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Wednesday, April 15, 2015

This Is Sublime

 Janis Joplin - Summertime (Live -1969)

La Fleur Duet, Lakme

 But he didn't. And they raised all back up to the ceiling

The High Priestess And Wholeness.

The High Priestess Card In The Tarot

I have two very interesting books (PDF's) before me. These I will take together as a discussion in this new blog post. It will be a while reading them. The comments and ideas will probably be coming for a time, so come back often for updates to the post, as we move along.

These two books are:

The Vampire Codex by Michelle Belanger

Psychic Self-Defense by Dion Fortune

Let me start off with: Michael Tsarion is a genius! And I'm going to start this post with something he said, before I go into the two books because it has to do with what's going on in these books, as in everything else in life as well.  In this High Priestess (Path of the Fool Series) video, he says:

*This is The High Priestess starting out, with a waxing moon.
  And now we are at the end, the waning moon.*

(the excerpt starts at 1:30:25 of/ 1:47:36 in the video)

     "Behind the great action of life, and you can think of that as human action, or you can think of it as the creation itself, the buzzing of the atoms, the after affects of the big bang, whatever way you want to think about it. Our world is buzzing like some LSD trip, but somewhere in the middle of all of that is that "Still" point, somewhere behind it is that noumenal, prerational, inexpressible, undefinable...Stillness.
     And as a matter of fact, that noumenal state, again, I'm sort of saying it the Kantian way, that unnoble something-something behind the appearances and their representations, has actually, is actually spoken of in theromatic tradition. Jacob Bohme, the German mystic spoke of it. He was speaking of it in a sort of Theosophical way, in which he was speaking about; in order for the creation to come into being, God, whatever God is, retracted himself...closed in on himself...and therefore left a sort of space, for the other to be born. Right? For Creation to be born there's actually a sucking of God's energy into himself...to make a space, a living creative space for the creation to come about.
     In other words, to create that creative emptiness, that is so lacking in everybody's life. And the message that you get out of reading Bohme, and other mystics of this kind is that, look, unless WE do the same thing... maybe, you know, spiritual advancement is an illusion. Because if you look around at the world, at all its accumulation, the "I must have" and all of that, and, "god please gimme what i need," and all of this other aggressive acquisitive stuff, you know? maybe that's the wrong concept all together.
     And maybe there's this whole other kind of creative emptiness that this card (the High Priestess) is encapsulating. Along the same lines, just understand that the word holy, holiness, is synonymous with WHOLEness, right? The holy person is the WHOLE person. Complete.
     Well, you can't be whole if you're seeing life in a fragmented biased manner. Or you're trying to live in some one-seasoned world like 99.9% of the new age people in the new age movement are, can you? Or as we said earlier, if you're negating the past and only living for the now or the future. And you can't be too "in" the future either, you know? You can't be too lost in the past, and you can't be too lost in the future. Where's that wholeness, where's that equanimity? You can't run around in a one-seasoned world just editing reality just because you don't like what you see. Then what you're doing is, you have an idea of reality, you're not actually seeing reality one to one, sheer, as for what it is, so that that reality can then teach you what it needs to teach you. That's why you're here on this planet, that's why you've incarnated here.....where instead, it is you've been editing, because, 'oh I don't like that part, and I don't want to deal with that. Well what's wholesome about that? What's holistic about that?
     You know, you are meant to study the lessons of the past. I mean, I shouldn't even have to explain that. You should be able to look at the darker aspects of existence. Explain to me why you shouldn't do that? You're not meant to edit and avoid reality. Those losses and pains need to be faced. They're etched into our being whether we recognize it or not. Especially, as we said, you don't want to become obsessed by it, but they're our fore bearers sacrificed. And we have had to go through periods of great difficulty, and those are part of yourself. You know, you should bleed for the sacrifices of the Great Ones of the past. You should collect a few laurel leaves for those people, you know? you should bleed for the injustices. You must be moved by something, otherwise you know, you're just a mollusk (a slimy creature that lives in a shell).
     And, if you want to live in a one-seasoned world, (like only summertime, no winter spring or autumn...or like only cinnamon and no cayenne, salt or sage), because you don't want to listen to what somebody like me is saying, then my message to you is: continue to do it. And I'm not stopping you. Because it is by doing it that you are going to understand that it's wrong.
     Look around you at the world today. It's either, "to be inebriated or anaesthetized." The record-levels of substance abuse, both pharmaceutical or illicit drugs...does that look like a healthy thing? There's always this concept going around in the new age movement, 'oh you know you can't be around negative people because you won't be able to progress,' you know, this is meant to be a message to spiritually aware people and people who want to be more positive and so on. But the fact of the matter is, look, negative people won't want to be around you, if you truly are spiritually advanced, because they just couldn't take your light. So there's no need to worry about it.
      If you're truly high, if you're truly on your path, you'll find that you won't be around negative people because they'll run a mile from you. But if then there are negative people around you, it's because you still need to learn something. (That makes the whole world round huh? hahaha Start Learnin!) And so for example if you're saying "well I don't wanna be around negative people," it's a completely  ludicrous statement! And one can also add that, in this fanatical modern law of attraction cult --you know, they give rise to books and programs like "the Secret," this "Think and Grow Rich"... JIVE is all you can say, this Oprah Winfrey "smile and everything is going to be o.k." crowd-- That in itself is also based on total nonsense!
      And the way to explain it is this: that you may create the fa├žade, you may adopt a conscious mind-set of positivity because you are thinking that if I do that, my world is going to be better for me, I'm going to have more happiness and all sorts of good things are going to happen. But unfortunately that's a fallacy. All you've done is made yourself believe that that is the case. It's a form of auto-hypnotization. You've auto-hypnotized yourself. And we're knee-deep in auto-hypnotized, right now, as we speak. (I think I know what that spiders knee means now!). And it has no bearing on actual reality. But you have just convinced yourself that if you stay in this one mode, one --cage yourself in one mode-- give it a nice, you know, shiny plaque-art on the front, you know, polish the door and say "it's all about positivity"... but what you've done is nailed yourself in, to a very limited version, very limited mode of thinking, and then think that life itself is going to, in some way, facilitate you? That's utter nonsense.
     The kind of life you experience whether it's good or bad, is not based on some conscious superficial external socially vetted, socially approved changes that you've adopted because you've read a book or a magazine or some self-help spin-a-rack book. The life you live comes into being based on your true inner identity. Below the conscious hemisphere. Your fate is articulated to that. Not to any superficial contrivances -you try this and you try that-. Your Base Nature, the thing that most people don't want to face, the BASE Nature, the one you really-really are under all of that, cosmetic stuff? THAT is where the articulation to fate is, that's the world that you're going to get.
     Simply put: If you're a deep down good person, you're going to avoid all that spin-a-rack shit because your life is going to be good, on a very profound and deep level. But if you're sick, toxic and rotten as hell, then no matter how many "Secret" books and self-help books that you read, and how much you auto-hypnotize yourself in to believe that, "I'm really going to get that parking space" or whatever, "I'm going to become a multi-millionaire" or something. Even if you've managed to will yourself to get those things, that's still not going to be a good life. You're still going to be completely nothing more than an auto-hypnotized mannequin. There's not enough time to go in to explore all of this..  But just remember that, it is your core underlying true authentic character that makes your fate, and no amount of marzipan on the surface changes that.
      The danger is that now that we are moving into a world where this auto-hypnotism of one form or another is taking place, right? Unfortunately, one form of auto-hypnosis leads to other modes, so it just spirals out of control, and thanks to the media, this is exactly what's happening, it's kind of the order of the day. I'm not dissing, that you should not think positively, I'm just saying that if you decide that you want to be positive about things, by all means do so. But, don't expect a reward. Do it because you want to do it, for it self. Without any concept of that tomorrow you're going to own a fleet of yachts or a fleet of Mercedes. Just cut that crap out. You don't get those things by a superficial change in the settings, at all. It's pure hardcore underlying character, that fate, shall we say, responds to. Ok?
      That will never be told to you by these plastic t.v. gurus, who definitely want you to try on this and that mask and to auto-hypnotize yourself into believing that you'll have a better life while remaining an inauthentic person. This is absolutely catastrophe for the human race, disaster, when we buy into that stuff.
      One of the other things about this card is that, it's a loss of what it means to be normal, as we progress in time. Even a drug addict can be cured because you bring them back to a semblance of normality, after all the cold turkey and whatever the experiences they have to go through, at least there's a certain known mode of normality that they can return to. But, in the world that we're living in today, especially, and you could see this in the sort of gender dysphoria that's rampant now, is where, even, are we losing that standard of normality? Is that being completely washed away? It's so thread-bare, it's so faded that we can't even... and what are the consequences of that? If we have lost the root of what it means to be a human being? Or, let's just say, we know what it means to be human, the flesh and blood, but we've lost the essence of being.
      And concretely, what this state that's represented by this card represents, is that there is no real great creativity without suffering, so all of these different modes and different modern.. all this modern jive, which is trying to force us into that cage of one vision of life, a very narrow infantile vision, is an attempt to take away our experiences of suffering.
      But the axiomatic fact is there is no great creativity without that human legitimate anxiety, what Freud called "ordinary human misery." Don't believe me? Well, as I've said, just keep on going the way we're going. Without that suffering, there's no Beethoven, there's no Sirvanti's, there's no Dostoyevsky, there's no Shakespeare. Maybe you're ok in a world living without that, but I'm not. And if a certain amount of normal human misery and the acceptance of it, the working with those emotions, letting them be part of your life, if that's what it means then we have to be okay with that. What we need to do then is develop a new healthy relationship with those darker emotions, rather than repressing them or trying to auto-hypnotize them out of existence, try to edit? and live in that one-season world?
      (You have to dig deep and pull out that rich black soil that's inside and examine it to see what exactly you're planting things in. You get to know the ground you're on, in, a part of, instead of fearfully avoiding it and hoping those seeds you threw on top of the ground will find a hole somewhere to fall into and grow. Hahaha! Like a teenager at his first trying to insert something, with no luck at all, hahahaha! You have to be a professional about it. Get to know it, and it will deliver.)
      Maybe we need to have a completely different relationship with those other aspects of our self. Let them gather around us like children and let's hear their accounts, let's hear what they're saying, what kind of wisdom they've got to impart. Otherwise, we turn ourselves into hypocrites. Paper thin. Stark naked. Hypocrites, ready to enter the global village, as I said, humans yea, no being involved. And that sense of holiness, that sense of wholeness, but maybe also intoned with that fallowness, right? that creative space, that's what is really meant by that term Nirvana, actually. It's a wholeness internally, and it's a wholeness externally."


In Dion Fortune's book on page 3, she says:

     Mrs. Eddy, the founder of Christian Science, stumbled on to these methods empirically without ever acquiring any rational knowledge as to their modus operandi. She endeavoured to teach them in such a way that they could only be used for good and their power for evil should be concealed; but that she herself was well aware of their possibilities if abused is witnessed by the dread of what she called "Malicious Animal Magnetism," which shadowed her whole life.
     The methods of Christian Science, without its strict discipline and careful organisation, were developed and exploited by the innumerable schools and sects of the New Thought Movement. In many of the developments the religious aspect was lost sight of, and they simply became a method of mental manipulation for purely personal ends, though not necessarily deliberately evil. Their exponents advertised that they would teach the art of salesmanship, of making oneself popular and dominant in society, of attracting the opposite sex, of drawing to oneself money and success. The
amazing number of these courses advertised shows their popularity; in a recent issue of an American magazine I counted advertisements for sixty-three different courses in various forms of mind-power. They would not be so popular if they achieved no results at all. Let us consider some of these advertisements and see what they indicate, reading between the lines and drawing our own conclusions.
"Transfer your thoughts to others. Send for free folder, Telepathy, or Mental Radio."
"Troubled - health, love, money? Let me help you. No failures, instructions being followed. Strictly personal and professional. Careful as family physician. Five dollars must accompany enquiry. Money back if not satisfied."
"What do you want? Whatever it is, we can help you to get it. Just give us the chance by writing for 'Clouds Dispelled.' Absolutely free. You will be delighted."

    The strange thing haha, is that when I went to go look up the word, "Malicious Animal Magnetism," I found this site where a guy is selling a course on how to harm and do evil to others so 'you can get something out of it for yourself.' It's hilarious. This is today. Dion Fortune was born in 1890 and passed away in 1946. And yet this thing is going on just exactly the same as it ever was since then. The site is called Malicious Animal Magnetism, Key to the Scriptures. The guy calls himself 'Father.' And in it there are the categories of: Home, A Divine Discovery, Become a MAM Student, FAQ, and Store. The entire site is meant to advertise to wrongfully make money off others.

You want to talk about advertisements? Let's take a look at the book by Michelle Belanger. If that book is not an outright advertisement then I don't know what it is. The Vampire Codex. Hm, wouldn't that be tempting to someone who's looking for 'fitting in' with the so-called 'in crowd'? You know how popular Ann Rice has made Vampires. I mean, it doesn't take much, a glam-slamVampire musician in a kids mind, is quite a lot of fantasy work right there, until they just don't see reality anymore, and mistake what they think in their fanstasy, for reality. And how do you know the book is not a scam as well? Maybe a quick way to find some, food? Ignorant people make food for vampires, like that guy's site advertising to the ignorant to learn MAM, how to harm others.

See? What you have to keep in mind is, some beings are only in it for themselves, and they don't care how you feel about it, so if you get hurt, they can't feel your pain, otherwise they wouldn't have done it. So their consciousness is a low consciousness. They may be aware of certain things, but the ceiling hits them in the head and they stay below, where they have their play ground, and yours, which is the learning ground. So we're all in the same sphere of activity, this very place, every day, every moment.
Like for example, the Nephilim or Anunnaki, those blood hungry buzzards who are always flying around, they're constantly looking for ignorant easy prey. I mean, look how many wars there have been. Easy huh. That's why you have to be aware, and get knowledge. They're smooth talkers too, u know? Really sharp with the silver tongue. But they're not there to entertain or teach you. They're only there for one thing. To satisfy their own selfish wants...at your expense. Be cautious, on guard, care full about everything. That's how you learn discernment. And discernment is a very, very precious tool!

In her book Michelle Belanger says:

     "Long ago we strove to sunder the life of our body from our roving minds, for it grounded us. It held us back. It bound us to a single span of days. Through a ritual of death and rebirth, we severed our living ties and gained immortality.
Now we are freed of the life of the body, but we are irrevocably tied to the life we cut away. It sustains us and empowers us.
We thirst for life and we feed upon it."

If they had gained immortality they wouldn't be here feeding off the life force of others. As it is said, if you're too eager (too greedy) for immortality (or anything really), and you jump the gun, you're not going to get it. So they've self-deceived themselves into thinking they are immortal. Self-deception. Like Michael Tsarion says, auto-hypnotizm. Like Gurdjieff told in the story of the Evil Magician.

-G.I. Gurdjieff, "In Search of the Miraculous" by P.D. Ouspensky.

 "There is an Eastern tale which speaks about a very rich magician who had
 a great many sheep. But at the same time this magician was very mean. He
 did not want to hire shepherds, nor did he want to erect a fence about the
 pasture where his sheep were grazing. The sheep consequently often
 wandered into the forest, fell into ravines, and so on, and above all they
 ran away, for they knew that the magician wanted their flesh and skins and
 this they did not like.

 At last the magician found a remedy. He hypnotized his sheep and
 suggested to them first of all that they were immortal and that no harm
 was being done to them when they were skinned, that, on the contrary, it
 would be very good for them and even pleasant; secondly he suggested that
 the magician was a good master who loved his flock so much that he was
 ready to do anything in the world for them; and in the third place he
 suggested to them that when anything at all were going to happen to them
 it was not going to happen just then, at any rate not that day, and therefore
 they had no need to think about it. Further the magician suggested to his
 sheep that they were not sheep at all; to some of them he suggested that
 they were lions, to others that they were eagles, to others that they were
 men, and to others that they were magicians.

 And after this all his cares and worries about the sheep came to an end.
 They never ran away again but quietly awaited the time when the
 magician would require their flesh and skins. This tale is a very good
 illustration of man's position."

Of course there are positive things to these words Michelle Belanger writes. If we can fathom this ourselves, without going headlong into the negative worlds of blood sucking attitudes, then we can learn from them, as well.

On page 3 she says: "Our rules are our own. We accept no others. We define who we are and what we shall become. There is nothing in our lives which we cannot control if we but choose to."

That's the way humanity can become sovereign. By knowing ones own self, one is capable of making their own rules instead of living like a slave under others' rules. And when a person applies them-self to a task, to developing a certain ability within them-self, then there is nothing which they cannot do, if they but choose to. But they have to choose to do this, and then study it and make an art of it. Developing a musical talent is the same thing. It takes study. It takes study of your own self to develop your precious potentialities.

There are plenty passages in this book that I find very positive. But you have to read it objectively to find them. There is learning to be had from this writing, but you've just got to want to learn first.

Like this for example:

"Yet every birth is accompanied by struggle and pain. Every rebirth is just as painful.
It may seem that we bring destruction, chaos, and turmoil to all those around us. And in a sense we do. But the changes are always for the better, even though the initial change may seem terrible. Change is terrible. It tears away what we've grown comfortable with. It destroys what we find familiar, stable, and simple, leaving uncertainty in its wake. But to face uncertainty and to thrive is to become stronger. Everything must change or die. We are active participants in this universal mystery."

 I want to show you something. It's in-deep reading. In depth. It's when you look at the words beyond what the surface story is telling, out of another point, and look at it through your point, as well.

Her writing is really artistic, and quite beautiful. Let's read this next paragraph:

"Every person that we come into contact with, no matter how casually, is altered. Wherever we go, change will follow. Our dynamic spirits stretch out all around us, and the wake we leave in our passing is like ripples on the ocean. Only the ripples we cause can become tidal waves.
As beings on a threshhold state, we are living embodiments of the dynamic complimentarity that keeps the universe in constant motion. This is our burden. Yet this also is our purpose. In the gray area between two polar opposites lies revelation. We feed upon all around us. Yet we can also harness that energy to heal. We tear away and bring destruction, yet we also nurture new growth."

Now, let's look deep. Examine in depth. Where ever you go, whatever you do...isn't "every person that you come into contact with, no matter how casually, altered"? Yes! The flow of life. Everyone affects everyone and everything else. No doubt about that! And therefore, where ever you go, change will follow. Change is ever on-going. It is ever present. So what ever you are doing one moment, it will have paved the way to the next moment. And your dynamic spirits stretch out all around you, great big halos of ethers of energy surrounding you...big and beautiful aura's, and in your wake you leave, well it is like ripples passing over the ocean, it stretches out to infinity, everyone is affected. That tidal wave, you!

As beings on a threshold state, beings in a physical world but from a glorious spiritual height combined to become living embodiments of the dynamic! A complimenarity that keeps the universe in constant motion. This is your burden. This is your work. Your purpose, your life. Being! And here you are in the gray area, between earth and heaven, the polar opposites, wherein you will find the revelation, the answer to your existence and you. You feed upon all that is around you. You soak up like a sponge all the energies through your eyes, ears, sense of smell, taste, touch, feelings... and you can harness that energy to heal, yourself, and assist others to find healing too. You tear away those things which enslave you, to that you bring destruction, and yet in the same moment, as you do that, you are bringing new life, health nurturing growth.

So do you see how you can find a new way to read?

Ok, I'm going to give you a task, it's your lesson in how to do that kind of reading, in depth style. Here's her next passage. You put it together in your being.

"This is our nature, the mystery of who we are.
There is no rebirth without destruction. Light only blinds without shadow to throw it into relief. Understanding comes from balancing all these things within the Self. We are that Balance. We affect it, and it affects us. We are facilitators of the universal flow. We must accept this, and never fear to move with that flow."

Therefore, now let's read the next excerpt by her, and understand a deeper meaning, a meaning that hits home run for us. (pg. 4)

"Awakening is a process of expanded awareness. Anyone with gifts and talents of a subtle nature undergoes an awakening in their life. This is when they come into their own, finally accepting what has been latent within them since birth. For us, the process can be traumatic, as the existence we awaken to opens us up to a host of strange thoughts, sensations, and experiences which lie outside the limits accepted even by other Awakened.

Awakening is the alchemical forge in which we are transformed from dross to spiritual gold. It is the recalling of a part of our Selves that has become clouded over time. It is becoming more than the little self of this lifetime, grasping the totality of who we were and who we are to be -- our Essential Self.

Some of us have greater potential than others. Some are born with an instinctive understanding of their potential and they may gradually come to realize that potential on their own. They recall without prompting and their power is great."

Therefore, the whole point of this story is to understand how to read into what is being said by the Spirit, as well as the person who is saying their own words from their own mouth, typewriter or pen.
When you listen to your own self, carefully, then you'll be able to hear the spirit, as well as the personality. There you must also learn discernment. When you have gone deep into the understanding of that way of doing it, then you can allow the spirit to come through for long and longer periods, and then you can also see when your mammon self comes through. And you can compare the differences. That's how you can learn to listen to your Spirit, and rely on it, because it always steers you in the right direction, whereas your donkey, or mammon self, hahaha, doesn't know where to go, really! But I didn't mean to call your little self a mule. Even though it is stubborn. What I meant is for you to see the differences your self, in your self.

Here on page 8 of same book:

"The radiation of the sun is an overwhelming form of energy which our systems have trouble assimilating. Many of us burn very easily in the sun. Almost all of us are made sick by it."

"The light saps us of our strength, leaving us exhausted and drained."

Sort of like the way you drain others of their strength leaving them exhausted and drained?

In that book "The Black Sun" is a strange picture on page 15 of the PDF. The title under it says: King Sol on his throne. Fifteenth century. From Stanislas Klossowski de Rola, Alchemy: The Secret Art, p. 67

In the picture, up top'v it are a bull and the scales...two Venus signs, both of which are in a circle frame. Below is a rampant lion, the Sun, as well in a circle frame.  And then there's a rampant lion under his behind in the shape of an oval or upside down tear drop. So you've got two Suns and two Venuses. Interesting.
What's today? 4, 15, 2015. Hm.

Geez louiez I gotta go turn the heat down, it's warm out there, I don't need so much heat in here. And get some freshly ground organic black coffee that I just made. Hahahahaa.....

Oh and, here's the picture:

Maybe there should be a world war 3. What the fuck huh? What's the use holding the levy together? Everything is fucking shit here anyway all the time. There is no fucking sense to all this god damned struggling, constantly. The struggle of the hypnotized magicians! How the FUCK is anyone going to function properly under hypnosis? I think Fucking Tsarion's 1 through 4 plan idea, was aKtually a brilliant idea. Ofcourse, when I saw it the first time, I thought straight. But when I'm not thinking straight, I think I'm probably thinking properly. I mean, I feel now like there is no spell on me, no hypnotic garbage. But you know, hahahaa...that would leave the illuminati and everyone else on this planet, and Sophia even maybe, without a home. Hm. Funny. Everything can crumble so quick when everything seemed so stable and like it would last forever. But what is forever in a mud trap, in quicksand like this? If you want to help...go read Dion Fucking Fortune's book yourself. I'm finished here.

Good BYE

11:02PM 4/15/2015

     If we don't go to the root of the problem, we'll only blame this and that and get nowhere...and be impotent to do anything of real value. Only by going to the root can one pull out the disease. This place is the result of a rape. That's why everything is so fast fast hurry up no time to waste just do it, etc. and etc for other nasty things. Always remember, if you get confused remember, "As Above So Below." And if you can't measure your experiences on something, then what  you have is only chaos, a worthless jumble of nothingness. Or UNcreation. But things started somewhere. Something happened somewhere that created the PATTERN which we have been subconsciously and unconsciously dragged along by. And if we don't get to the root...all we'll get is self-destruction, because that's all there is to imperfect works, to ignoring i.e. ignorance. If we fall into the trap of ignoring it, like the perpetrator of this mess has done for sooo long, then it's only ourselves that will perish, as though what was, is no more, nor ever was before, nor ever will be again. Because that's where cheating get's thrown. Into the Lake of Fire, or Cimmeria, or whatever name you have for it. That burning lake of unhappy 'consciousness'. I don't think you can call it consciousness anymore. It's more like the idea you have of a black hole. What can come out of that? If anything does, what kind of existence does it come out of and into? There's still that problem it left behind. That unworked problem. There is nothing that escapes perfection. There are those who think imperfection is a natural state of being. It is not. There are those who think you can make mistakes, like mistakes are a natural way of life. But the situation really is that you have the opportunity to work out your mistakes, and if that opportunity is not taken, and the mistakes are not worked out, they just get larger and larger until they self-destruct, because no, it's not that nature abhors a vacuum, it's that nature abhors imperfection, because there is no imperfection in Love, and if love is not recognized, then nothing gets solved because of the sleep, nothing gets recognized, because of the sleep, there is no life no activity, and therefore death is the solution to it, which comes about as inertia. Perfection stands, everything else falls. So who raped who? And when? The unknown story. The unfathomed story. One which I've been working on to comprehend but am finding it difficult. There was a time when there were only two beings in existence. I don't know who popped out first or how long it was they seemed to be at one and at peace with each other. But one day out of the blue, this thing called masculine jumped at the feminine, surprising her for the nastiness of the action, the rudeness, crudeness. But out of it, instantly came many other creations which are called children, and when she saw they depended on her, instead of giving any more thought to that ugly action which she had just experienced, she instead began tending to them. And tended to them through the principles of wisdom, alchemizing their shit, the nastiness, that blackness that came off them. They didn't know they even had nastiness coming off them. Could that be the result of the rape? The ignoring of the male's side of what happened, to create children who were unaware? right from the start? There was only her, them, and him. What was she going to do? Life is life. You take care of it. Whether he helped or not, and he didn't. It seemed like all he waited for was the time when they were ripe enough so he could take them away to do whatever his wild mind or thoughts were deciding. But what is this story? Is it an alien implantation in my mind? And if so...I must be terribly powerful, and they've picked the right mind to manipulate existence with because everything in entirety is out of whack! Straight from the fall of Sophia to the alien wars and then earth's unruly, violently oriented society. So is it a false implantation? I can't say it is. And we need to deal with that, looking around seeing the evidence. There is a root where evil came to exist. It did start somewhere. And if we stay ignorant to that somewhere, someone, something, then we are impotent to correct it, and it will destroy us all in a zap, just as though the big-bang turned inside out!

[ To get an idea of how harmful the rape of innocence (the soul) is, how loveless behavior is a devastating thing, you can read this story, and think of all the people in existence who went through something similar, whether mind or emotional rape, or physical rape. And understand better.
Janet's Story: I Want To Live. Creating Yourself A Life After Childhood Abuse. 

   This Janet, who was raped by her father at a very young age, caused her to become silent, to have problems to communicate, to not be able to talk. (You know? Like some people stutter? Well, she couldn't talk). Here's an excerpt of some of the types of nightmares and dreams she had every night of her life all the way into her adult years. Page 51:

     "I am in a kind of discussion group. I am sad, but I don't say anything. A woman talks about her boundaries, that she has boundaries. A girl with Down Syndrome who has never talked before, now suddenly starts talking, a lot of words. She tells that it helps her so much to hear about boundaries, that this enables her to talk now. She says that she has boundaries herself, too, that she realizes this now. And she talks and talks. I do not understand everything she says but I am glad that she can talk now and I find her sweet and beautiful. Although she has Down Syndrome, she can talk now, she can say all this, and she is telling a lot! Maybe she is different from other people, she can't do all the things other people can do, but she can talk, a lot, and she has boundaries too, she understands that, she knows. She is nice and good, too, and she has the right to exist, too, although she can do less than the other people. I feel relieved by her words.

When I wake up I write in my diary. I cry and cry and cry. I write: "Is that me, the last-born who always could do less and knew less than the others? Who never could meet her father's requirements? Who felt that something was wrong with her, having "Down Syndrome"? But who did have boundaries — only never was allowed to stand up for them, never was allowed to say 'Stop!'. But I did have boundaries and I needed them to be respected." ]

3:07AM 4/16/2015

From Aeclectic Tarot:

"This is what the card is all about. Seated between two pillars as between two choices, the High Priestess is not about making a decision so much as holding decision-making at bay while you take time to listen to your inner voice. She wants you to gain knowledge before you act: instinctual knowledge, supernatural knowledge, secret knowledge, self-knowledge."

This is a good representation. It explains a lot. If you think you're going to get something without knowing what you are doing, it's rather a matter of not knowing yourself. (and that's the direction you took, hence why we're here).  And not knowing yourself means you don't have a center on which to go on. You've forsaken it and that has caused your downward spiral.

'Another one bites the dust, and another one gone and another one gone...'

And so, as you have performed without a center, you are, in your actions, taking down with you, a lot of others, but their burden is only seeing you down, and out of the picture, because they have a center; that's what keeps them whole through the entire unfit for existence ordeal. They'll come back up. You, the one without a center, like a vampire, will expire and stay down and out of the picture. As though Persephone went to hell, but she came back, you stayed. That's what happens to a being without a center, without "Heart" as don Juan from Carlos Castaneda put it. Heart after all is the foundation of everything, and it works with the crown, ultra-violet.

Perse-phone. If there is no communication....what is there?

( I just want some summertime, nothing else!)   Nothing...

                                                                                                    I don't have to tell you anything!

Tuesday, April 14, 2015

Kittie Says Split!

Split!  This song goes out to Andrew Bartzis. You don't need anyone else to split. Your cells do that naturally. To all Neutrals! Everything in balance, that is. Love you! (For, what is language? But a unique way of getting to know someone. Thanks Belz)

Oh there are so many good songs. This is one of them. I love this music.

we use to play snakes and ladders...it's a board game.

Oh! can you hear the raindrops falling down with every drum beat? Ahhh...so beautiful. What miracles musicians can do

Skunk Anansie - I Can Dream

It's really nice to be happy.

Thank you Ayn Rand.

It's really nice to be happy and free people check it out for yourself.

And she's a Snake too. An Aquarius Snake.

I don't know why but, I've always loved the Tiger.
They are Aquarius the Water Bearer. Let's help them bear up the water. He pours, we receive. That's a good humanitarian.

Well I'm a Snake too. An Aries Snake.
Enjoy this month. My planet rules it.

Let's have some more music. I know, I know there are those out there who don't like my style. In return, I might not like yours either, after all, mine is so good and I know it, that I think you're missing out. Hahaha. But let's hear your style too! That way, we can all be together.
She's so beautiful. Let's just look at her face.
Like the High Priestess, in the Tarot deck of cards.

Anyway. Let's get back to where we were. Split, if you don't want anymore.

This one is oh my goodness, ONE OF maaa favorites. She is the best female singer that I ever heard. Oh my goodness. She's gorgeous. Check out the heart, the voice, the style. Hahaha!

Like fine wine, yessssss. So precious!

Start this one at 0:15 Definitely.

Now let's go over to Quebec! Oh, that is such an artistic place. So many beautiful people. This is in French, but don't worry, just listen to the feelings.

Note: When you're listening to this next video, start it at 0:07. EsPecially if you have the volume up.

Ahhh, what the hey. Let's have a theatrical video of Shoots N Ladders by Korn.

At 1:00....Ah, it sounds like a bunch a beez flyin around. Awesome

U Know?
Mistakes are not appreciated over here.
The difference between men and women is that men have only one orgasm. If they could control themselves they could find out how many almost endless orgasms the woman has.

SHOOT SHOOT SHOOT Mother Fucker.....

Sunday, April 12, 2015

The Tip Of An Iceburg

Hey, check out this mountain.

What do you think? I've never been there in this lifetime of mine, but I had a dream about being at a place like this, and inside too! There were lots of other people as usual. And as usual, I was very curious about everything so I trailed off on my own away from the crowd and started discovering the nuances of the place. It's so coooool how you can wander around in caverns of ice and snow, but you're room temperature, you just get the soft glow of cool off the ice. It's so interesting how dreams can resemble reality, but I can't say dejavu because I've never seen it that way before. I remember seeing it in my dream, and I know, when I looked through some pictures of the Archtic, I was most definitely reminded of these dreams. You know how when you see something again, it vividly brings back the first moment you saw it? Well that's what it feels like. I've never been there in this lifetime, but when I looked at those pictures I knew I had been there. And I had, in my dreams. I had a few of them dreams...strange stuff...

I'll delve into it deeper...jump into that cold water...hahahaaa

"tide is high asleep tonight i hear it calling me away… mystical shadows and mythical places cities aflame and a war that we wait for with dread take me back to a long time ago where the sky’s painted black and the ocean i know so well by the light of the fire where we’ll meet with our eyes on each other and our arms stretched to greet the future and hold it at bay with a promise from heaven our children be safe."  -by Audio Mainline - Red Ocean

9:33AM 4/13/2015

     It's strange what dreams can do to a person. They're sometimes "just too much."
It was about a week and a half ago...I'm almost certain it was April 3 (Friday morning) that I had the dream. Once I had it, I woke up dazed about it, and something in me suggested I write it down. And I'm thinking, write it down? so I don't forget it? I'm having a hard time thinking I could ever forget that dream. No, I don't want to write it down, I don't WANT to remember it, but I know I will anyway. There's just nothing I could do about that one.

     So I woke up that day, and I knew somehow that I would experience something that day that had something to do with that dream. And it almost happened immediately upon awakening, and I just knew that this was who I had that dream about (because in your dreams, sometimes the person's face or surface doesn't look like the one in real life, but the characteristics of them are plainly visible). So I was hoping it wasn't that person I had in the dream, but I couldn't fool myself, I knew....he had all the characteristics. Hahahaha. You just can't avoid it. Even if it is something you want...sometimes, the effort to get there is so hard, so delvingly deep, that it feels like it's not worth it. But then you think to yourself....what IS life? Am I to go on and on an on dull like, bored, work and work and work...for nothing? What the am I here for then? Mh? So, obviously, the challenge of facing that situation which you thought was too difficult, suddenly becomes brighter. What other choice is there? Death? Hahaha. No thank you.

     And I just heard that character saying, somewhere, that opportunities come and they will quickly pass by. Which is what I've noticed in my life. Makes it easy to avoid getting involved, hahaha! But you can't do that forever, you know. So yea, when an opportunity comes, face it. This is that which may lead you to a more enriched life, growth, happiness. Why huddle in a corner trying to hide when opportunity comes flowing in? Hahaha. That's so hilarious, but so much of us do that. Even though most of us don't have a consciousness that it is an opportunity staring in our face. But some of us do consciously realize just what an opportunity is. After all, we have dreams ahead of time to blare the fact in our self to realize.

     The things that you find most challenging in life, eventually hunt you down. There's no avoiding certain challenges. That's why it is taught you to not waste your time on worthless stuff that causes you intentional pain, hahaha, because it's not worth it. When you're faced with some of the challenges you can't flee from, then you're going to get an experience of pain whether you want it or not. And that's the healing ground, or what they call, the 'playing' ground...where you learn new skills, or strengthen old ones. That's where you become alive again, truly alive and living, and that's the step in your life that takes you up higher, closer to the goal of immortality.


But last night, I had a really ugly dream. All about spiders, again! There was a really huge banquet room or hall, super tall ceiling. I was behind a long table with a white cloth over it and lots of food on the table, and my sister Amalia, who passed away March 16 2013 was on the other side of the table and she looked somewhat younger, which is why I called her Amalia, since Molly was only her nickname later in life. There were many other people there. In between us was a HUGE spider web, a circle that reached the top of the ceiling and all the way to the table and from one side of the long table to the other was it round. Perfectly round too, which I noticed. I hadn't noticed it at first because it was invisible to me, but when I saw those really big spiders in rows along the web in front of me, I pulled back because I didn't want them in my face, and that's when I saw the web how round and huge it was, sometimes billowing because of its heaviness.

There were some spiders that had really pretty patterns and colours. The black and white zebra stripes were nice, but their ugly fat bodies, unbalanced, were not. And some of them were almost as big as a fist. They were all around the web. Some in rows next to each other around a circular web out of a pie-portion of the web, while others were scattered here and there on the web, and all different kinds of colours, like beige mixtures with brown.

I stood up out of my chair and backed away from the table, and as I stood there I was wondering how to get to the other side of the table where my sister was, without touching the web. I complained to her from the other side of it saying something to effect of, how the heck am I going to get over there with these spiders everywhere and that web all over the place!? She kind of shrugged her shoulders and was busy with some others there who were getting food from the table. And I just thought that this was so ugly and ridiculous, I decided I was going to have them hire a company to come into the building and spray the entire building, in every crevice, and extra spray! Douse the place!

So it was night time and I was walking down the empty sidewalk. They had sprayed the entire building so it was sopping with insecticide. Then some neighborhood dogs were growling and in a mad rush came at me. One little beagle like dog bit my leg and pulled me down, then a big fat headed dog chomped his big fat deformed face around my upper arm. I yelled at the dog, "in Jesus name let go of my arm!" And then he let go, seeming kind of stupid for having bit me, and just stood there 'duh-duh.' So I realized that the pesticide they used was poison instead of safe for the environment, and that's why the dogs were affected because they were snooping around and inhaled the poison, which turned them into insane crazy dogs. I was really upset that was the case. I went over there and found out that they were using Monsanto's poisonous potion, to which I got really angry now. But that's when I woke up. All because of those damn spiders. I don't know why I have so many dreams of spiders.

One dream, a long time ago was, when I found myself in the dark in the basement, and all around me were large webs with a big spider in each web, and all different kinds of spiders and sizes of them. There were so many webs all stretched out in there that it was like walking through a tight maze to get around them. And I had to move really slowly in order to not touch any of their webs. And they were all like aware of my presence. And it was like....just strange. I don't know how to describe it.

Anyway, last night, Seven was really jealous, I could feel it so strongly through my left ear. I could feel some really super positive vibration through my right ear, and in the meantime, Seven's jealous vibration on the left. So maybe it was him. Because a long time ago, before my two sisters passed away....I had a dream where I saw both Rosy and Molly standing there in a dark room talking to each other and I was on the other side of the room in front of a mirror that covered the entire wall, a really thick mirror. When I touched it, it was like liquid where it made a pulling up and then spread in slow rounds around the area I had touched, and then flattened out again. I was crying and crying. Then I walked past them all and went down a hallway and there was a door open to a room. I walked into it, and when I did, I could feel Seven's presence so strongly. When I got to the middle of the room, he made a ceiling full of spiders on top of spiders, the entire ceiling was a thick wall of spiders, and he made that ceiling to start lowering, thinking to lower it on my head. And I could hear him smiling as I stood there and covered my head with my arms, thinking he was going to just drop it all on me. But he didn't. And they raised all back up to the ceiling, the other door of the room opened and I walked out. I was still crying and crying. I saw this skinny old man who reminded me of Satan, standing against a pole in the room just looking at me as though trying to figure out what I was crying about. There's more to it. But you get the idea of all the spiders all the time. Really ugly. U know? What's with that?

[ 8:20AM 4/16/2015  Oh my goodness! I just realized something after I read this dream. Now I know why that dream occurred. Lucifer was jealous. It was before this dream, I had one of those dreams that you are not actually dreaming...but you're there. I don't like to use the word lucid...as it doesn't really fit. It's deeper than lucid, has nothing to do with this world. (but not exactly as, it has everything to do with this world, as well, hahaha)+! This is the dream I had!!!
     I wanted to visit Satan, you know, to say "hi, and thank you" (without speaking of course) for the help he'd been giving. And I was wanting to keep it as private as can be so that no one else knows about it. (But I suppose 'someone' found out). There was this deep place where it was like a large basement. Everything was black and greyish like, quite dim light, and very still and quiet...so peaceful, so nice. There was what appeared to be a smoky substance floating on the ground about a foot or two thick or deep. There were some pillars around the place, and I saw Satan in the middle, in soft grey moisturous dewy-like light, hazy I think is the right word, and he was holding up the main structure by himself, the living pillar, with his two arms up, standing there, holding the place up. I saw that from the tip of the dream, and when I saw a pillar over there, I crept out of the black dark, ever silently, and hid, standing behind the pillar which was in the dark grey area of the place. I didn't know there were so many bugs on the ground hahaha because of the mist or smoke that hovered over it. So as I stepped into the dream and stood behind the pillar, the smoke moved away from me in a circle and I could see all the bugs. I let them crawl up my body on my lower legs area, up to the knees because they were so loving and dear, and they also recognized me and loved me, so they were so respectful they didn't want to attack like I was a stranger, nor to crawl too high, or fast!, because all they wanted to do was to show me love. And I smiled at them. And then I looked out from the side of the pillar, and I saw Satan looking at me and smiling, and I smiled to him in return. It was so nice to be with such a grand friend. There was nothing like it, seeing him, struggling like that, just to help me. Of course this help I asked of Satan and Belz, was only between us. Lucifer was not to find out about it. Because we were working in unison and so it had to stay very secret. So I stopped smiling... and looking around, after I took one last look at the smoky grey and dark place, then I left it, and the dream.
     And now, I realize, Lucifer did find out about it, and that's why he had those spiders hanging over my head, and that's why when I walked out of that room, I saw a skinny old man, who I knew, or thought to be, Satan, standing there against a pillar, immediately at that moment I stepped out, and had been and kept on crying and crying as I walked on. There you go. He was jealous. Hahahaa! Yea, it all comes back to me. I remember waking up from that dream and thinking that Lucifer had found out about my visit to Satan. Right. That changed everything.]


Oh and then there was this other dream. A big fat sideways number 8, up on the wall near the ceiling above some alcove, what it was I don't know, a bar,  a coat check. Yes that would be it. A coat check. It was right at the door, the double glass doors, the entrance...or side entrance, to a large hall, which looked like a music hall, or a theatre, with all those old fashioned swirls and twirls, like they put in those cathedrals. So I must have just come in, or I .... popped in. Because that's all I remember. Standing there, then turning around to look, and seeing the large black sideways number 8. And it was like looking at me, but then I noticed the outline of the body...it was a spider. A beautiful black spider. So geometrically placed, and so comforting. I went into that back room, the hall, to look at the wonder of it all. I just stood there, stared, in amazement at the beauty. I could see like a hole in the super tall dome-shaped ceiling, and it looked like a hole that opened up to the deep blue and black sky with diamond stars twinkling in it. Then I saw it close and it was, just the ceiling.

On the other side of the place was a bar room area. And that's where I slowly walked and was headed. They had this nice lounge like you'd find at a fine theatre, but it was turned into a regular high-class bar on the days there were no performances. I knew before I walked into the room who was there, and I didn't like it, but there weren't going to be any words....alright, not much. So I heard those boisterous gangsta like fellows sitting sprawled on the white leather chairs, and I heard their voices speaking things they should never be speaking out loud, to begin with. Anyway...that's the other dream with that figure, the spider...hahaha.

Like this here movie, which I inserted on May 27th of 2015, on a Wednesday in an hour ungodly...3:36am....this poetry speaks to me, of that picture I saw when I walked in, or, sorry, popped in, hahahaha, like Mary Poppins! So I saw that black sideways "8" and now in this video, I'm seeing a large black sideways "8" that reminded me of that dream. That's why I put it in here. It seems to be, dreamssss........live on..............................................................................

But let's keep writing those dreams out. There's so much more to share.


     Deeper and deeper
into the big black pit. The other side.

Ok, this wasn't a dream. It happened in my waking hours. For a long time I had them spirits telling me to face him, face him. But I could never get around to it seeing the complexity of it all, so I didn't bother. But then, one day, I thought hey, this could be good for my health. Ok, so I said I'll face him. But I wasn't going to do this straight. So I bought myself some white mountain peak powder, and a couple different bottles of whiskey. Thank god I had the whiskey. Oh and, maybe I also had some green too, but I don't really remember that part because the whiskey was perrrfectly good enough.

Ok, so I did a bunch of lines upstairs sprawled on my bed, just meditating. I kept doing the lines but nothing was happening. So I started hahaha communicating with those demons in my wooden wall. Hahaha. They were hilarious. I was tormenting them. But I was glad they were there. I was being tormented. I was sooo tormented that I started complaining about him not showing up when I told him I'd be here, and geez louieez I didn't intend to leave with nothing. That's when he showed up. It was like that dream upstairs, where I looked into the concave ceiling and saw the sky above it. I saw through a stargate in my brick wall next to one of the sides of my bed, into his world, and then I appeared there. I was in the back, in the garden, and there were two of them, tall ones, standing in the back porch area, talking. It was like I interrupted them. But I did, really. So we started talking a little bit, but not much. Then I left.

So now I sat upon my bed looking into the turned off t.v. set, into the blackness of it, seeing pictures. The more I looked the more I saw. But as I was looking, suddenly there, in the bright daylight, I noticed a dark shadow at my little octagonal window...like it blocked out the light. So I looked, and I saw this super black shadow, like water almost with a life to itself the way it moved, I saw it creeping along the side of my t.v. It was so cool! Beautifully black too. So....it was delicate. Oh my, this beasts tail was wrapped under it, it was so careful as to how it moved, beautifully. So I watched at times out of the corner of my eyes, so as not to scare it, nor to scare myself either, hahahaha....but I watched, and it moved. And then when it was all over the t.v. like a frame around it, it turned and went on my brick wall, as I was speaking earlier. And this thing I saw...  was a black fuzzy looking thing in the frame of a circle. So only what was showing through that circle, I could see. I looked at it, and it had a bend, like you bend a knee. And I looked? It was a HHHUUUGGGEEE spider. I could only see its black fuzzy knee....not sure what that means...but yea, I saw a part of its leg! So that shocked the hell out of me. But I'm still trying to put it together because ,   well    because...... I just don't get it. How could Seven be a spider?

The time has come for better things.

Let's have some music to brighten up this place. There's always a light at the end of the tunnel.


The Song Remains the Same
 even though everything else has changed.

Michael Tsarion Live Webcast From Belfast Ireland - The Female Illuminati, May 2, 2015

Here's another event. You purchase tickets ahead of time, then haha, sit at home in the comfort of your own company! Great huh! I'm going! Hahaha. Definitely. (Nothing I love better than my own company. If only everyone were just like me! *hands pressed together, eyes up in ecstatic fervor). I like this guy. He's so intelligent. Brilliant thinker. Knows how to outwit the witters and uncover their secrets, hahaha hilarious. It's so funny some of the things he reveals. They must be fuming. No doubt, hahaha they are! Such as Hurly Clinton...she's already turning in her grave!

Michael Tsarion Live Webcast From Belfast Ireland - The Female Illuminait, May 2, 2015

Right click the picture above and open in a new tab so you can view it much larger.

     Wouldn't it be the most scary thing, to be revealed? Imagine that... it really wasn't the man who was Pa on planet Earth. It was always Ma, hiding behind Pa, who was pulling the strings. Geez, that's really dark. Imagine that? How would anyone have ever known? Hey, as they say, hmhmhm, the ruler of hell is a female!
(don't need to wear pants, lol! got plenty all around!)

He says...."the plan of concealment, is a looong history, and it has worked very well, until now... The revealing is at hand."    (Hey, it has worked so well for so long. So why mess up a good thing?)

Are you sure? Really? Because you know, I don't think so, if you're not a woman. What do you know about women? I mean, how they behave, what they think, especially haha what they feel. Do you know? Then go right ahead and reveal, hahahaaaa... fer sure.

if you can..

lol.lol.lol. almost computer lingo, hahaha the MATRIX! Geez. I knew that word would make sense eventually. Hahahahaa!!! ah, this is too fun.

Sorry. I was having TOO much fun. I shoulda known my own limitations. Anyway. I'm a woman, I should know...hahaha....but even I don't, so how can you? All you can do is trace the steps of an individual. Who knows? Hm? Maybe all women were pursued by the Alien, and that's how they learned to be so sharp, and stay hidden. Who knows hm? Who knows really. Let's do a little deeper digging into the history of the pain that most women endured, and not at the hand of another woman, hahahaaa. Let's put the focus in the middle and ask ourselves if we in fact aren't, all of us, the illuminati. But we keep denying it because this game is way too much fun to quit. Hahahaaa...
Ops I have to apologize again! I've let my self roam free. Oh! NO! OH NO MR. BILL!

Pursued unrelentingly, relentlessly! What are we? The Jewel of the Nile?


EL, it's all about women yes. To the point of insanity. If a woman could rape herself, would she? If Wisdom is wisdom, and it got raped... then what do you think is going to be hid? The falling from grace, the raping of Wisdom for one's personal self satisfaction, without any remorse, or thought about the deed which had been done. So here we are, the mystery looming still darkly over our heads. But in our minds, somewhere, were we to look around ourselves, we could see, "As Above, So Below," wherefore, what is it that's hidden? Ha? Nothing. Everything is right IN YOUR FACE. You just need to be able to, like a Shaman, ssssssseeeeeeeeee.

The worse of the worse certainly may be a female illuminati. But what created that situation to occur? You ask yourselves. If you're going to be remorseless on half the facts, then why don't you just start your next Witch Hunt, and get it over with. Then you could say, "you see? for sure it was a woman who did it. After all, we just killed them all. Isn't that enough evidence?" Dense. But not evidence.

I was only joking. Haha. I don't care if you reveal who the creator of this universe is.
Do whatever you want. I'm just here to enjoy and have fun.
By the way, I'll be there
I enjoy this man's work.


DISCLOSURE Canada April 2015

A Canadian Event. These people will tour from Montreal to Toronto, Calgary & Vancouver.

Keynote Paul T. Hellyer: What You Don't See Is What You Will Get!
Former Deputy Prime Minister and Minister of Defence of Canada

This presentation will discuss the origin of the New World Order, and the Cabal that have run the United States and much of the world for many decades. The information presented will also look at issues such and the Cabal's connection to extraterrestrials, their technology, nuclear weapons tampering and national security issues related to this association. It will review the Plan for a New American Century, and the military-industrial complex and its blueprint for perpetual war leading to complete dominance of Planet Earth - and what, if anything, can be done to stop it.

Paul Hellyer is one of Canada’s best known and most controversial politicians. First elected in 1949, he was the youngest cabinet minister appointed to Louis S. St. Laurent’s government eight years later. He subsequently held senior posts in the governments of Lester B. Pearson and Pierre E. Trudeau, who defeated him for the Liberal Party leadership in 1968. The following year, after achieving the rank of senior minister, which was later designated Deputy Prime Minister, Hellyer resigned from the Trudeau cabinet on a question of principle related to housing.
Although Hellyer is best known for the unification of the Canadian Armed Forces and for his 1968 chairmanship of the Task Force on Housing and Urban Development, he has maintained a life-long interest in macroeconomics. Through the years, as a journalist and political commentator, he has continued to fight for economic reforms and has written several books on the subject.
A man of many interests, Hellyer’s ideas are not classroom abstractions. He was born and raised on a farm and his business experience includes manufacturing, retailing, construction, land development, tourism and publishing. He has also been active in community affairs including the arts and studied voice at the Royal Conservatory of Music in Toronto. His multi-faceted career, in addition to a near-lifetime in politics, gives Hellyer a rare perspective on what has gone wrong with world economies.
In recent years he has become interested in the extraterrestrial presence and their superior technology that we have been emulating. In September 2005 he became the first person of cabinet rank in the G8 group of countries to state unequivocally "UFO’s are as real as the airplanes flying overhead."
Grant Cameron: Canada and the US: Disclosure: A Timeline of Secrecy

Mr. Cameron will document the efforts by Prime Minister St. Laurent’s government in the early 1950s to investigate flying saucers. This effort included building a flying saucer observatory, studies called Project Magnet and Second Storey, gravity control experiments, and the plan to land an alien at a Top Secret base in Alberta at the same time that high level officials in the USA and UK were meeting with aliens. Grant will show conclusively that high level officials in Canadian and US government knew the extraterrestrial nature of the phenomena from almost day one. Officials have also known the nuclear connection and Mr. Cameron will talk about nukes in 1945, 1954, 1975, and 1988. Grant will name the officials since 1948 that have provided Top Secret briefings to the President, how Bill Clinton dealt with the effort by Laurance Rockefeller in 1993 to get disclosure, and Hillary Clinton’s interest in the subject as she runs for President in 2016.

Grant Cameron has turned his research interests to the involvement and actions of the President of the United States in the UFO problem. He has made 25+ trips to the National Archives in Washington D.C.,and most of the various Presidential archives around the country looking for presidential UFO material. One highlight his presidential UFO research was the chance to question Vice-president Dick Cheney on his knowledge of the UFO subject. Another highlight of the presidential UFO research was a FOIA to the White House Office of Science and Technology which yielded 1,000 pages of UFO documents from the Clinton administration. Many of these findings dealing with the involvement of Bill and Hillary Clinton have been written up on The Presidents UFO Website www.presidentialufo.com.
At present Cameron is working on producing monographs for Dr. Walker, Wilbert Smith, the Presidential involvement in the topic of psychic phenomena, and a monograph looking at a possible disclosure pattern to try and explain the many actions of the American government, related to UFOs, during the last 50 years. He is working on a detailed paper detailing the "64 Reasons the Government is Covering Up the ET Presence." He is also now researching an lecturing on the connection of consciousness to the UFO phenomena hoping that it will help explain how UFOs are propelled, and what is the real nature of the Universe.
He has produced a CD-Rom which includes "Tales of Charlie-Red-Star" a manuscript that was prepared in the late 70s about a flap of UFO sightings that occurred in Manitoba Canada in 1975-76. This is a flap of sightings that was immense in size, but generally unknown outside of Canada. A second item on the CD is "UFOs, MJ-12, and The Government," a book published in 1990 by MUFON. The disc contains the paper "Presidential UFO Audio Story" which is an article that contains 60+ embedded UFO audio clips of the presidents, their aides, or people talking about the presidents and UFOs.
Cameron completed a collection of hundreds of cartoons about UFOs which was set up to help to tell the 60+ years of this strange phenomena. A PowerPoint collection of these cartoons was shown at the 2003 Ozark convention.
He has lectured widely in Canada, Europe, and the United States on the 1975 Carman flap, the Canadian government's early investigations into flying saucers, UFO disclosure politics, the Rockefeller UFO Initiative, the Presidential UFO connection, the consciousness link to UFOs, and recent research that indicates that the force behind the UFO phenomena is carrying out a plan of disclosure as to what UFOs are and why they are here. Cameron was instrumental in recovering all the UFO files inside the Clinton files at the Clinton Library in Little Rock Arkansas. Over 10,000 pages were processed in the requests. They show that the Clinton administration was very interested in the phenomena and actually tried to force out some of the hidden information to the public.
He was awarded the International Researcher of the Year at the 2012 Leeds UFO conference, and the Researcher of the Year at the 2013 International UFO Congress in Phoenix Arizona.

Richard Dolan: The Real Power Struggle and the End Game

Historian Richard Dolan, author of four ground-breaking books on the UFO phenomenon, will analyze the UFO cover-up as only he can do. He will explain how the UFO phenomenon has quietly transformed our world: first, from the presence of "other beings" here on our world; second, from the acquisition of radical technology; and third, from the need for eternal secrecy on the matter. All three have contributed to the global system we have today: a nearly complete virtual totalitarianism that requires (for the time being) nearly continuous false flag events to corral and control the public. Using a broad geopolitical approach, Dolan will explain multiple Disclosure scenarios: "Premature Disclosure," "Preferred Disclosure," and "People-Driven Disclosure." The result is a profoundly new way to understand one of the most paramount--and least understood--issues of our time.
Richard Dolan is one of the world’s leading researchers and writers on the subject of UFOs, and believes that they constitute the greatest mystery of our time. He is the author of two volumes of history, UFOs and the National Security State, both ground-breaking works which together provide the most factually complete and accessible narrative of the UFO subject available anywhere. He also co-authored a speculative book about the future, A.D. After Disclosure, the first-ever analysis not only of how UFO secrecy might end, but of the all-important question: what happens next?
Richard’s latest work, UFOs for the 21st Century Mind, provides a fresh treatment of the entire subject. In it, he discusses the important sightings, the encounters, the politics, the cover-up, ancient aliens, the bizarre science, disclosure, and offers advice on being both critical and open-minded in today’s world. Like his previous three books, it asks fresh questions and offers new insights to further our understanding of the UFO mystery.
Richard hosts a weekly radio show, The Richard Dolan Show, on KGRA radio, is a frequent guest on Coast-to-Coast AM. He is currently featured on several television series and documentaries, including Ancient Aliens, Hangar One: The UFO Files andClose Encounters. For a longer list of his television appearances, see below.
Prior to his interest in UFOs, Richard completed his graduate work at the University of Rochester, where he studied U.S. Cold War strategy, European history, and international diplomacy. Before that, he had studied at Alfred University and Oxford University, and had been a finalist for a Rhodes scholarship.

But for the past two decades, Richard has been a dedicated student of all things related to UFOs, steadily expanding his interests within that topic from his initial focus on government documents and the cover-up. Now his interests include it all, from the deepest aspects of the coverup, to contact and abduction, the science behind the phenomenon, how the phenomenon has affected world culture, his theory of a breakaway civilization, the possible relationship of artificial intelligence and biotechnology to the UFO phenomenon, and the implications of the end of secrecy, that is, the world After Disclosure.
Today, there is no aspect of the phenomenon Richard won’t study. He continues to look forward to exploring this topic in all its depth, a topic he believes opens our doors of perception, challenging us to see the world differently and more clearly.
In addition to his research, Richard’s company, Richard Dolan Press, actively publishes innovative books by authors from around the world. His website is richarddolanpress.com.

Victor Viggiani: Media Mendacity and the Truth Embargo

This thesis will focus on the role played by mainstream media as the fourth pillar of the Truth Embargo. It will examine how the other three pillars; Government, the Military and Intelligence Agencies require, demand and receive the co-operation of the mainstream media to maintain the Truth Embargo. This presentation will also examine how specific strategic tactics are used by the government - with the tacit co-operation of the media - to maintain the deception that people actually believe they are living in a democratic social order. Finally, it will be shown that mainstream media mendacity plays a vital and well-documented role in ensuring the public is properly inoculated against the truth – the planet Earth is being engaged by off-world civilizations.
Victor Viggiani is currently the News Director of ZlandCommunications an international news service. His study of anomalous aerial phenomenon, research and analysis of Extraterrestrial issues spans over 30 years. His experience involves UFO sightings report investigation, academic and radio journalism with a primary focus on UFO/ET government Disclosure. Victor has addressed the media and audiences in Sydney and Brisbane Australia, Washington D.C., at the Washington D.C. National Press Club, on CBC and CTV Toronto television news programs and at Convocation Hall University of Toronto. Victor is a co-host on the Richard Syrett Show on AM 740 Radio in Toronto.

Stanton Friedman: Earth's Cosmic Watergate

Stanton have been researching flying saucers since 1958 and have definitely concluded that agencies of the US government have intentionally withheld the truth (Some are alien spacecraft) about flying saucers including lying by officials as high as the Secretary of the Air Force. Many people seem unaware that the NSA has quietly released 156 pages of TOP SECRET UMBRA UFO documents,(all more than 30 years old) on which one can read one sentence per page with the rest being whited out. The CIA has released dozens of pages of old TOP SECRET UMBRA UFO documents on which one can read a few words per page with the rest blacked out. USAF General Carroll Bolender has astonishingly officially stated that reports which effect national security were not part of the Blue Book System and would continue to be investigated after Blue Book was closed.The press has generally ignored this Cosmic Watergate. Contrary to popular opinion it is easy to prove that governments can indeed keep secrets.This is based on my own 14 years working on classified advanced nuclear and space systems and visits to 20 archives and feedback from my more than 700 audiences. It should be noted that the Washington Post has stated that two years ago the Black budget for military intelligence that year was $52.6 Billion. It is also worth reviewing reasons for the cover up.

Stanton T. Friedman, Nuclear Physicist-Lecturer, received his BSc. and MSc. Degrees in physics from the University of Chicago in 1955 and 1956. He was employed for 14 years as a nuclear physicist by such companies as GE, GM, Westinghouse, TRW Systems, Aerojet General Nucleonics, and McDonnell Douglas working in such highly advanced, classified, eventually cancelled programs as nuclear aircraft, fission and fusion rockets, and various compact nuclear powerplants for space and terrestrial applications.
He became interested in UFOs in 1958, and since 1967 has lectured about them at more than 600 colleges and 100 professional groups in 50 U.S. states, 10 Canadian provinces and 18 other countries in addition to various nuclear consulting efforts. He has published more than 90 UFO papers and has appeared on hundreds of radio and TV programs including on Larry King in 2007 and twice in 2008, and many documentaries. He is the original civilian investigator of the Roswell Incident and co-authored Crash at Corona: The Definitive Study of the Roswell Incident. TOP SECRET/MAJIC, his controversial book about the Majestic 12 group, established in 1947 to deal with alien technology, was published in 1996 and went through 6 printings. An expanded new edition was published in 2005.

Stan was presented with a Lifetime UFO Achievement Award in Leeds, England, in 2002, by UFO Magazine of the UK. He is co-author with Kathleen Marden (Betty Hill’s niece) of a book in 2007: Captured! The Betty and Barney Hill UFO Experience. The City of Fredericton, New Brunswick, declared August 27, 2007, Stanton Friedman Day. His book Flying Saucers and Science was published in June 2008 and is in its 3rd printing. His newest book, also co-authored with Kathleen Marden, is Science Was Wrong released in June 2010.
He has provided written testimony to Congressional Hearings, appeared twice at the UN, and been a pioneer in many aspects of ufology including Roswell, Majestic 12, The Betty Hill-Marjorie Fish star map work, analysis of the Delphos, Kansas, physical trace case, crashed saucers, flying saucer technology, and challenges to the S.E.T.I. (Silly Effort To Investigate) cultists. He has spoken at more MUFON Symposia than anyone else.

Stephen Bassett: The Truth Embargo's Last Days?

Formal acknowledgement of the extraterrestrial presence engaging the human race is no longer a bridge too far. The challenge now for all who champion open, transparent government and the people's right to know is getting across that bridge before someone blows it up. It is a race against time and institutional bad behavior. Who will step up to win that race? Will other nations break ranks with the United States? How far will they go? What is the status of the Disclosure advocacy movement? What strategies are in play? Why can they work? Can Canadian activists duplicate these strategies? Should they? These questions and an update on the status of PRG's Congressional Hearing Initiative in Washington, DC will be covered.
 Stephen Bassett is a leading advocate for ending the 65-year government imposed truth embargo regarding an extraterrestrial presence engaging the human race. He is a political activist, lobbyist, commentator, the executive director of Paradigm Research Group and the Extraterrestrial Phenomena Political Action Committee (X-PPAC) and executive producer of the X-Conference, the Citizen Hearing on Disclosure (CHD) and the Congressional Hearing Initiative (CHI). His work has been covered extensivelyby national and international media. See PRG Media Coverage and CHD Media Coverage.
Since 1996 Bassett has assisted numerous organizations and initiatives working to 1) raise public awareness of the both the extraterrestrial presence and the truth embargo, 2) convene open congressional hearings to take government and agency witness testimony, and 3) incite the political media to appropriately cover the attendant issues. He has appeared on over 1,200 radio and television talk shows and in numerous documentaries speaking to millions of people about the implications and likelihood of "Disclosure" - the formal acknowledgement of the extraterrestrial presence by world governments
On November 5, 2014 PRG launched the Congressional Hearing Initiative seeking hearings for the scores of military/agency/political witnesses ready to testify on Capitol Hill. On January 7, 2015 PRG will submit a sixth petition to the White House regarding the demand for
congressional hearings.
Concomitant with these projects is the continuing public awareness work via the PRG website and media appearances coupled with lobbying of the political media to take notice of what is easily the biggest and most important news story in history.
With the nation and world moving into new and troubling territory, Mr. Bassett will continue to work to create a broad based coalition within the extraterrestrial phenomena research/activist community capable of reaching out to the twenty million plus American citizens who are following the politics of disclosure with interest and concern. The aim is to form a political awareness of sufficient size to meaningfully influence government policies and actions leading up to and following the formal acknowledgment of the extraterrestrial presence.