emotional that day because the day before and that very day I had been having highly spiritual breakthroughs, which made me to start crying and fretting, because of some unknown stuff which was now starting to become clearer to me. Anyway, that High Priestess that came out of the deck was the representation of that 'twin' I had been talking about, to Kelly. But it went right past the eyes of that 71 year old CARD reader. If only she actually had PSYCHIC abilities.

 Also there was the Temperance card in my spread. The 71 year old said it was my haha guardian angel. But I as well had a different feeling about that one. It's about balance. And what does that lady know about balance? Nothing.

About the King of Cups: "The moderation theme of the Cups suit is critical. If you strive too far into the fiery side of the King you will be burned by his inner flames, but if you slip into the deep water of his emotions you could be overwhelmed and drowned. Stay in the middle and you'll be safe."

I know.
The customer is always right.
That lady had no clue about me or my life. She was as shallow as a puddle after rain. I may be sweet looking on the outside, but there's a lot more to me than the angel face. Without a black side as a balancer, where would I be? So fuck you and your dullass reading, lady. Take up another hobby.

Priestess is Nagual.

And since my higher spiritual nature is coming through very strongly at this time
Temperance is the key of the day, lest my Tonal end up dead.
Like the doctors in the medical profession, psychics would do well to allow the client to state their circumstances, then would the doctor/reader not be a specialist in that area, i.e. healer/psychic, then they are to refer them to someone who is better suited for the task. Otherwise they're just money grubbing greedy people only thinking about themselves while trying to pull a fast one over the public. Fuck them all alike the dimwitted money grubbing greedy ignorant doctors and 'psychic' readers. (Mind you, not all psychics or doctors land in this definition. Some are superb.)

Nobody's Fault But Mine

Kathleen Robertson - Azkadellia the witch in Tin Man

In this part of the movie you can see how ugly the witch in the cave is who took over Azkadellia's body. It reminded me of an alien who was accidentally filmed by a guy who was doing cave research in South America. Watch the first clip then watch the alien clip to see what I'm talking about.

Tin Man (Part 12 of 18)

 Alien (witch) found in South American cave.

If you want to watch the whole movie Tin Man, click on the link below.

Tin Man - The Movie